chapter 41: Jeon Jungkook pt2
I helped Jin clean off the dinner plates. We had had sirlione steak with an amazing rosoto.
I knew I had to tell everyone I'd be moving to Peru. I don't think moving in with Devon is a good idea either.
Since they were all on the couch playing games or talking it was a perfect opportunity
"Excuse me." I said.
They all looked at me. "I just want to thank all of you especially Jin for letting me stay here and helping Alex and I. Unfortunately because I haven't been able to keep up with certain things I've made the descision Alex and I will be moving in with my mother in Peru."
They all stared dumbfounded. "Oh, and I will feel it will be safer for us. I plan on leaving by the end of this week."
Alex looked furious. "YOU can go to Peru! But I'm staying here with Jungkook!!"
I sighed. "Jungkook isn't your older sister."
"I'm almost fifteen!! I can make it on my own!!"
"Can you pay the bills on your own?"
He was quiet as well as everyone else. Even if they offered me a loan I didn't want to be in debt. In Peru I'd be safe, I wouldn't have to work, and I could go to colledge.
Jin sighed. "I think I can speak for all of us when I say we will be horribly sad to see you go. But if that is the right descision for you and you will feel safer then I support you and im very glad you stayed with me."
They nodded. I didn't meet anyone's eyes I just went upstairs.
I felt bad for Alex. I really did. But I don't think we are safe. No I know we aren't safe. I still imagine Yoongi. At least I can gain a little bit more of my sanity in Peru. The only bad thing in Peru is my mom. And hopefully she won't be around much.
I was cleaning up my stuff when I heard a knock at my door.
"Come in." I said.
Jungkook walked into my room.
"What?" I asked with an irritated tone. But I do need to apologise.
He sighed. "Tell me what I did wrong."
"Nothing Jungkook."
"Then tell me what's wrong."
"Nothing Jungkook."
He was getting irritated. "Then why are you acting like this? Why are you treating me like I murdered Alex? Why did you smell like alcohol? Why are you sleeping with a stranger?!"
I gasped. How did he know about most of that?
I crossed my arms. "I......I was drunk. But it's non of your business. I didn't voluntarily sleep with him.....but it doesn't matter. Because he's my boyfriend!" I snapped back.
Jungkook was taken back." It is my business. Why— why were you drinking?"
I was quiet.
"We're you at a bar? Why weren't you responsible why I was gone?"
"You do not control me Jeon Jungkook! It was my desicion to go to the bar and it was my choice to date Devon!"
Jungkook glared at me. "That still doesn't make sense to why you are mad at me."
I was quiet again. I wasn't too sure why I was so mad. Maybe because he was all up in my business. Or acting like I shouldn't be mad at him.
He glanced at the paper I threw on the ground of him kissing the girl. He bent down and picked it up. "Is this the reason why you're mad?"
I tried not to react but my face gave it away. I don't care anymore about that....
"April. This is how you greet people in certain places of Europe. Don't you watch TV?"
"Jungkook I said I wasn't mad at you. I don't care that you kissed a girl." I said even more irritated.
He sighed. "Something's driving you over the edge. Did you see Yoongi while I was gone?"
I bit back tears "No."
He stared at me for a couple seconds. "Really?"
I nodded my head.
"Then why don't you feel safe here? He's not targeting you."
I stood up "You're a liar! He is targeting me!"
"How do you know?"
I was silent. I didn't want to think about what he did. It was humiliating.
"April, what did Yoongi do?" He asked seriously.
"Don't worry about it. Rapmonster took care of it."
"Is Yoongi dead?" Jungkook asked.
"No. I don't know where he is."
"Then he didn't take care of him."
I felt my cheeks begin to get wet with tears. Dang it. I hated thinking of Yoongi. I tried to forget it but he keeps popping back inside my head.
Jungkook pulled me into a hug but I pushed him away.
"I'm fine." I said wiping the tears with the back of my hand.
He stared at me. "Fine. I'll ask Rapmonster what happened."
He left out of my room slamming the door.
I sat on the corner of my bed drained.
I really didn't know what to do.
I was about to lay down when I heard yelling down the hall. I ran towards the room where I heard the commotion.
Jungkook had his hands on Rapmonster's shirt and he was yelling.
"Why didn't you shoot him?!"
Rapmonster sighed. "I didn't think about it."
"If you would've shot him, Elizabeth would still be here." Junkook snapped.
He was beyond angry.
"Why didn't you tell me while I was in Europe? You just let April struggle the whole time? That's why she's moving! That's why she drank!"
Rapmonster looked surprised then hung his head. "I'm sorry."
"Sorry won't fix it Rapmonster. How could you let him get away with everything you worked for?"
He released his grip on his shirt.
Rapmonster didn't say anything. I felt bad for him. I could tell he was sorry. I didn't want to seem like I was evesdropping so I ran to my room.
I couldn't believe he told Rapmonster I drank. And it's not like I drank once. I've been sipping on it more often with Devon. I didn't think it was a big deal, but Jungkook acted like was the worst.
My door opened without knocking.
Of course, like I expected, it was Jungkook.
"Won't you leave me alone?" I asked him not meaning it. I really don't know why I still feel the need to snap at him.
He sighed "is it true?"
I already knew he was referring to what Yoongi did to me.
I finally broke down. "Yes he did it to me. And I can't get it out of my head. Every now and then I see him infront of me smiling that evil smile pointing the gun at my head! I think I'm going insane." I said gripping my hair.
Jungkook didn't hug me like I wanted him to. And I couldn't expect him to since I've pushed him off twice today.
"I'm going to kill him." I heard Jungkook mumble before leaving my room and out the house's door.
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