I Want To Breathe You In Like You're Vapor

Notes:

- part 4 of 19 ( since Sounds Good Feels Good has 19 songs total )

- I jumped a bunch of songs because I felt like this one fit perfectly for this song, I hope you guys don't mind

- I wrote this already with a different title but this time there is more dialogue and stuff aha

Luke's point of view

Me and Michael sat on our balcony, cigarettes between our fingers and beer bottles on the table beside us. The sight of the late night LA city was before us and silence was among us.

No words needed to be spoken. No music needed to be played. No show had to be turned on. It was just me and him, enjoying the company of one another and the comforting smell of burning Malboros mixed with Jack Daniels.

Michael blew his smoke and then hummed my name. I glanced at him and he nodd hi ng his head towards himself. "Come here." He said, his voice a bit deep and raspy from not being used in awhile.

I nodded and then leaned over. "Yeah?" I asked quietly, not wanting to disturb the peaceful silence much.

He pressed his lips against mine and I kissed him back. Like me, he tasted of Jack Daniels Whiskey and cigarettes that we bought at a nearby corner store.

He deepened the kiss before I could pull away and I just hummed, smashing the now burned out cigarette on to the ashtray that lied on a small table between us. We placed it there just for that, and for a place to set out bottles down.

My hand ran through his soft, colorful hair and our tongues danced together. His right hand was on the back of my head and his left was on my cheek, carressing my skin with his thumb ever-so softly, as if he was scared he'd break me if he pressed down harder.

His teeth tugged on my lip ring slightly, causing a small whimper to leave me because I wasn't used to such soft gestures. It's normally rough with teeth clashing, tongues fighting, and hands that seemed to have no destination whatsoever. It's never this affectionate and this gentle, but I loved it regardless because it was Michael. I love Michael.

I ran one of my hands through his colorful hair again, tugging on it as I tilted his head back slightly. I broke the kiss, letting my lips trail his jawline, his slight stubble tickling my skin as I did so.

He let out a breathy moan as I sucked on his neck, biting down on it before I ran my tongue over the bruising skin. He shuddered lightly and I chuckled as he spoke. "Please Luke, do something." He said and I chuckled a bit.

I used my free hand to slide up his chest and cup his neck in my hand lightly, not enough to choke him but enough to show him despite our soft movements and gentle gestures, I was still the dominate one. "I am baby, patience." I said lowly and he whimpered lightly.

I pulled away and he looked at me with those large, gorgeous green eyes of his. In the moonlight they seemed to shine so much more, and though they were extremely beautiful, it couldn't compare to they way they shined a vibrant green in the sunlight. The way they just seemed to glow and sparkle.

I let go of his neck and then grabbed his hands. "Come here." I said and he just looked at me. I guided him on to my lap and he took a seat, watching to see what I would do next.

Rather than touching him, I reached over and opened the cigarette pack and pulled one out. Michael took hold of the lighter since it was in his pocket, and then lit it for me. For us.

I placed it between his lips and once he pulled away, it was between mine. I turned my head to blow the smoke away, though Michael just tilted his head back, letting it evaporate into the air around us.

I took that as a chance to kiss his neck and then let my hand cup his neck once again. He left it and I placed my lips on his jaw as I placed the cigarette between his lips.

"Fu.ck Luke," he said slowly, dragging out the word as my teeth grazed his skin slightly and my fingers tightened around his neck. "Just like that." He said.

I placed open mouthed kisses on his jawline, not minding the slight stubble he had. I sucked a little on his sweet spot under his ear, to which he whimpered at again. The smell of cigarettes clouded our two bodies, but we didn't mind. We've grown to love the smell. It comforted us in a sick way that only we could understand.

As soon as I pulled away, he placed the half burned out cigarette between my lips. I breathed in some of the toxins as he grinded down on me and threw my head back as I breathed them out. "God Mikey, keep doing that." I said and squeezed my eyes shut quickly.

