Calum's point of view

I came home, wheeling my suitcases through the door quietly, wanting to surprise my girlfriend. I told her I wouldn't be home for a week, but it was a lie. I left the suitcases in the kitchen, not wanting to bring them up the stairs. She would surely hear the clinking of wheel's going up the stairs, and I'm not going to carry them, they're heavy.

I walked up the stairs and into our bedroom, hearing small sniffles and nose blowing. Confused, I slowly opened the door, peeking through the small crack. I didn't see anyone or anything. I walked in, and made my way to our bathroom.

I don't think she saw me, but I saw her. She was staring at the mirror, her eyes puffy and red as tears came out. Her eyebrows were furrowed and she gripped her bare stomach. Holding it like she was in pain, which I'm seventy-five percent sure wasn't the case.

I could hear her mumbling things to herself, casuing her tears to well up in her eyes again. She sighed and leaned against the counter, most likely trying to get a closer look at her face. I walked into the bathroom, and wrapped my arms around her.

"Why are you crying Leonie?" I asked quietly, as she looked up at me. "Did something happen today?"

"C-Calum, I didn't-I didn't know you were home," she said quietly and in a croaky voice. "I thought you were s-supposed to be-to be home in a w-week."

"I know, I wanted to surprise you, but I can tell something's bothering you. What is it?" I asked her, and she looked at the mirror.

"It's just, it's nothing Calum." she said and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand as I sighed.

"You were crying. Baby, tell me what's wrong. Maybe I can help you." I said and she sighed. She looked up at me through the mirror and then back down to the floor.

"It's just-I'm not- you can have any other girl." she said all of a suddenly. "Someone who's prettier, funnier, and just better overall." she mumbled and I turned her around. Lifting her chin up with my finger, I looked into her eyes. Wanting so badly to make sure she believed me when I told her this.

"There's no one prettier than you, funnier than you, or better than you. I could have someone else, but the thing is, I don't want anybody else." I said.

"But I-I'm not perfect. I'm not good enough for you. You deserve a model like girl with a killer body and a gorgeous smile and an amazing semse of humor." she said. "I'm not her." she said softly, tears welling up in her eyes, again.

"You're perfect, and nobody could ever replace you." I said. "You're little quirks and flaws are what make you, you, and it is what makes me love you even more. And I don't deserve a model. I don't even deserve you." I said and wiped her tear away with my thumb.

"Really?" she asked, looking up at me. I nodded and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.

"Really." I said and I kissed her. The kiss was romantic and slow, full of passion and love. It wasn't like others we've shared when I've come home from tour, rushed and sloppy, full of need and lust.

"I love you." I said in between kisses. She chuckled softly and I smiled, knowing she wasn't as upset anymore. I hate seeing her upset.

"I love you too Calum." she said. She wrapped her arms around my neck, pushing our lips back together. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her back.

"You're everything I need, for now, and for the rest of my life." I mumbled against her lips, and she smiled a bit into it. "You and only you."

"And your the only thing I'll ever need on my life. Without you, I don't know what life would be like." she said. "And I don't wanna know."

I kissed down to her neck, and she tilted it, making it easier for me. I kissed around, trying to find her sweet spot. She softly moaned as I kissed a certain spot and I smiled against her skin. I lightly sucked on it, not wanting to leave a dark, eye-catching, purple, mark on her.

"I'll show you just how much you mean to me," I whispered into her ear. "How much I love you." I said and slid my hands down to the back of her thighs. "And how perfect you really are." I whispered as she jumped up, wrapping her legs around my waist.

"And I'll make sure you remember it because I never wanna see you that upset over something like this, ever, again." I said, spacing out the last few words between kisses again. I walked us to the bedroom as she nodded her head.

I laid her down on the bed and lifted myself over her, straddling her waist. She looked up at me, her eyes less puffy and red, but it was still there. Tear stains were lift on her cheeks and her mouth was open, deep breaths coming from her. "You're so beautiful."

I ran my hands down from her shoulders to her sides, keeping my touch light and slow. "C-Calum, do something." she breathed out and I chuckled.

"I know what I'm doing, Leonie." I said and she nodded. I leaned forward, pressing my lips on her own. She kissed back and I grabbed the side of her bra. She arched her back for me a bit and I unclipped it. I pulled them off of her shoulders and dropped them on the floor beside the bed.

I pulled away and kissed down her throat to her chest. I took one of her nipples in my mouth and he tangled her fingers in my hair. I flicked it with my tongue, making her moan out slightly. I rolled the other one between my fingers and then pulled my mouth off of it, doing the same thing to the other one.

I pulled away and scooted myself down. I leaned down and kissed down her stomach, making sure to keep my touch light and romantic. I can't be rough right now, no matter how good it feels.  I want to make sure she remembers how perfect she is to me above all else, especially my own needs.

I kissed right abover her underwear line, seeing as she had no pants on while she hated on herself in the mirror. I bit down on the piece of cotton clothing and brought it down with my teeth. As soon as it was off, I got back up and looked up at her.

"You're so beautiful, how did I ever get so lucky?" I said. Her cheeks were tinted pink and she bit her lip as she watched me. I looked back down and put my mouth right on top of her folds, making her take a deep breath.

I pressed a kiss on her before I poked my tongue in between them. She gasped and I licked her wetness up. If it was any other time, I would have made remarks regarding how wet she is, but I don't wanna ruin the moment right now, so I'll keep them until another time.  I sucked lightly on her clit and she once again slipped her hands into my hair.

