AUTHOR's POV

Jimin from the hospital went straight to Yoongi's solitary house that day. But, neither Yoongi was home nor he had his contact information.

Yet, he decided to wait till his hyung was home.
There was no way he could go in and therefore, he stayed outside his house. It slowly grew dark from evening red.

Yoongi did not return.

Regardless of how long his wait was going to be, he singled out with waiting. He was stubborn and firm that he wouldn't go to meet Jungkook without Yoongi.

He informed Jin about it and expected him to cover for him while he was here.

After days, on a late morning, Yoongi returned from his trekking trip but was a little shocked to see Jimin sleeping on the stairs with his head leaned to the side of the wall.

He only had his coat covering his crawled up body- only his head exposed. On the ground was a bunch of empty food bowls and packets with water bottles. That said, Jimin was here for a long time.

He studied him for a while being constantly questioned by his conscience to get an answer to why Jimin was there in that state.

Jimin didn't even leave the house to eat. He always ordered for delivery- he was afraid he might lose the chance to meet with his hyung if he was away.

Who knew one of the member of the worldwide stargroup would live no less than a vagrant- using public toilets for refreshments and would sleep with no walls rooming him to keep him warm and safe during cold nights.

He, without any complaints went through all that believing he deserved atleast this much. He thought others might be going through alot more than him so he quietly endured it.

Yoongi, on the other hand, resented himself for he felt he was the reason Jimin was like that. If he had his contact number, he wouldn't have waited blindly.

He bit his guilt like always and quietly went to open the door(it was a lock and key door) without waking Jimin.

However, even the slightest sound was enough to wake Jimin up for his sleep was very light since the past few days.

JIMIN : (-standing up-) Hyung!

YOONGI : (-turning only his head to him-) Why are you here like this? (-referring to the mess he was in-)

JIMIN : (-slight smile-) I came to get you. (-wears his coat-)

For a second, Yoongi didn't realize what he meant. But once he did, his heartbeat increased than a normal range.

YOONGI : Jungkookie...?

JIMIN : (-nodding heavily-) Yes, he woke up a few days back.

Yoongi didn't keep the eye contact with Jimin anymore and thanked the heavens internally.

JIMIN : Y-you will come with me, won't you? (-hesitantly-)

He looked at Jimin once again before nodding with a straight face making sure not to give out how relieved and happy he was feeling.

Jimin's smile became wider for his wait turned out fruitful.

JIMIN : (-sees the time on his phone-) We still have time for the visiting hours. I will call for a cab.

There was no need for Yoongi to respond to that as the younger one was too excited and already on his phone calling for one.

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As they reached the hospital, Yoongi asked Jimin to go in first. He still needed a little more time before he could face Jungkook.

Jimin agreed to him and went in sliding the door.
All eyes were on Jimin but his were fixed on the patient.

JUNGKOOK : (-smiles-) Hyung~

JIMIN : (-furiously goes to him in tears-) Yah!! You jerk! Do you know how much you scared me? I have been dying from this guilt that I was not there when you needed me. Do you know how much I-... (-falls out of breath-)

JUNGKOOK : I am sorry hyung~ I am sorry for being such a coward.

JIMIN : (-slightly shaking head-) I am sorry too~ You suffered so much. But even so, in future, never ever think of leaving us again. Okay?

JUNGKOOK : (-smile nod-) I promise, I won't.

JIMIN : (-smiles-) How are you feeling now?

JUNGKOOK : A lot better.

TAEHYUNG : Hey, but where were you?

He asked getting Jimin's attention. The latter glanced once at the door and looked back at Jungkook.

JIMIN : Suga hyung is here.

Everyone, except Jin, were shocked at his remark and promptly looked at the door which slid again revealing Yoongi.

Respecting the seriousness and fragility of the situation, all of them remained silent- not asking any questions to Yoongi.

He took a look of everyone's faces and finally stopped at Jungkook.

To his own surprise, his foot took him near Jungkook involuntarily and the next move pulled out small tears to everyone's eyes.

Yoongi sat on the bed and simply hugged Jungkook without delivering any words. It was the first time, he initiated a hug to one of the members.