I could feel my jeans growing tighter and I looked at Michael, who's deliciously red lips were pulled into a slight smirk. "You like that Luke? You like the way it feels when I grind down on you?"

I flicked some of the ash off of the tip of our cigarette and smiled at the boy who dragged his hands down my shirtless torso. It was hot out tonight, so my shirt was not necessarily needed. He was a bit insecure of his body, so he had kept one on, but he knew it was coming off now.

His dull nails scratched down my torso as I unbuttoned the buttons to his oversized red flannel. My fingers trembled a as he did so but I managed somehow to get the shirt off without ripping it open and popping the buttons off.

He shrugged the shirt off and I tossed it on the chair beside us. I grabbed his bottle of Jack Daniels and took a swig from it. He took the bottle from me and then did the same before setting it on the table.

I tapped the side of his thigh, and looked at him. "Off real quick baby." I sajd and he nodded as he stood up. I pushed him down on to the chair I was previously in andI watched as he sucked his stomach in.

I frowned and got on my knees. I placed a kiss on his chest and then trailed them down his pale upper torso. "You're perfect baby, please." I said and he chuckled.

"We both know that's far from the truth Luke." He said and gripped the arms of the chair as I gripped his waist.

"Maybe not to someone elae, or yourself, but to me, you're the most perfect guy I've ever laid eyes on. There is no need to be insecure around me because if I don't make you feel like the most perfect person ever, I'm doing something wrong." I told him as I slid my hands down to his hips.

He wasn't tanned, nor was he toned. His arms weren't full of muscle and he didn't have abs. He was extremely pale, almost a vampire pale. His arms had a slight giggle to them when they moved and so did his stomach, but that didn't matter to me. He didn't need abs, large biceps, or perfectly tanned skin for me to worship his body.

"You're amazing baby, so perfect." I said and kissed his lips. "God, I love you. Every single inch of you, down to the person you are inside. You're so perfect baby." I told him as I kissed down his body, my lips lingering longer where he wasn't the mosy comfortable with.

As I kissed back up, I slid a hand through his hair and pressed my lips agaisnt his. Though we had a lot to drink, we weren't drunk. We were well aware of what was going on. This wasn't just out of hormones. This was out of love, passion, and so much more. The kiss had everything in it, lust, love, passion, want, etcetera.

The kiss was to make sure he knew he was beautiful. To show I didn't care if he didn't have the body of some Calvin Klein model. I loved him for who he was, and he didn't need to be ashamed for any single aspect of who he is. He's perfect to me. He may not see it, nor may others, but I do.

"What did I do to deserve you Hemmings, you fu.cking sap." He said and I chuckled as he pulled me closer a bit.

"You bought the last pack of cigarettes and then offered to share them." I said, recalling from the day we first met. He chuckled and I pulled away so we were flushed against each other.

I unbuttoned his jeans and he raised his hips off of the chair so I could take the denim off of him. I pulled them down his hips and then down his long legs. I tossed them aside once they were off ans then palmed him through his grey boxer briefs.

A gasp escaped his lips and he whimpere. I grabbed the waistband of his boxers and he raised his hips once again so I could pull them off. I placed the fabric by his jeans and turned my attention towards the boy in front of me.

I licked my dry lips and then leaned forward, placing a kiss on the tip of his co.ck. I wrapped my lips around the tip, swirling my tongue around him as I applied a bit of suction on the tip, licking the bits of prec.um that was there. He tangled his fingers in my hair and quiet groans left his lips.

I put my hands behind my back, lacing my fingers together and bobbed my head down slightly. I looked up and saw he was chugging down some of his Jack Daniels. I kept my eyes on him, watching as his adam's apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed the drink down.

"So good Luke," he slurred after he set the bottle down. "You feel so good. Your mouth is amazing." He told me and he looked into my eyes.

I hummed around him and his hand in my hair tightened slightly as a moan of my name filled the air. My co.ck twitched in my pants and I looked at Michael who had his head thrown back. A few purple and red bruises littered his neck and I hummed again, aching to grab the back of his neck and leave more.

