Eclipse Of The Moon ~ Book 1 of Aaron
Chapter 59
You May Call Me Daddy... (Part 2)

Saturday 28 August 2004

"Pwease... Daddy... toilets..." I insist, pouting my lips.

Oh, goodness! Now here am talking like a baby... like Sam...

"No, Baby. Babies pee in their diapers," Siegfried chips in with a chuckle.

Yeah, and they also shit in them, Dumbass!

Not that I would, but anyway, before I know it, I find myself again on one of those changing tables where I first get cleaned up from the pizza mess with cleansing lotion that smells nice enough. Ivan's really good at this and I wonder if he ever thought about starting a family. I wouldn't with him, because our relationship is only temporary, but all the same, that's a question I'll have to ask him. Or maybe not. I know how the Jolyon topic is a sensitive one.

"Has he wet his nappy?" Ivan asks as Siegfried removes it.

"Nope," the latter replies, yet still freshening up my privates.

"Maybe later," Ivan smirks. "Let's give him his punishment before he gets the new diaper."

While other babies are either playing in playpens, cuddling with their daddies, crawling all over the place or napping in cribs, I get bent over a rocking horse – which sadly doesn't help my bladder – and receive ten spanks from each of my fathers, but they're more playful than painful and include a lot of teasing for my flaccid penis. Flaccid soon becomes hard, though, and once I'm back on the changing table, with a new diaper slipped beneath my butt, Ivan and Siegfried make me even harder with a few licks and strokes before the nappy gets closed over my erection and strapped at my waist.

"This baby needs some rest now. What do you think, Siegfried?"

"Yeah, he looks tired," the blonde concurs. "Let's see how he can crawl to the couch," he then adds, putting me back on the floor.

As the men take a few steps back, they start calling me out with coos and I could just laugh out in their faces; they look so funny. Instead of following them, though, I start crawling really fast toward the restrooms, but Siegfried is prompt to run and catch me, spinning me in the opposite direction.

Ugh!!! I need to take a piss!

My next attempts are fruitless, and I eventually find myself curled up over their lap with my head on Siegfried's thigh.

"He's such a cute boy," Siegfried praises, running his fingers through my hair.

"Yes, he can be," Ivan trails off while gently kneading the back of my thighs, his hand slowly shifting higher between my legs. "You should make him try another pacifier."

"With pleasure," the blonde replies, and I see him shift a bit to undo the front of his pants, under which he obviously went commando, revealing an uncut nearly-limp cock. His blond pubes have been trimmed and his balls shaved. "There you go, Baby," he then says, pushing his rod toward my mouth. "Suck!"

Now, I can definitely do this!

Forgetting about my urge to pee for a while, I take his entire penis in my mouth and begin to suck like I would a pacifier, making him groan with pleasure. The member quickly swells, growing to a full hard-on within less than two minutes, and I start playing with it a bit differently. Ivan's hand has slipped underneath my diaper to softly trail his fingers along the cleft of my ass and I relish in his soft touches. My own cock does too.

At some point, I am made to roll over to lie on my front, which is a bit more convenient to pleasure Siegfried, but sadly, it adds pressure to my bladder. I strive to ignore the sensation, contracting all my muscles there to hold it back, and I soon get distracted by Siegfried's groans which keep getting louder and louder. More sexual activities have started for other members and he's not the only one to moan, and this only heightens my own arousal. I focus on my men, though, and apply myself, using my pierced tongue to make him climax.

"Milk's coming, Baby," he groans soon, and indeed, long streams of semen hit the back of my throat.

I swallow every drop of his saltiness and even lick him clean before I am made to turn around to provide Ivan with the same favor. I am slowly getting to like this evening now that we have reached more sexual acts, so I apply myself even more with Ivan, making him groan louder and louder. Papa's hand is a bit bolder than Daddy's as one of his fingers has slipped between my buttocks and is probing my entrance.

"His hole feels tight," he says with obvious content.

"Unused since last Wednesday, so it should be," Ivan chuckles. "Your milk's almost there, Baby," he then pants.

Siegfried's digit pushes past my ring of muscles at that moment, making me whine and moan at the same time. The moan is clearly from pleasure as he searches for my prostate, but the whine is for the pressure of my lower belly on his thigh. Fuck!!! Ivan's cream fills my mouth, though, and once again, I get distracted from my natural urge, greedily swallowing his entire load.

"Good boy," he praises me as he tucks himself back in before putting me back in the curled-up position. "Shut your eyes for a bit now, Baby."

In a better position, I close my eyes and listen to their husky voices. They are chatting about the Hell Fire and these special nights, but I quickly tune them out. Weirdly enough, I feel drowsy and I think I actually nap for a few minutes. Or maybe more. Until a weird sensation wakes me up.

"Finally awake, Baby?" Ivan chuckles.

"Didn't sleep," I grouse, pouting my lips as my urge to pee comes back full force.

"Sure... Just for about half an hour," Siegfried chips in as he sits me up and makes me straddle their joint thighs. "Uh oh... Isn't the front of that diaper yellow?"