"C-Calum," she gasped as I flicked her clit with my tongue. I swirled my tongue around the sensitive nub and used my finger to run up her thigh to her center. She whined as I slid my middle finger up and down her slit.

"Do you want me to use my fingers?" I asked her as I pulled away from her. She nodded. "Then you have to tell me three things you love about yourself."

"I-I can't do that." she said and I shook my head.

"You have to baby girl. Three things, it isn't that hard." I said, running my finger up and down her slit again.

"I don't know any. I don't like anything about me." she said and I shook my head again.

"Three things. I won't do anything until you give me three things you love about yourself. No lying." I said and she sighed.

"I-I love my uh, my eyes, my music taste, and my fashion sense?" she said questionably. I took that as an answer and slipped my finger into her. Her walls were tight around my finger, seeing as we haven't been intimate for a little over five months. She gasped as I did, her hands gripping the sheets.

"Feel good?" I asked and she nodded quickly. I thrusted my finger into her, her quiet moans of my name making my cock twitch a bit in my pants. I've always loved her moans. I circled my ring finger around her hole and then pushed it in her.

"Oh god Calum," she moaned. It took all my will power to not pull my fingers out and slam into her at this very moment. I curled my fingers in her, reaching to find that one spot that drives her crazy.

I leaned forward and sucked on her clit, making her clamp her legs around me. I didn't mind though, I was too busy trying to get her to finish. She moaned loudly and I assume I hit it. I hummed around her and then flicked her clit with my tongue like before. Her breaths were heavy and her moans weren't quiet like before.

"I'm-I'm close Calum," she struggled to say clearly. She moaned right after and her walls clentched around my fingers.

"Whenever you're ready," I said as I pulled away. She moaned loudly as she came around my fingers. I pulled my fingers out and put them in my mouth. "You taste so good."

I leaned down again and slipped my tongue past her folds, cleaning up the mess she made. Her hands were in my hair, tugging on it as I licked up her juices. I missed how good she tasted while I was away, thank god I have a few weeks off.

I pulled away and crawled up so I was forehead to forehead with her. I licked my lips and then leaned down to kiss her. She kissed me back and I reached over to the nightstand, praying we had a condom lest over. I found one and pulled it out, closing the drawer right after. I pulled away and opened the silver packet.

"Here, let me," she said as she leaned up and took it from my fingers. She rolled it on me and I bit my lip to keep from moaning as she lightly stroked me right after.

"No," I said, once I had the strength to speak up instead of moan. "This is about you. You can do whatever you want to me tomorrow or the next day, but today is you-day." I said as I pushed her back down. I lifted myself above her, keeping my weight on one hand.

I positioned myself between her legs and ran my tip up and down her slit like I did with my finger before. "Before I do anything, I want you to repeat after me. I'm perfect just the way I am."

"Calum, I can't say that. I can barely find anything I like about me, how am I supposed to say that?" she asked me and I shook my head.

"You can do it, it's just a few words." I said and she shook her head. "I know you can. You have to believe it."

"But I don't." she said and I kissed her right under her ear.

"You should, because that's exactly what you are." I said and I saw her blush as bit as I pulled away."Now, repeat after me, I'm perfect just the way I am."

"I'm-I'm perfe-I can't say it. I'd be lying to myself if I do." she said and I shook my head.

"Say it Leonie. You need to believe it. You are perfect." I said and she sighed.

"I'm p-perfect just the way I am." she said quietly, and I nodded.

"And you better believe it." I said and slowly pushed myself into her. She gasped as I slid myself into her. I stopped about half way, not wanting to hurt her due to how long it's been since we've done this. She was tight around my fingers, but even tighter around my cock, making me groan.

"You can-You can go all the way now," she said and I nodded. I pushed the rest of myself into her, waiting for her to adjust before I moved. I waited a bit, wanting to make sure Its okay with her before I move. She nodded and I slowly started thrusting into her.

"Calum," she moaned out as she scratched at my back. Her nails digging into my skin, positive to leave faint red lines in the morning.

"Fuck Leonie," I groaned. I wanted to keep this slow and sweet, so I didn't go too fast. We could always do that tomorrow or another day. Right now, I just wanted to prove to her how perfect she is and how much I love her.

"Oh, right there," she gasped and I nodded. I kept my thrusts aimed there, making her closer and closer to cumming.

"God, I missed this so much. I missed you so much." I said and she nodded. I groaned as she clentched her walls together.

"I'm close, Calum. Oh my god," she moaned and I nodded.

"Cum baby girl." I said and she nodded. My name came out of her mouth in a loud moan as she cam3 undone underneath me. Her nails digging deeper as she did, making me bit the inside of my cheek.

"Shit," I grunted a few mintes later. "I'm close to," After a few more thrusts, I came into the condom. Her name spilled out of my mouth along with various profanities as I did.

I pulled out and laid down next to her. I threw the condom into a trash can next to our bed as I panted heavily. I picked the sheet up and turned to face her.

"I love you Calum," she yawned out, starring at me with her eyes half-open half-closed.

"I love you too Leonie. Now, get some sleep, I'll be here when you wake up." I said and kissed her forehead, feeling a bit tired myself.

This is for Leonieloveashton. It is very long, so I'm sorry if it's a bit too long, but I hope you like it. I'm very sorry it took so long.