ME : We are in trouble!

NJ : (-worried-) What's wrong?

ME : Ju-Jungkookie... (-unable to speak-)

NJ : Jimin-ah, Calm down and tell me slowly.

ME : Hyung~ (-in tears-) I just recieved a voice note from Kookie. (-shaky voice-)

NJ : What did he say?

ME : He was sorry and said that he is going to leave this world. Hyung, (-sniffs-) I think he has done something wrong to himself. I don't know what to do, I shouldn't have left him alone. (-crying-)

NJ : Don't cry Jimin-

ME : I also tried calling him but he is not receiving any. (-panicking-) I have no idea where he is at.

NJ : Alright. Jimin, I want you to calm down first.

ME : (-sniffs and follows him-) Yes, Hyung.

NJ : Okay so, is his cell switched off?

ME : No. It only said he is not receiving.

NJ : Great. Call the location tracking company and track his phone's location. I am leaving for Seoul now. I will try to reach as fast as I can.

ME : Okay... I am scared hyung. What if he really?

NJ : Jimin, stay positive and try to reach him fast. Also, inform me as soon as you find him. You follow me?

ME : Yes, hyung.

NJ : Take care. I will hang up now.

ME : Neh.

With that we ended the call and I dailed the location tracking agency while fastening my seat belt.

They asked me to wait for a moment. I drove the car to the main road while they were at it.

After waiting impatiently for a minute or so they connected me to his phone's location through GPS.

I stepped hard on the accelerator promptly and drove there following the navigation.

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My eyes dried and I was in too much shock to comprehend what I just saw. As I was following the ambulance, I texted Namjoon hyung about it. He called me right after reading my text.

I received it and put the bluetooth speaker on my ear to talk while driving.

*Over the call*

NJ : Jimin-ah, Don't panic. He will be fine soon. We won't let anything happen to him.

I couldn't sound a single word.

NJ : Also, I will call and inform others. You just be there with him.

ME : Neh, hyung... (-hungs up-)

I didn't have any words to console myself in that situation. Only if I hadn't left him alone he would've been perfectly fine now.

I never imagined him being depressed to an extent that he attempted such a horrible thing.

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After a wait of an hour, Hobi hyung came in rushing to me with Jin hyung and Taehyung following him with their suitcases.
Seeing them, I remembered Jin hyung and Taehyung's flights were coming by tonight. They must've come directly from the airport, I figured.

J : Jimin-ah! Where is he?

ME : Inside the Operation room.

TH : Did they update anything about him?

ME : (-shaking head-) No, nothing yet.

Having them around, I finally felt my walls breaking and tears pooling in my eyes.

ME : It's all my fault. I shouldn't have left him alone hyung. (-tears up-)

HS : No, it's not. Don't blame yourself Jimin-ah.

ME : (-in sobs-) I heard from the crowd, that he jumped from a bridge-highway and a car ran over him as he fell down.

TH : (-almost in tears-) Oh my god! How did he-...  (-unable to speak-)

ME : He was bleeding all over! I did this to him. (-wailing out-)

J : (-hugging me while trying to control his tears-) It's okay. Our Kookie is strongest of us all. He will overcome it. (-caressing my back-) Don't worry at all. He has to be fine.

I just couldn't hold myself. It was too hard to erase the sight I witnessed in the road.
I knew I would never forgive myself if anything went wrong with him. All I had was a faint hope that he was alright.

After a few hours, we were all spread apart in the corridor, still waiting helplessly for the doctors to come out.

Namjoon hyung too came by then, with a bag on his shoulder and a dead worried face.

NJ : (-to Jin hyung-) Hyung, what's the status?

J : Still nothing. The doctors didn't come out ever since. 

I went to him as the second round of tears pulled out.

ME : Hyung, the nurses are taking blood every now and then. He is-... (-tears constantly flowed down my cheeks-)

NJ : (-hugging me-) Jiminie, don't cry. He must've lost a lot of blood. The doctors are trying their best. He will be fine.

AUTHOR's POV

The five members were deeply shocked by their youngest one's heart rending step.

Though they tried to console each other but they were all crying on the inside. They were all weak when it came to their little euphoria whom they nutured since he was only thirteen.

At this critical time, they just hoped their maknae to be fine through their silent prayers.

Few more moments later with the endless wait as the night went through, they walked in the corridor, leaned to the wall, rested on the chair in intervals with an aching heart.

Though they asked Jimin not to blame himself, they were all doing the same to themselves for bringing this day for the youngest. Each hyung now regretted leaving the dorm, leaving him behind.

They realized the extent of hurt they unknowingly caused him. They realized how indifferent they were to his pain.

With each passing second and each hitting heartbeat they were all reminiscing the good times as they shed a few tears. To ease their hearts, hiding them from the others.

It ached them even more to recall Jungkook's smiling faces and the memories they had of him.

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No cliffhangers today... 😭 or is it the biggest cliffhanger (?)
Let's all hope Kookie is fine~ 💔