-"It feels weird."
-"You'll get used to it. Don't worry"

The younger only answered, pushing the chair forward and looking around at what could they possibly do.

Now that Namjoon got a nose piercing as well, a matching one like Jeongguk has, they could go and grab something.

-"Wait, let me go now, you must be tired of pushing me all the way hm?"
-"Nah, you're my workout since I have to pick you up a lot-"

Jeongguk only dismissed the question, never being tired of doing something that became a routine for him. It's as if he almost forgot that he's on a punishment here, yet he's trying now his best to make every moment of his being special.

After all, it's Monday, and the third week has started. Two weeks are left.

Yet he stopped to walk, letting carefully go off of the chair and so he could watch Namjoon move the wheels himself, biting in his full lower lip. The younger walked anyways next to him, putting a hand carefully on his shoulder in an attempt to show the older one, he's doing a great job.

If I would be him, I'd give up on everything.

And so the world stopped entirely for the second time already, as Jeongguk lost himself in the eyes of the man he was taking care of.  Recently never being tired of watching the dark orbs filled with sparkles, he stood there a little leaned down, losing himself in the moment they both shared in their bubble--and nobody could ever take it away from them.

Having faster heartbeat, the tingling in the stomach showing off he was feeling wonderful, the breath he felt from the man fanning lightly his lips as their faces were only few centimeters apart.

-"Let's get something to eat and go for a walk okay?"
The younger whispered, brushing carefully and unsure a strand of the dark hair the man had, putting it lightly behind his soft ear.

Followed by Namjoons soft nod as an answer, Jeongguk then grabbed the chair and pushed the man through the central of their city, enjoying how blood rushed through his veins.

I feel great now... But why this way?

...

They enjoyed their time by eating, talking about things they passed by, laughing at some people's expression they've noticed or the drama that happened at a café as they drank a coffee together.

This all, all those situations that were his life before, just made Namjoon feel like a human again.
Like someone who was worth to be in someone's area and spend a nice time, like someone who was worth to be taken care of.

Like someone who was worth, to be loved and who could fight for his love.

-"It's always quiet here, you know?... Almost nobody comes to this area of the park, I don't even know why honestly."

The younger then spoke up, stopping their track next to a bench under a lamp. The darkness surrounded them, only quiet bird could be heard, some bugs in the gras and mostly important the calming silence.

The place he always was sitting with Jimin at.

-"It's chilly here, you seem to be here often?"
-"Mhm, mostly with my friend, it's like our gossip and realtalk place... Do you want to drink something?"
-"Sure, yes please."

The younger then offered,wanting the man to drink enough and stay healthy - at least as healthy as possible in this situation. And so he took the bottle out of the bagpack first of all opening it for the man and afterwards handing it to him.

Jeongguk settled himself in front of the chair on the bench, sighing in content when his legs could take some rest after the twenty minutes he was walking without making a break. Now the hospital was only ten minutes away, still close at any case which he hoped wouldn't be happening.

-"Ahh thank you, could you...?"
-"Oh yeah-"
The man handed the bottle over to Jeongguk, who leaned forward to put the water back into the bagpack he hang up on the wheelchair. Almost about to zip it up,he then felt he chair roll a little backwards, and him leaning even more forward.

-"Woah - hah... You be rollin' doe."
The boy joked, a chuckle leaving his lips as he was only centimeters away from the other males face.

Their eyes looking deeply into each other.
Their hearts increasing the pace a little, their breaths hitting each other lips, their minds shut down for a second.

Yet Jeongguk was sure, he wouldn't regret doing one thing, he wished he would do again yet hesitated for two years to do so.

-"Jeongguk?... Are you... Fine?"

He then heard the whisper, the man concerned whether he hit his knees on the bricks or something else just happened. Yet the called boy kept on staring into the man's eyes, picking all his guts together and leaning even more forward.

Resulting in softly placing his lips on the full ones of the man, who was surprised and a little frozen at first, soon melting into the gesture.

And so they sat there, hands tangled in the hair or placed carefully in the nape of neck in order to keep the moment longer.

Soon out of the simple kiss, the younger made a deeper one, asking for permission to deepenth it by softly licking the lower lip with his tongue. The older only allowing him to do so, too clouded to think about it, too overwhelmed with different feelings at one time.

Now they could taste themselves, their tongues dancing passionately with each other, sending shivers down their spines, giving both of them a heartattack and struggles to breathe.

-"Mh... I-..."
-"Shh... Don't say anything..."
The man only assured, giving one last soft kiss to the youngers reddish lips.

After they pulled their lips away from each other, they found themselves leaning on each other with foreheads, eyes closed and breaths labored.

Never realising how painful this moment will be, once they'll recall it in the unchangeable future.

Ahhhh finally a smoochie -w- I hope you had the patience to wait for it 😂 ♥