Jungkook couldn't believe he was there in his Suga hyung's arms.

But as soon as the reality struck Jungkook's heart, his eyes bawled up and he wrapped his hands around his hyung.

He started to sob hard reminiscing how much he wronged his hyung yet he came to give him the warm hug only because he was ill and not in his best shape.

Yoongi lightly dabbed Jungkook's back trying to calm him down.

That was the most emotional moment the group had after such a catastrophe they suffered a few months back. 

The seven of them were back under one roof. But the real question was—will these seven be called as one once again?

After that day, Yoongi visited him with others but he still didn't return to their dorm. He never brought or let Kookie bring the topic of Su Ah in any of the time they met.

Something in him just felt not ready to accept the truth or move on yet. He was unsure of what he truly wanted from future.

JUNGKOOK's POV

At evening

My family- my parents along with my brother were there with me. Hyungs were called to the Agency for some discussions so they were not here at this hour.

Although I assured them I was fine even if they visited me just once during the day. Yet they came both times.

My fortune with these 6 man was unbeatable. What could I ask for more if I have my hyungs with me, was actually an understatement for how blessed I was to still have them in my life.

I was in my thoughts when Mom interrupted me.

MOM : Guk-ah, (-caressing my cheeks-) I and your dad are thinking about something. Will you agree with that?

ME : What is it?

MOM : (-takes a glance at dad before saying-) We want you to cancel the contract and come back to Busan with us.

ME : (-after a silence-) I am sorry, Eomma. I can't do that.

MOM : Why, Guk-ah? We feel like we lost our son to BTS. And all these time-... (-tears forming in her eyes-) We hardly survived when you were in coma. We cannot send you back to a place we know is not safe for you. We knew life of fame is vicious, still we let you do what you wanted then. But we no longer have the guts to do that again.

ME : (-taking her hand-) Eomma, do you know one thing? I don't know if that's possible in medical science but all these time, I could hear everything you all talked to me.

I didn't lie, I indeed could hear everything they said to me.

ME : And for a matter of fact, I know the reason I am talking to you today is only because of my hyungs. Their constantly being around me and treating me normally even though I couldn't respond to them is what induced the will in me to live again. They didn't let me feel sick. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be here today. I cannot just leave my group again, eomma. Mianhaeyo~ (-sadly-)

MOM : (-worried-) But, Gukie~

ME : Eomma~ I am really okay. And even if it gives me a hard time, I still want to do the work I am currently doing. This is where I belong. I would be nothing without BTS.

Mom couldn't be there any longer so she left the room muffling her cries.

JUNGHYUN : Eomma!

My brother went after her while Dad got a seat closer to me and dabbed my hand gently.

DAD : I understand you. Let eomma take her time.

ME : (-nodding-) Thank you Appa. Also, (-in tears-) I am sorry~

I was sorry for being such a recreant son to him. He shook his head and hugged me supressing his tears.

DAD : It's okay, it's alright, my son. Be strong.

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Three days later, my doctor was checking me with some nurses assisting him.

ME : Can I ask a question?

DOCTOR : Sure! What is it?

ME : Is it possible for one to hear when he is in a coma? I feel like I heard all the voices that spoke to me but I wanna make sure if it was just me imagining it.

DOCTOR : (-slight smile-) A person in comatose no doubt remain in an unconscious state. But, there is a good chance that their brain recieve all sorts of sounds happening near them although they wouldn't respond or show any kind of communication.

I felt relieved to know that everything I heard all these time were actually told. Hyungs didn't let me miss any moment even though I was trapped in my own body.

I could now stroll around in my wheelchairs when I had no visitors. So was I doing, when the doctor and the nurses left.

It was a lot more frustrating than I thought it would be to move around in wheelchairs.

My own body felt like a burden to me.

What if anything goes wrong and I am never able to walk again?

What if ARMYs don't like me anymore?

What if they are disappointed in me?

What if they want me to leave BTS?

...were a few questions that constantly feed on me everyday as I strolled around in the hospital corridors, all alone.

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Sorry for the long chapter. ;)
But, I hope u liked it!