I pulled him out of my mouth and pressed my tongue along the underside, applying more pressure on the vein that ran along his co.ck. I took one of his balls in my mouth and sucked, then did the same to the other one.

"Fu.ck." He grunted quietly and softly as he realized we were still outside and we had neighbors who were enjoying a dip in the hot tub outside.

When I finally had my lips around him again, I was aching to be touched, though I wasn't going to touch myself. I gagged a bit as Michael bucked his hips, but I didn't mind, and I knew it felt good for him. I took more of him than I thought I could and he let out a loud grunt as the muscles in my throat contracted around him.

"Yeah-Yeah, like that Luke. I love it when you take my co.ck down your throat. Fu.ck baby, yeah. Choke on me." He groaned and I closed my eyes.

I hummed while he was buried deep in my throat and as soon as tears started to fall, I pulled my mouth off of him so I could take a breather. Michael tilted my head up and wiped my tears away as I swirled my tongue around the slit on the top of his co.ck.

His hand reached down and grabbed my shoulders, pushing me away. I looked up at him and he helped me up. His fingers played with the button on my jeans and then then he yanked them down my legs, along with my boxer briefs.

He pushed me down into the chair and I watched as he pulled my jeans all the way off. As he did, I grabbed a cigarette and lit it quickly, my hands shaking in anticipation. He kitten licked the tip of my co.ck and I hissed in pleasure as I placed the cigarette between my lips.

I breathed in as Michael swirled his tongue around my tip and then I blew it out as he placed me in his mouth, taking me in faster than I had done to him. I slid my hands into his hair and tugged as I leaned back and watched him take more of me into his mouth.

"There you go Mikey, suck my co.ck. Get me nice and wet so I can fu.ck you right after this." I said and he gave me a thumbs u.p

Michael's hands cupped my balls and I groaned at the sudden action rather than laughing at how adorable he was for giving me a thumbs up during a blowjob. He's such a moron, but he's my moron.

He gave them a small squeeze and I gasped as I flicked the ash off of my cigarette. I could feel his gaze on me and so I looked down, capturing his green eyes in my blue ones.

We didn't break eye connection for awhile, until he decided to deepthroat me. My head threw back and I groaned as I gripped his hair tightly in my free hand. My hips bucked and he gagged terribly around me as I apologized. He pulled away and wiped his chin since he had spit dripping down his face.

"Don't be sorry. I like it Luke." He said and I played with my lip ring to try and control myself to keep from gagging him with my co.ck again. I didn't want to give into my body's wants, I wanted to keep this more on the loving and passionate side of the scale.

He licked up the underside of my co.ck and pressed the tip of his tongue against the vein, just like how I had done to him. I smashed the cigarette into the ash tray and I groaned as he took me back into his mouth again. He swallowed around me as if I was his favorite drink and I grunted out profanities loudly.

"Yeah, choke on my co.ck Mikey." I said and he took more of me into his mouth. "That's a good boy. You're always so good for me." I mumbled and he hummed.

His teeth barely scratched the soft skin of my tip as he bobbed his head and I let out a grunt of his name. I threw my head back but as soon as I felt myself about to come, I leaned forward and pushed him off of me, causing him to look up at me since I just stood up.

"I'm not coming yet baby," I said and winked. He chuckled and stood up as I pulled him close. "I wanna come when I'm inside of you." I told him and he nodded.

I placed three of my fingers on his lips and he parted them. He sucked on my fingers, coating them in his saliva since neither of us were going to go inside to get the lube.

I stood him up when he was finished and then turned him around. I bent him over and told him to grab the railing of our balcony. He did as I said and I massaged his a.ss with the hand that was dry.

"Are you ready for me to prep you baby? Are you all relaxed and ready?" I asked him and he nodded as he wiggled his a.ss against me. "You sure?"

"Yes Luke, please just get on with it." He said and I chuckled as I nodded.

