My point of view

"Ashton! I missed you so much!" I yelled as I jumped into his arms. He chuckled and hugged me back.

"Katie! I missed you too!" he said as he tightened his grip. "I hated being away from you for so long." he said.

"Same. I don't know how much longer I would have lasted." I said as he let go. I was still hugging him, like a fangirl hugging her idol for the first time.

"I would have gone crazy. I needed you by me. Not just on my laptop screen." he said and I chuckled.

"Same. You have no idea how hard it was. Seeing you all over Twitter, T.v., magazines, and everything." I said and kissed him.

"I missed your kiss too." I said and he nodded. He kissed back and then licked my bottom lip. I gave him access and he poked his tongue into my mouth. You have no idea how much you miss something, until you don't have it for over a few months.

"You know," he said after he pulled away. "I also missed that," he said with a wink. I chuckled and nodded. So did I.

"Same, now lets get you to bed. You must be exhausted," I said and he nodded. I grabbed his hand and we went up to our room. I was all comfortable and in my shorts and tank-top. He was still in his skinny jeans and tank-top. Which, I don't think is very comfortable to sleep in.

I jumped on the bed and he just laughed at me. He took of his shirt and I bit my lip. Sorry, I mean, I'm not sorry. I have a hot boyfriend. What am I supposed to do? Turn my head while he's taking his clothes off? Ahaha no.

"Stop staring, it's uncomfortable." he said and I chuckled.

"Aww, alright. I was liking what I was seeing too." I said and he blushed. He's so innocent. It's adorable. I closed my eyes and he sighed. I heard a zip, and a thump, and a bang, and a sigh. What the hell? I felt the bed dip down and I opened my eyes.

"Did you hit the wall while taking off your jeans?" I asked and he nodded.

"They're called skinny jeans for a reason." he said and I shook my head. I got in and he wrapped his arms around me.

"Night Katie." he said with a yawn.

"Night Ashton." I said. Hey, I was tired too. And plus, there's always time to sleep.

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"Katie, wake up." someone said. Go away. "Katie, wake up," they said.

"Go away, you're ruining my dream." I said and the person chuckled.

"Well, you're dreaming about me so," he said and I opened my eyes.

"How did you know?" I asked him.

"You're uh a very loud sleep talker, well moaner," he said, a bit awkwardly. Well fuck.

"I uh sorry," I said and he chuckled. "Must have been awkward for y-

He cut me off by kissing me. Kissing me. So I have a dirty dream about him, he hasn't done the dirty with a girl yet, and he's kissing me. I'm not complaining, but I'm just surprised. I thought he would have been all awkward and try to fall asleep again. Not kiss me.

I kissed back and one thing led to another. Next thing you know, I was straddling his waist, and his hands were on my hips, and his lips were on my neck and I didn't have shorts on. He pulled away and bit his lip like he was mentally debating something. Oh yeah, I forgot.

"Ash, we don't have to, if you're not ready." I said. "I mean, I don't wanna make you feel like you have to." I said.

"You're not, It's just." he started. "I don't know. It doesn't feel right." he said.

"Then we don't have to. I mean seriously, I'm fine with just cuddling and making out." I said.

"But I don't want you to leave me because we never, ya know." he said and I chuckled.

"I won't." I said. "I promise, now. Why don't we, just go and watch Netflix on th-"

He cut me off by kissing me, again. Well, I guess it's a nice way of telling me to shut up. I don't wanna force him and make him feel like he has to. If he doesn't want to, he doesn't have to. I'm fine with just kissing, and cuddling. I mean, I would also love to bring it a step forward, but I'm fine if he doesn't feel like it.

"Ash," I said. "Are you sure?" I asked, as I pulled away. He nodded and I sighed. "You're not doing this because you feel you have to, right?" I asked.

"No, I want to." he said. I slowly nodded, and kissed him back. Funny, it's like the middle of the night because he came home hella early.

He was already half naked. Now, I was the one who needed to take their clothes off. I took my tank-top off and chuckled as Ashton bit his lip. I guess it's fine, I did do that to him too. I eyed him like a hawk when he was taking his shirt off I mean, he has a perfect upper body.

I didn't really have a bra on because when you're alone in your house, nobody is there to see anything. So you just have fun and walk around without that thing on. And plus, who the hell sleeps in bras? It's like the most uncomfortable thing ever. Wait, back to the half-naked boy right under me.

