The sight was too unrealistic for me to believe but that's what my eyes showed me, Su Ah and Kookie were kissing.

I lost my mind. The blanket slid down my grip and I looked away instantly. The hurt and anger inside me lost their boundaries and I punched the wall hard.

They flinched and looked at me all sober and stunned.

JK : (-eyes wide-) Hyung!

SU AH : Oppa!

I stormed out of the dorm not able to look at their faces for another second.

My steps weren't stable as the beers still had their effect on me. I just kept walking forward aimlessly.

As I got to the main road, I heard Su Ah coming after me while trying to catch up to my speed.

SU AH : Oppa stop! Please listen to me once!

JUNGKOOK's POV

<a while ago..

I could hardly keep my eyes open. While trying to find a comfortable position on the table to rest my head, I didn't realize when I had inched closer to Su Ah Noona* than I already was. The drinks left me pie-eyed that I couldn't even register Yoongi hyung's absense in the setting.

The very next moment, I found myself involuntarily staring at Noona through lazy blinks. She looked very cute and cozy in her sleep, facing me with a few hair strands drooling over her beautiful face.

A natural smile plastered over my face to watch her sleeping peacefully. I have always had feelings for her. But, I knew it was a losing battle and therefore, maintained my frontier well. Although until the next minute, which turned my world upside down.

I was about to rest my head when she slowly opened her eyes, making mine go wide and attentive. She raised her head looking around and smiled stopping at me.

I got nervous and smiled back but was soon caught off guard when she spoke.

SU AH : (-coming closer-) Oppa~

She was clearly not sober and climbed on to my neck, leaning in. The heat in my body made me lose my mind. I got swayed away due to the liquor and in the intoxication, I kissed her.

If only, I had restrained at that single moment.

However, she moved away as if she realized it wasn't Hyung. I didn't force on her either and moved back realizing my inappropriate move.

In that moment, not stopping myself was the biggest mistake I had ever made. We flinched at a sudden thud on the wall and whipped at that direction reflexively. Only to find Yoongi hyung, standing there.

My heart throbbed inside, frantically praying that he didn't see anything. But I was wrong; it was already too late.

He flounced out of the dorm, his eyes shooting red, with his trembling body walking him out. Noona and I promptly ran after him.

Feeling they should talk first, I let Noona get to him faster. But the sight was not quite pleasant to watch, even from a distance.

She was trying to calm him down and speak to him. However, he threw her hands away in absolute fury and rancour.

He was uncontrollable then and spoke very harshly to her. Resent was transparent in his actions and tone of speech.

SU AH : Please, just listen to me once!

SUGA : (-facing her-) Go fuck him! (-turns around and leaves-)

Noona no longer went after him and squatted on the road, breaking into a sob. I could clearly see that I ruined everything in just a blink.

She was crying her hearts out and I couldn't help but feel hurt and feel myself at blame. I hesitantly walked up to her.

ME : Noo-..Noona. You get back to the dorm, I will go after him and talk. Please don't cry.

SU AH : (-helps herself stand and wipes her tears-) No, Kookie*. He needs to be alone right now. I will wait for him in the dorm till he returns in the morning. You don't have to go anywhere.

ME : I am sorry, Noona. I ruined everything. Hyung would hate me now. I am so sorry. (-tears filling my eyes-)

SU AH : He won't hate you Kookie. Don't worry. It was my fault too. He will be okay once his temper goes down a little. (-patting my arms-) I will explain him well.

With that said, she left me standing there like a cast figure with silent tears sliding down my cheeks. I was cursing at myself. Everything felt so wrong and strangling that I just couldn't get it out, no matter how hard I tried.

That night, I didn't go back inside the dorm. Instead I was outside in the garden, living a sleepless night.

Dawn rushed in and I was walking around the boundary wall, waiting for Hyung to return. But, there was no sign of him.

After a little while, Su Ah noona came out of the dorm with SuSan noona and Hobi hyung.

HOSEOK : (-concerned towards me-) Hey, where were you? You didn't come back last night?

ME : I did, I was just strolling in the garden.

HS : Kookie, is everything okay? Your face too looks like you're worried about something.

ME : Ah.. yeah, everything's okay. I didn't sleep last night. Maybe it's just the drains you're seeing. I will be fine after I rest for a while.

HS : (-believes me-) Alright. (-looks at SuSan-) Wait here, I'll drop you two.

SUSAN : No, it's fine. It's not far from here anyways. We'll be good.

SU AH : Yes, Hobi-ssi. I will drop her on my way. You must be tired, you should rest.

HS : Okay, if you both say so. Atleast I can see you off to the gate, can't I?

SuSan noona nodded to him with a smile and went ahead with Hobi hyung while Su Ah noona stayed back, saying she had something to talk to me.

SU AH : (-after they left-) I didn't tell what happened last night to anyone. You don't have to do it either. Once I find Oppa, everything will be good. Don't worry. Okay? Go inside and get some sleep. You should think about your health too. You're an idol, you can't afford to be sick.

I weakly nodded to her as she advanced towards the gate to leave. With a sigh, I waited for Hobi hyung to return and then we went inside together.

I was feeling tired and desolated during the whole day. Nothing could cheer me up.

Few days later, Yoongi hyung still did not return to the dorm, nor did he come to the agency ever since.

Everyone was worried about him. I just couldn't keep my mouth shut any longer and be ignorant to the whole situation, when I was the reason behind it all. Yet I was contemplating to figure out the right way to confess about it.

Jimin hyung walked to me while drinking water and sat on the couch next to me.

JM : Kook-ah. Everything okay? You seem low spirited since last few days. What's wrong?

ME : N-nothing. (-leaned foward with my elbows resting on my thighs-) Just worried about Yoongi hyung.

JM : Right, Kook-ah. Do you, by chance, know anything about him?

Jimin hyung linked his arm around my shoulder, making me anxious.

JM : I mean, did something happen between Su Ah* and Hyung? Did they have a fight or is it a problem with us? (-rests on his back-) Whatever it is, why isn't he coming back to the dorm?

He quenched his thirst further, without expecting any answer from me. I hesitated a little, but eventually pulled out the courage.

ME : H-hyung!

Before I said anything else, Taehyung hyung joined us analyzing what we were talking about.

JM : Yes. Do you know something? (-gets curious-) Tell us.

ME : Hyung, actually- . . . .

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Will he be able to tell the truth to them?

Whose side will they be on?

*Noona- Used only by males to address Girlfriend/Elder sister/Elder girl who they are friendly with

*Name-ie/ -ah/ -ya - Suffixing ie, ah, ya or sometimes a combination of two whichever goes best at the end of a name are meant to address that person with adoration/friendly, who is not to forget younger by age.

For example :
Jungkook is younger to SuAh and hence she addressed him as Kook'ie' instead of a plain 'Jungkook' to sound more friendly.

Su Ah* - Jimin, Taehyung and Su Ah are of the same age and are friends. Hence, Jimin addressed her without any formals.