No, impossible. My bladder's still full. And yet, I become aware of a certain wetness over my pubic area and inexplicably, another warm jet streams out before I can control it. The first emotion that overwhelms me is shame.

I fucking wet myself while I was sleeping. And did it again fully awake.

Fuck! I can't believe I couldn't hold it. Perplexity takes over, because it feels so fucking good. Perhaps it's only the relief due to my bladder finally getting some release, but I can tell there's something else.

Relieving one's bladder – or worse – is usually something very private, something you don't want to share with your partner. Through many conversations with Ivan after the Slave Night, I have learned that although all the watersports in BDSM are still considered more hardcore stuff, many Doms and Subs occasionally – or more frequently – indulge into them because sharing such a level of intimacy tightens their bond.

Here, I can't say that I enjoy relieving myself in public. Worst of all, I utterly loathe that lack of control. This is so much surrender... too much surrender. I have been fine with relinquishing power on my decisions in general, accepting Ivan's guidance in my life, and on my orgasms, letting him decide when and if I was allowed to come, but natural urges are a different story.

Emotionally speaking, this is hard because like I said, peeing is still quite intimate. Yes, it's natural, like going for number two. We are all human beings who eat and drink, and our bodies obviously can't hold all these things we swallow, right? It has to go out and everyone has to pee and poo at some point. Even your favorite star. Even President George Bush does. And yet, natural urges remain quite taboo somehow.

"Shhh... Baby... Come here," Ivan says, wiping a tear I hadn't even realized had fallen from my cheek before he pulls me closer for a very tight hug, and I just nest my face in the crook of his neck. "It's okay, Baby," he soothes, whispering in a very low tone. "I'm so proud you did this. You may hate it, but I wanted you to experience that extreme surrendering feeling that some Subs love so much. I know it's a lot for you, but you need to understand that some of your little mates absolutely adore this powerlessness. I even know one of them who's been with the same Dom for years and who's so deep into this nappy kink that he wears diapers 24/7..."

"Jeez..." I just mumble.

"Yes, it can go that far," he confirms. "That couple has left L.A. now, otherwise it would have been nice for you to meet them and speak with Bruce, just to understand his position further, but I can tell you that he is wired to enjoy being under the thumb of Master Roy in every possible way. And that includes his natural needs."

"I'd never be able to give up on so much..."

"I know you wouldn't, yet it was good for you to experience it in another way than with the sounding. During the Slave Night, it wasn't about you giving up control on your bladder because with a catheter down there, your brain couldn't give orders to the muscles in your perinea area to contain your urges. With a diaper, it's different. You've been able to hold it in for some time, but you had to more or less willingly give up at some point. It goes way beyond sounding. Now, don't you worry, Baby, it's really just about role-playing here, and in case you hadn't noticed, I can tell you that all the babies here have wet themselves tonight."

"Really?" I ask, pulling back and looking around us.

All the members of the club are indulging in various activities like the last time I checked, but as I focus on the changing area, I see that Master Mike is cleaning up Lewis, and I can tell that this little minx is clearly enjoying himself. Not that surprising since he seems to be deep into the Daddy kink. I bet he'd enjoy a relationship like these Master Roy and Bruce Ivan mentioned.

"We should go and change him," Siegfried suggests, gently caressing my back.

"Yep! Time for the next activity," Ivan concurs cryptically.

Once I have been laid on a free changing table, Siegfried quickly removes the heavy diaper and cleans me up while Ivan sheds light kisses all over my face and neck, probably in an attempt to distract me. And it works. His tenderness feels good, but as his lips begin to tease my nipples, Siegfried starts teasing my manhood, stroking it slowly while fondling my balls. Here I am with yet another erection and little moans escape my mouth.

"I think our Baby has a fever, Siegfried," Ivan murmurs, still nibbling on my nipple. "Let's give him one of those suppositories."

"Yes, I feel he's too warm. I'll prepare him," the blonde concurs as a cold substance is poured at the crack of my ass.

While he prepares my back entrance for what I assume will be a plug, using his fingers to stretch the ring of muscles, Ivan continues to titillate my body with kisses, blocking my sight from what is happening at my rear. Not that I need to see to imagine, right? Something cold and big suddenly pokes my hole and its insertion meets a bit of resistance as it slips in, causing me to whimper a bit. Ivan encourages me to push out and the toy eventually goes in.

"Good boy," Siegfried says, softly caressing my inner thighs.

"Yes, a really good boy," Ivan agrees fondly as he walks to stand between my legs and begins to wrap my privates into another diaper. "So good, that he'll be allowed a lot of pleasure now," he adds, putting me back on the floor. "You may go and play with the other little chaps, Baby. We won't be far, just taking a drink with other Daddies."

With that, they both head away to the bar where Marcus and other Doms are chatting, leaving me there, but they stand on a side that will allow them to watch over me. Damn! How long are they going to leave me with the toy up my ass? Peering around the room, I spot Sam and Kwo kissing in a corner and decide to join them. I want my fun too! Since I'm a good Baby, I shift to crawl on the floor and try my best to avoid wriggling, but between the stimulation on my sweet spot and my raging hard-on, it's just impossible.

