ME : What do the reports say?

DOCTOR : Did you know about her medical history?

ME : (-confused-) No, doctor. She didn't tell me anything about that.

DOCTOR : Alright. Did she consume alcohol? Or beer specifically?

ME : (-thinking-) Yes, she did. Some liquor and a beer but that was 2 days ago.

DOCTOR : (-sighs-) Seems like you don't know. She is allergic to alcoholic drinks and beers are the worst. She might have instant reactions as well. Like itching or rashes sort of. Didn't you notice any?

Now that I thought of it, I recalled something.

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Flashback

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On the party night, after Su Ah-ssi came and everyone's attention went to her, I noticed Susan being a little uncomfortable. She had already drank liquors by then.

ME : (-slight pat on her arm-) Feeling okay?

SUSAN : (-force smile-) Yes. (-sips the last drop of liquor from her glass-)

It was my first time seeing her drink in the 3 months of our dating life.

But, I was feeling worried for some reason. Before I could ask it out she started talking to Su Ah-ssi.

SUSAN : (-smiles to Su ah as she sits next to her-) Hey, Su Ah.

SU AH : (-bright smile-) Hi, Eonnie. All good?

SUSAN : It just turned better after you came. (-a little drunk-)

SU AH : Awh Eonnie! (-sheepish grin-) What is with you all today?

They giggled and Su Ah suddenly realized she had something to give Jungkook back while I took this chance to ask the following question to Susan.

ME : Are you sure, you're good with Alcohol?

SUSAN : (-scrunching her nose-) Oppa~ You look so cute when you're worried about me. And you know what? (-coming closer to whisper-) I haven't had beer for ages. I have been craving for it so bad. (-goes back to sitting straight-) So, I am gonna have one now.

I sighed but it soon got replaced with a chuckle followed by a smile seeing her toying with a beer can and enjoying it to its fullest.

Few moments later, I noticed her gradually getting worse. She was itching her arms and neck unconsciously.

ME : (-removing her hands-) You're getting rashes. What is happening, San-ah? (-worried-)

SUSAN : It's nothing. (-nervously-) I am feeling hot here maybe that's why it's  getting me a little rash. (-makes a pout-) But, I am also feeling sleepy~ (-blinks sleepyly-)

Worry was crystal clear on my face.

JK : (-to me-) Hyung, I will stay at Suga Hyung's room for tonight. Noonas can use mine.

ME : Onh, thanks, Kookie. (-smiles-)

JK : (-nods-) It's alright.

ME : (-to Susan-) Come on! Let's go. I will set the bed for you. (-giving her hand after standing up-)

SUSAN : (-stands up taking my hand-) Oppa, don't worry. I promise I'll be fine by tomorrow morning. (-referring to her rashes-) This will go away. (-smiles cutely-) I feel sad when you're too worried.

ME : (-giving in-) Okay okay. I won't worry.

She clung to my arm happily and we went to Kookie's room upstairs. As we reached there, she pecked my lips suddenly without a warning.

ME : (-whisper shout-) Baby! What are you doing?

SUSAN : (squeezing my cheeks-) Teasing my bae. (-woozily-)

ME : (-chuckles removing her hands from my face-) I see that but what if others saw us?

SUSAN : What? It's not our problem. We can do whatever we want in our apartment.

ME : (-grins-) This is not "our(you&me)" apartment thou.

She just shyly goofed realizing it making me chuckle again.

ME : You should sleep. You're too drunk.

I then set her off to sleep and came out of the room with an infectious smile on my lips. I just hoped what I worried about was nothing serious.

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Present time

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However, it turned out otherwise.

ME : Yes, I did. But, she didn't have them the next morning. Like nothing at all.

DOCTOR : I think she took too heavy a dose for her reactions to go away quick. And so she is here right now. (-eye pointing at her-)  Allergies are nothing to worry about when been careful and cautious with it. But, her allergy has gone wild. She is quite serious now.

I was scared. And nervous, couldn't figure out my thoughts and what should I be feeling. Worried or guilty.

ME : Will she not get better?

DOCTOR : Well, there's nothing we can do surgically. We can only help her through medication.

ME : (-feeling down-) When will she wake up?

DOCTOR : She must be awake by tomorrow morning. We have started the medicines for now. We'll just have to wait and see how her body reacts to them.

ME : Ok- okay-

DOCTOR : (-patting my arm-) Take care.

She was then moved to the private ward. I sat on a stool beside her bed and took her hands in mine with tears filling my eyes looking at her pale face.

ME : How could I not know? I am sorry San-ie. For being such a careless boyfriend who knows nothing about you.

I tried controlling myself and kissed her hand gently.

ME : Wake up and get better fast. I can't see you like this.

All these time, I didn't realize I was the only one sharing my pain with her. She never got a chance to talk about herself.

I was feeling so sorry towards her that I felt a knot stuck in my throat.
After my ex-girlfriend left me for another guy I thought I was not meant to be loved or a person someone could feel proud to have.

But she truly made me feel worthy and changed my thinking in the time I knew her.

She was in tears when I confessed that I liked her. She hugged me immediately through tears and expressed how happy she was to know that I reciprocated her feelings.

The whole night went by me reminiscing our memories and smiling through wet eyes with heaviness in heart.

Next morning, I slowly woke up as the sun rays hit my face. It was the nurse pulling out curtains from the window.

I realized I fell asleep on my arm resting on the edge of her bed. Raising my head up to see how she was doing, I found her awake looking me with a bright smile.

I had an instant smile of relief to see her conscious again.

ME : Are you okay?

She nodded with a smile. 

ME : I am sorry, I should've known you better.

SUSAN : Oppa~ I am sorry, I didn't tell you before. I wanted to, but I was craving it a lot and you would never let me have it if you knew.

ME : No matter how much you crave. It's like a threat to your life. How could you-...? (-gets teary-)

SUSAN : Aww, Oppa. Don't cry. I'll be fine soon. And yes, alcoholic beverages are not good for health even to a healthy person. So, promise me you won't drink too?

ME : (-effortlessly-) I promise I won't. (-caressing her head gently-)

SUSAN : Aww~ I didn't mean it thou. I was just saying casually since I was getting scolded. (-smiles-) But, that's good anyways. Thank you, Oppa.

ME : Anything for you.

SUSAN : Oh right, did the Suga-ssi matter resolve?

ME : (-sighs-) It feels like it. But, he went out again last night and Kookie was found injured.

SUSAN : Oh god! Is he alright?

ME : Doctor said that he needs to rest and that there's nothing much to worry about.

SUSAN : That's a relief. But, what is wrong with you guys? I mean it was so nice when you all were together.

ME : I know, right?

SUSAN : I think you should go back to the dorm now. You were here all night. Please Oppa, I insist.

ME : But, what if you need anything?

SUSAN : Nurses are here, Oppa. I feel like they need you. Don't worry about me. (-assuring-)

I finally agreed and went back to the dorm.

As I rang the bell, I was welcomed by a crying Taehyung.

ME : (-concerned-) Taehyung-ah! What happened? Why are you crying? What's wrong?!

TH : (-undistinct words-) H-hyu-... Hyung.

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Now, why is Taehyung crying? :(
GOSH!! I hate this author!