I leaned down and kissed around his neck. I sucked a hickey into his neck, to show that he's mine, and only mine. No other girl can have him. I went down and kissed around his chest. Leaving lovebites here and there, just like I'm sure he did to me.

I got up and pulled on the waistband of his boxers. I took them off of him and threw them somewhere else. God damn. Is all I have to say. I looked up at Ashton, who was biting his lip and looking at me. A small red tint on his face. I don't know what for, but he looked adorable. Yes, even naked, Ashton Irwin manages to look adorable.

I wrapped my hand around his member, which was surprising very hard for all that we did. I slowly pumped him, making sure not to go too fast, too early. He bit his lip even harder, I'm guessing to conceal his moans. Which I would be glad to hear right now.

"Ashton, don't conceal your moans please." I said and he nodded. He let out a moan and I chuckled. There you go. I slowly, increased my pace, making sure to tease him a bit while I do it.

"Dammit," he said and bucked his hips. I'm guessing he was trying to have more contact, which wasn't gonna happen, yet.

"Slow down," I said and he didn't respond. I ran my finger over his slit and he groaned. I continued to pump him at the same speed, wanting to make him ask for me to go faster.

"F-Faster," he said. Well he didn't ask, but he did say, I guess that's good enough. I went a bit faster and he moaned. I could tell he was enjoying this a lot. His head was thrown back in pleasure, eyes shut tight, and moans and groans and pants escaping his lips.

"I-I'm close." he said. Well, I don't want him to cum just yet. I slowed my speed down and chuckled as he bit his lip. We don't want him cumming just yet.

I climbed back on top of him and he looked into my eyes. I needed him, and I needed him now. He looked annoyed that I didn't get to let him finish but I will soon. Just not yet.

He flipped is over, so I was under him and he was above me. He grabbed the waistband of my underwear and tugged them down my legs. I kicked them off and he bit his lip again. He reached over and opened the drawer right next to me. He grabbed a packet and I shook my head. I'll ask later.

He opened the packet with his teeth and rolled It onto his length. He was hesistant before he entered me. I was about to say something, until i felt him slowly push into me. I gripped the sheets, since it has been a long while since I've ever had sex before. I mean, me and Ash have been together for a year now, so think about it.

"God Damn, you're so tight." He said as he slowly eased his way into me.

"Not my fault your so fucking big," I said, partly because it's true. The other part was to boost his confidence so he wasn't so hesistant anymore. When he was all the way in, he stayed still so I could adjust.

I nodded my head when I was ready and he slowly thrusted into me. He kept his pace slow, but that didn't mean I didn't enjoy it. He's probably still a bit shy, which is understandable. And I'm also greatful for it because I need to get used to it, again.

"Ashton, faster please," I said after awhile and he nodded. He went faster and I moaned out his name.

"Fuck," he moaned. He put his head in my neck and kissed along it. I raked my nails down his back, as he sucked on my neck. He kept this pace for awhile longer, not to fast but not to slow. It was perfect.

"Oh fuck Ashton, right there," I moaned. He moaned into my neck, and aimed for that same spot. To be honest, I feel like he was lying about this being his first time now. He's way to good to be his first time.

"Oh god," he groaned and kissed along my jawline. I didn't want to hurt him too bad, so I keo the scratching a bit on a watch. I don't want him walking around with bright red lines down his back. Which is probably what's going to happen anyways.

"I'm close Ashton," I moaned and he nodded. He kept the same pace, kept kissing my jawline and my neck. He snaked his hand down to my center, and rubbed small quick circles on me. I moaned his name, as I felt the knot in my stomach tighten.

I shut my eyes tight and moaned loudly. I screamed his name out as I came and he groaned.

"Fuck," he swore as I tightened around him.

"I'm close too," he said and I nodded. Once again, he didn't change anything to the speed. He stayed the same sleep, and kelt his head buried in my neck.

I felt him come inside of me with a loud moan. Which didn't exactly matter since he had protection on. He pulled himself out of me and rolled over beside me. We were both exhausted and sweaty.

"That was amazing." he said and I nodded.

"Glad you feel that way." I said. "Now, why wad there condoms in there?" I asked and he looked at me.

"You could never be too careful." he said and I chuckled.

"Such a dork." I said.

"I'm your dork then," he said and I nodded.

"Yes, your my dork." I said.

This was for katiesaltmarsh, thanks for requesting one! Also, sorry for the long wait, I was a bit unsure of how to start it and what should lead up to it. I hope this was good enough and thanks for waiting. I hope you like it because I tried my best.