JHope. Just. Jumped. Off. A. Building.

Tears were streaming down my face. I ran over to the edge of the roof. I kept screaming his name even though I knew he probably couldn't hear me.

To my surprise, Yoongi was right beside me mouth open, eyes wide.

"JHOOOOOOOPE!!!" he yelled with anguish.

I couldn't even look at Yoongi. Its all his fault!!!! And then it hit me. If I wasn't so selfish with my money, I could've saved my friend.

I was sobbing violently when Jungkook came behind me and looked over.

"Hyung." I heard his voice breaking. Tears were running out of his eyes like waterfalls. Then he ran like superspeed to the door. I followed him. Yoongi walked in shock slowly behind me.

When we finally got to the ground where Jhope was Jungkook was on the phone calling for an ambulance.

"He- he's bleeding!" Yoongi yelled

Why do you care? I wanted to spit at him. But instead I knelt beside Jhope and hugged him. He wasn't hugging me back of course but I didn't care. I just kept clinging to him, my tears drenching his shirt.

The ambulance came some time later. I wasn't paying attention to the time. I just kept on crying, and when I thought I didn't have any more tears. They just kept coming.

Finally some men in uniform took my Jhope, my sunshine, away from me onto a bed to go into the ambulance.

It was just me, Jungkook, and Yoongi. Standing there. Shook. Jungkook doubled over and started crying again I heard him whisper "hoesek-ah" over and over again.

Yoongi bent down to Jungkook's level. "Jungkook......we could go to jail." Jungkook looked up, his face wet with tears. "We drove him to kill himself Jung-"

Jungkook slapped Yoongi square and hard in the face. "I don't care if I go to jail!! I just want to know if hyung is okay!!"

Yoongi didn't even care....... He just cared about himself. Jungkook, why did he even bother Jhope if he cared about him so much? Was there a specific reason why Yoongi hated Jhope?

After Yoongi collected himself he went back in the building. Now he wants to go school.

My heart was hurting. Tears drenched my shirt and my knees were covered with dirt, and Jhope's blood. He didn't bleed a lot, but it worried me because it came from his head. He had fallen on damp dirt.

I was still shaking when Jungkook grabbed my arm and walked to his car.

I didn't resist. I didn't ask. I knew. We were going to see if Jhope was.......okay.

Jungkook wasn't crying anymore, but he didn't say a word until we got to the parking lot.

He sighed a shaky breath. "I've been doing wrong. I was wrong to hyung. He's my best friend. I never thought. .......I never thought this could happen. He was so happy."

I put my hand on his shoulder. This time he didn't flinch. "Jungkook. Jhope's not happy. He wasn't happy. But he's the type of person that will hide his pain, for the ones he cares for".

Fresh new tears ran from Jungkook's eyes. When we were out of the car we went went into the hospital.

Jungkook sat down in the waiting room while I asked for the information for where Jhope was. She gave me the information and told me he was in Surgery. Surgery. SURGERY?!!! That meant he was still alive!!!! I ran over to Jungkook who had his head buried in his knees.

"Jeon Jungkook. Jhope....Jhope is....alive." I said trying to hold back tears again.

Jungkook looked like he was in shock. Then he did what I didn't expect him to do. He hugged me. For a boy that hated contact he sure was hugging me hard. Right now Jungkook didn't seem like the cocky mean person I thought he was earlier. Right now, Jungkook just seemed like a little boy who wanted his hyung.

He held me for a long time. He was still sniffling.

Five hours later I had already eaten dinner. Jungkook fell asleep hugging me so I rearranged his position to laying on three chairs. There were few to none people still in the waiting room. I was feeling sick, lightheaded, and fatigued.

I stared out the hospital doors. Then I saw Yoongi walk into the hospital. He walked right over to me and Jungkook.

"Jungkook-ah." He shook Jungkook awake. I wanted to stop him, to tell him to let him speak, but I hated Yoongi. "Kookie. Jungkookie wake up." He persisted.

Yoongi had two full backpacks with him. Was he planning to...... Run away??

Jungkook's eyelids flutterd open. "Yoongi hyung what are yo-"

"Jungkook" Yoongi said earnestly "we need to go. Now." He demanded.

"No." I said. " Jungkook is waiting to see Jhope, if he made it. And to make up for how he treated him."

Yoongi ignored everything I said. "Jungkook look at me. Let's go! You'll get caught... Jhope, he did this to himself. I didn't push him, you didn't. I'm sorry. I know you are hurting, but it's him or me."

Jungkook looked at Yoongi in disbelief. "Hyung...." He said not moving.

Yoongi was starting to get impatient. "Jungkook, think of how much you went through!" He finally sat down mad. "I'll wait, but you are coming with me when we hear the results." He demanded.

"Yoongi. Now is a better time than any other to explain to me why you do the things you do to Jhope. I'm not buying 'just because' . What did he ever do to you?!" I said now yelling.

He looked at me and sighed. "Jhope, Jhope was my first crush. We we're happy, everyone called us SOPE. But Jhope wasn't interested. He was just, really nice....leading me on and everything. Then, Jhope met a girl. It broke my heart....I thought we could....I wanted it to just....work out. I watched them from afar. Jhope was always so happy....and I was always so miserable. His happiness fed my hatred for him until I snapped. The girl Jhope was in love with, she was a track runner. Jhope had more energy than a thousand red bulls, and he would run with her everyday. He treated her like the only and brightest jewel on the planet. So I, "

"So you broke his legs" I said already knowing this part but still shocked.

Yoongi nodded staring at the floor. "But unlike Jungkook, I kept hating him. I was different. I'd do the dirty work. Jungkook was just mad. I wanted to steal every drop of happiness from Jhope. I met Jungkook around this time. And I boosted him up about how "awful" Jhope was. And that was that. We didn't really admit why we hated him....but we just did."

Die in a hole Min Yoongi. I wanted to tell him. But I didn't. "Why are you running away Yoongi?"

"I can't do it again." He looked up at me. "Be on the run. I've done it once and it's not happening again." He said with sad eyes.

Jungkook had fallen asleep again. Yoongi finally stood up. "I know better that Jungkook won't come with me, we both loved Jhope in different ways but, I could tell every time I hurt Jhope..... Jungkook wanted it to stop. He just wanted to tease. That's why Hoesek thought he was my sidekick." He put both bags on his shoulders. "Tell Jungkook, I hope he'll be okay." Yoongi walked out of the hospital.

I wasn't sure if Yoongi was coming back, not to the hospital, not to the school, or to the town. But if he did, I hoped he would apologize to Jhope, for everything.

A doctor came through the door and up to Jungkook and me.

"Jungkook." I shook him awake. He looked at me and then at the doctor.

"We have the results." She said.