I spread his a.ss cheeks apart and then slowly pushed one finger into him. A gasp escaped his lips and I slid my free hand up and down his spine. Goosebumps covered his arms and he threw his head back as I moved my finger and and out of him slowly.

He was so tight around my finger, it made me wonder how I even fit inside of him. His body pushed back against my finger, silently begging me to push it in deeper, and so I did. My free hand stayed on the small of his back, tracing circles on his smooth, pale skin.

"More, please Luke." He begged me as he moved against my fingers. "I need more." He told me and I chuckled.

I placed a second finger against his hole and slowly, carefully, pushed it inside of him. A groan escaped his lips and I stopped once I was knuckles deep into the boy. His head was thrown back and I just wished I could see us from a different perspective.

I'd love to see how his body reacted. To watch as he pushed back against me. To see as his face screwed shut and his back arched inwards. I'm one hundred positive it'd be such an amazing sight to see. A huge turn on.

I scissored my fingers, spreading them apart so he could get more stretched out. His soft moans and groans filled the air, along with the sounds of rustling leaves from nearby trees and bushes. You could see the cars zooming by on the far away streetways and the way the city was lit up in the dark of the night.

Though it was such a beautiful sight, the was Michael looked was much, much better. I gave a smile full of admiration towards him though he couldn't see it and leaned forward, pressing our skin together.

He leaned back and I placed a kiss on his jawline. I wrapped my hand around his shoulder and one of his hands were tangled through my hair. I pulled away and he turned his head so he could look at me.

"Can you take another one babe?" I asked as I stopped moving my fingers. "Just one more?" I asked him and he nodded ad his hips bucked.

I pressed my ring finger against his a.sshole and then slowly pushed it in, my heart nearly beating out of my chest as a gasp escaped Michael's lips. He pushed back against my hand and I chuckled.

I placed a kiss on his red lips and he kissed me back immediately. His lips parted into a gasp again as I curled my fingers up inside of him and I slipped my tongue into his mouth, muffling the sound before it could end. He tugged on my hair and he soon pulled away from the kiss.

Once he pulled away, I did aswell. The warmth of our bodies pressed together left and I spread my fingers apart, stretching him out so it didn't hurt too much when I pushed in.

"Luke, Luke I'm ready." He whimpered as he rocked his hips back against my fingers. "Oh fu.ck." He whined as my fingers hit his prostate.

"If you say so baby." I sajd and pulled my fingers out of him. I grabbed ahold of my co.ck and then ran it along his a.ss, teasing him a bit and spreading the precome around a bit.

A whimper and plead left his lips as he bucked his hips towards me. I pressed forward, slipping just the head of myself into him. I saw as his knuckles turned white around the dark railing of our balcony gate and how the muscles in his arms tightened and flexed a bit.

I pushed myself into him a little bit more, finding both pleasure and concern from the groan that escaped his lips. I stopped, but the buck of his hips and pleading sound that escaped his lips edged me further.

"Luke," he said desperately, his voice rough and laced with a rather bittersweet sound. "Please, keep going." He told me and I hummed, pushing into I'm some more.

Once I was balls deep inside of him, we had both allowed groans and grunts to leave our parted lips. I grunted out of how tight he was and he groaned at how filled up he was. We fell together so perfectly, others would be jealous of us. Of how perfectly we seemed to fit

We weren't a perfect couple however. We fought and we argued. We had even broken up a few, but he needed me and I needed him. He was my nicotine and I was his alcohol. We were on and we were off. We were hot and we were cold. We were so messed up but we couldn't let go of each other. We refuse to.

I slowly, and ever-so gently rocked my hips into his, feeling his muscles squeeze around me so tightly. I groaned and threw my head back as the grip on his waist tightened.

I leaned forward, moving my hips slowly into him so he could get used to the feeling, and pressed a kiss to his shoulder. He took one hand off of the railing and reached behind him, scratching his nails into my back.

