Laying on the floor,
I thought about the months.

Every laugh, 
Every smile, and
Every kind word. 

Every fight, and 
Every lonely night.

All the tears I cried, and 
Every time you lied. 

I thought about all these things,
And how they changed my life.
The first few months
Were the best of my life. 
Not a care in the world,
Just us falling in love.

 We'd go on walks
And have long talks,
Just to be with each other.
I'd hold your hand
And you'd hold mine,
And that was all we needed.
You'd lift me up when I'd fall down,
And love me through and through.
You reassured me when I asked,
That I wasn't annoying you. 

But as the summer came,
A distance settled between us.
And as the months passed,
It only grew and grew.
We no longer texted every day,
But more like every other. 

Then fall came,
And with it brought,
The chance for us to talk.
We'd see each other every day,
And so the distance shrunk.
We talked for hours about random things,
Not caring what we said.
Just being glad that we could be
Together once again.

I started to imagine it,
I wanted to make it real.
I wanted us to make it,
To see how it would feel.

But then you became distant,
And you didn't tell me why.
You started to avoid me,
Wouldn't look me in the eye.
Whenever I'd approach you,
You'd turn the other way,
No matter how I'd try
To get you to just stay. 

I sent you a text,
A few weeks ago,
Asking if I annoyed you.
It broke my heart to read what came,
A firm resounding "yes."
I dropped my phone and clutched my chest,
Falling to the floor.
I let it out, the hurt I felt,
Until tears came no more. 

I told you that,
That what you said,
Had hurt me to the core.
In response, you told me that
What I said put you off.
We talked in person,
A few days later,
And agreed to take a break.
I went home and went to bed,
And cried until I couldn't.
I felt so stupid because I felt
Like this was all my fault.
That if I hadn't gotten hurt, 
Then maybe we'd still talk.

I saw you again,
A few weeks later,
And there we had a talk.
We agreed to end the break
And went back to how it was.
We didn't text, we didn't talk,
You said you were just busy.
I tried to text you every day,
Believing we could pull through,
But some things are meant to fall apart,
No matter what you do. 

This morning you finally texted me,
Telling me we were through.
Which now explains why I'm lying here,
Mourning my relationship with you.

You stole my heart, 
And I let you keep it,
As I tried to steal yours too. 
You made me think,
That maybe I did,
But now I'm not so sure,
Because if I had,
You wouldn't have broken,
That heart of mine you stole.