I already knew where the hospital was. We only had one in town. My bike wasn't going to be fast enough so I took the bus; which wasn't that fast either.

Finally I arrived at the hospital. I was running and I went to the front desk.

"Hey!" I said breathing heavily " is there a Rap Monster, Moni, or Namjoon here? Like in one of the rooms"

The lady took three years to find the paper work. I was going to give up and look into each room when she finally spoke up.

"Patient 4376988, Rapmonster?"

"YES!" I said impatiently.

She rolled her eyes and looked at me. "Give me a minute."

I wanted to punch the lady. She was going so slow molasses was jealous!

"Okay, here is the information" she clicked on her computer screen for three more minutes. "Oh, Rap Monster. Room 13."

"Thank you."  I said more irritated than thankful.

I ran over to room 13. I opened it quietly. "Namjoon?"

He sat up on his bed.

"Oh hey April" he said.
He had bandages on his arms and on his side. His face wasn't as bad as I expected it to be, so he was probably in the hospital for caution.

I breathed a sigh of relief. "Namjoon. Are you ok?" .

"It went better than I thought. They were going to break my legs. But the police heard all the commotion and drove me to the hospital to check and see if I was alright. They are releasing me soon and wanted to tell someone where I was."

I was going through a mixture of emotions. Sad, happy, thankful, relieved and so on.

"They don't have the gun?" I asked

"No way," he smiled " oh, and I'm trying to quit smoking. " He said.

I smiled at him. "And why is that?"

He shrugged " you told me I should stop. When you get knocked around you realize the important things in life I guess."

I tried not to smile too big. I didn't want to embarrass him. "Let's go get home okay?"

He got out of bed and followed me out the door of the hospital. He just left, he didn't tell anyone. I hoped we wouldn't get in trouble or something.

Rapmonster was only limping a little bit. We took the bus and he got up  when we arrived in his neighborhood.

It was a short walk getting to his house, but when we got there the house was trashed.

I looked at him worried "I guess they went for my home too" he said sadly.

I put my hand on his shoulder forcing me up on my tippy toes again. "Want to stay at my house? At least until we can get this place cleaned up?"

I knew guys didn't like to be helped. But I was pretty sure the answer was clear. He couldn't stay there. Not with the gang knowing his location and everything a wreck. I figured if we both worked hard after school we could fix it up, re paint it maybe.

"You don't mind? I don't like being a burden." He said.

"A burden?! Moni! Stop that now! You're my friend!" I grabbed his wrist and led his to the bus stop. "We are going to my house okay? I have a guest room, my little brother will like you."

He nodded his head and we rode the bus to my house. A car was already in my driveway, which was weird since I didn't own one.

I went up to my door and it was already open. Immediately thousands of worries flew into my head.

I ran into my house "ALEX!!" I yelled. "ALE—"

"Would you shutup?" Alex said walking down the stairs.

"ALEX TERRY SMITH WHY IS THAT DOOR OPEN?" I yelled at him. We had a rule, and I wouldn't have been so scared if there wasn't a foreign car in my driveway. "Whose car is that?!"

Rap monster stood there awkwardly. Like when your friend gets chewed out by their parents and your just standing there feeling weird.

"Your boyfriend came over to talk. So I let him in. And don't say my middle name. I hate it!" He said.

Boyfriend... Who the heck? OH! Jimin!

"Where is he?" I asked

"He's out of the house taking a call. He'd say he'd be right back." Alex said irritated and done with my questions, he walked back upstairs.

"Sorry about that Moni, I just got really worried."

"How can your little body contain all that stress?"

"Let me show you your room. Later on today we can go back to your house and pick up your belongings." He nodded and headed upstairs to the room I pointed to.

"I can make dinner tonight." He said.

"No need, I have fresh food" I raised up the Chilli's bag with Lisa's and Jennie's and My untouched food. "But it's good knowing you can cook, that will come in handy."

Rapmonster stretched "all right, I'll go take a quick nap, thanks for everything. I'll wake up when your ready to leave."

"All right" I said to him as he left.

Jimin walked in. "Sorry to intrude, but I wanted to check up on you, we haven't talked in a while and you didn't answer your text. The last one was about Jhope or something. "

"Oh I'm so sorry Jimin. I've been so busy with people and things....my job."

"Are you too busy for me?" He asked sadly.

"No! No Jimin not at all! If you want to talk....let's talk. " I sat on the sofa.

Jimin smiled as he sat down. "So Jhope, does it really offend you that bad?"

I didn't look at him, I just nodded my head.

He gently put his hand and under my chin and put my head to meet his eyes.

"Then I'll stop. I really like you April. And I'm sorry if I hurt you."

I started to choke. No. This was bad, bad, bad. I should've stopped it earlier, I should've— he leaned in and kissed me. I wasn't expecting it, but I returned it.

Jimin was an amazing kisser. But I couldn't do this to him. It was so wrong. He was a distraction. I was in no way wanting a relationship. Yeah he's hot, but I'm not ready.

I was the first one to break off and I didn't look at him. He didn't think of it much and he decided to change the subject.

"I got you something." He said. "It's more of an apology for being distant."

Jimin and I both knew I was the one who was distant. I looked at the present he unwrapped. It was a small silver bracelet with a heart on it.

I covered my mouth. "Oh Jimin, you didn't have to!" I said feeling even more guilty admiring the beautiful thing.

He shrugged "just a little something for my girlfriend." I cringed, it was the first time I heard him use the term. I was going to tell him. But not now. Not here. The moment was too amazing, and if he'd found out I used him, things could get ugly.

It was already late. And after the bracelet Jimin had to leave, he gave me a kiss on the cheek then left. It was one thing I loved about Jimin. He was so warm and cuddly. It sounds weird but he is amazing. I can't believe I'm fortunate enough to be in a  relationship with Park Jimin. And I couldn't believe I was going to ruin it.

I slapped my forehead. OH MY GOSH. I totally forgot about Jennie. I looked at my phone.

I'm here, but you are not. I called you three times. Is this a joke?

You said you would make it up to me but I guess you forgot about that too.

Whatever, I'm going to Lisa's.

See you tomorrow.

The last text had a thumbs down emoji. Great. I had a heck of a day and now I had to deal with this. Welp, it's over and done with. I'd have to get some sleep since I'd be stressed out working for Jungkook and Yoongi. I was still waiting for their call. I was so anxious. I also had no idea how I'd tell Jhope. I wondered if tutoring V would interfere with my new job. If I got a new job anyway.

I smiled to myself. I wonder how Josh  was doing. I hadn't even thought about him for the longest time. I kept on thinking about everything and everything else until I drifted off to sleep. Tomorrow was going to be a long day.