"Y-Yeah, scratch me Mikey. Mark me. I'm yours. Let the world know that baby." I said and he dug his nails deeper into my pale skin.

I let out a moan at the mixture of pleasure and pain as his nails dug into my skin and then his hand left. I used my hand to grab his hand in mine and then laced our fingers together. I pressed our intertwined hands against his chest as our bodies moved together.

His head rolled back into my shoulder and I slid my free hand up his side. A breathy moan escaped his lips and soon my hand was around his throat again. I kept his body up with my arms and his hand that was once on the railing, left.

He tangled it in my hair and tugged on it. He pressed a kiss to my jaw and I fluttered my eyes shut at the contact. He kissed down my jaw and then left open mouthed kisses on my neck. I tilted my neck to the left as he sucked on my neck, allowing him more access to do whatever he pleased.

"So good Luke, fu.ck, you make me feel so good." He whimpered quietly and I hummed. "God, I love you Luke. So so much." He said and I could feel his eyelashes against my skin as he closed his eyes.

His teeth grazed over my skin and I let out a breathy moan. I squeezed his hand that was still in mine and then he bit down on my neck slightly at a particular thrust of my hips. I sighed in pleasure and then opened my eyes.

"I love you too Mikey, so much baby." I said and he nodded as I let out a breathy moan. "Fu.ck, I love you."

I let go of his hand and trailed it down his stomach. I grabbed ahold of his co.ck and then ran my thumb over the head. He gasped and pulled away from my neck and he moaned. His arms wrapped around my neck and I turned my head so I could place a kiss on a spot right under his ear.

I sucked on it as he moaned as I did. I ran my tongue over the skin and tightened my grip around him. A gust of cold air blew, contrasting from the warm atmosphere, but the warmth of our bodies was enough to keep us hot still.

"Fu.ck," Michael cried out as I hit his prostate. "Right there Luke, please. God that felt so good." He begged and I chuckled.

"Of course, anything for you." I said and continued to rock my hips against his prostate, making him a sputtering mess.

I moved my hand around his co.ck to the same pace as I rocked my hips. I could feel myself about to come, however, I wasn't going to until he had. He always has to reach his climax before I do. I can never have that release before my partner does. Its a rule I live by and will continue to do so until the grave.

Michael's body shuddered and I chuckled lowly as I swiped my thumb across the slit on the tip of his co.ck. He groaned loudly and I could see him biting his lip and feel his fingers yank on my hair, making a groan fall from my own lips.

"Are you gonna come for me baby? Come all over my hand and your stomach?" I asked him softly and he nodded quickly. "Yeah? Go on then Mikey, come for me." I said and kissed his neck.

Michael's breathing soon grew uneven and his eyes were squeezed shut. Whimpers and moans of my name fell from his lips and I looked at the boy. Watching him fall apart.

"Luke, I'm so close. Fu.ck, I'm gonna come. Please." He begged and I moved my hand faster, along with my hips. "Please make me come." He said and looked at me.

We gazed into each other's eyes as I edged him further and further to the brink of ecstasy. With one final thrust towards his pro.state and twist of the wrist, I had him coming into my hand and on to his stomach.

I watched as his jaw dropped and his eyes screwed shut. It was glorious. The face he made when he came was just the best thing ever and if I could, I would have snapped a photo of it.

I grunted as his muscles clenched around me tightly and I burrowed my face into his neck as tat triggered my own orgasm, a low groan escaping my lips and possibly tickling his neck. I heard a gasp and then a coo as I came inside of him.

We stayed like this for a bit, me inside of him and my head buried in his neck. However, we had to pull away sometime and it would be better if it was sooner rather than later.

I pulled away from his body and pulled out of Michael. He gasped again at the empty feeling and then he turned around, wrapping his arms around my neck. "I love you to the moon and back Luke." He told me and I smiled back at him.

"I love you to the moon and back aswell Michael." I said and kissed his forehead. "Let's go get in the bath." I said and he nodded.

One of us won't be there in the morning though, I wonder who it'll be...