"Hey, Aaron! Are you enjoying the evening?" Kwo asks cheerfully as I sit beside them.

"As much as I can," I grumble, shrugging my shoulders.

"I bet you had a hard time wetting your diaper," Sam laughs out, and I discreetly flip him the bird. "Funny but it made me all... giddy," he confesses, blushing a bit.

"I played that with a Dom in the past and I felt the same. It makes me all giddy and weirdly... comfortable too," Kwo adds.

"You, guys are weird..."

"Doesn't mean we'd do it all the time, but, Aaron, admit it felt weird when you did," Sam insists.

"Yeah, true, and I didn't like it."

"At least you tried so your Daddy must have been pleased," Kwo cheers.

"Yeah... He was," I confess, blushing a bit.

At that moment, my body jerks up due to sudden vibrations in my rectum and I yelp out of surprise.

"Holy fuck..." I mumble.

"Babies aren't supposed to curse, Aaron," Sam playfully scolds me.

"There's a fucking plug vibrating in my ass, how am I supposed not to curse?" I grouse, turning to look at my Daddies.

Ivan is smirking and Siegfried is smiling warmly, holding what looks like a remote control in his hand. From the distance, I see him press on a button and the vibrations stop right away, and seconds later, he reactivates the vibrator, making me jump again.

"Kinky..." Kwo whispers.

"Yes! Lucky you for getting a plug," Sam chips in.

"Holy crap..." I mumble again as the vibrations intensify, bringing me closer to the explosion.

With all the teasing and edging I have been through earlier and without the safety of a cock ring, there isn't much I can do to contain my orgasm. A warm wave irresistibly courses through my body and I swear I can feel my balls tighten before they shoot their load into the diaper. Fuck!!! So good! The list of rules and instructions we received before the event said that permission wasn't required to come tonight, so I'm not in trouble and I actually feel grateful for the blissful release. Damn! I needed this!

I quickly crawl to the bar and as Siegfried bends over to pull me into his arms, I hug him tightly as a thank you and become very aware of the sticky mess on my pubic area. Eheh... Some Daddies will have fun to clean this up, I sarcastically think to myself.

"Diaper's full, Papa..." I whisper mischievously.

"Did you wet yourself again, Baby Boy?" he asks, and I smugly shake my head in answer. "Oh, then if it's only about a bit of cream, it's fine, Baby. Go back to your friends and have fun with them," he chants, putting me back on the floor.

Ugh... but it feels messy! A quick glance at Ivan's scowl indicates me that I'm not to discuss orders, so I sigh and return to Sam and Kwo who are literally making out now, groping each other's crotch through their nappies while kissing. As I sit down, the vibrations resume in my ass and with my friends shifting to each straddle one of my thighs, two of their knees gently colliding against my groin, my semi-hard immediately turns into another full erection.

I really like having them so close, their caresses feel good and the kisses soon become wilder. The good thing is that we have been granted more liberty than usual tonight, so I don't hesitate to slip one hand in each of their diapers, reaching for their backside, and begin to knead their buttocks. I quickly allow my index fingers to probe their holes, making them moan loudly, and it's only a couple of more minutes before their bodies stiffen and reach their climax.

The powerful feeling is enough to let the fire that built up in my balls from the vibrator's stimulation on my prostate explode again, and a deep rumble echoes from my chest as a new orgasm fills my diaper with more juices. I'm almost getting to like this.

The vibrations don't stop and my cock barely deflates. I feel horny as fuck now and in a mood to pleasure my friends, so I make them lie down on the floor, side by side, and place my knees between each pair of legs. After a bit of teasing their nipples and kissing them sweetly, I lean back up and rest one hand on each their crotch, smirking at them. With slow circular movements, I massage their junks through their nappies, imagining their milks getting smeared all over their groin, and I soon get to feel their new hardness under the palms of my hands.

The three of us are moaning with need, them from the stimulation on their erections and me from pleasurable feeling of slight dominance and the vibrations on my prostate, and we all eventually come once more. I need more, though, so I ask them to roll on their stomach and resume my position. This time, instead of teasing their cocks, my hands reach for their backside, pushing the diapers to the side a bit. My fingers just slide about their groin for a second to grab some of their wetness that I use to softly probe their assholes.

The boys are writhing beneath me, even more so as I start stretching their rings of muscles, making them moan louder and louder. Gently thrusting in and out of their holes, I get even hornier and a new fire builds up in my lower belly. My hips are rocking back and forth on their own accord, my crotch seeking more stimulation that I get from rubbing against their thighs. The gluey sensations in my own diaper feel a bit uncomfortable, but I couldn't care less right now. My groans are mingling with their moans, only increasing when they start kissing before me.

Fuck! It's hot!! My balls tighten once again and another stream of semen joins the previous loads. Kwo is next to reach his climax, soon followed by Sam, and the three of us finally cuddle on the floor to recover from our high. Thankfully, someone turns the vibrator off, allowing me to exhale a sigh of relief. Damn! These four orgasms have exhausted me, and I just let the darkness sweep me as I fall asleep. I feel satiated and happy, and although my dreams are populated with kinky things, I feel rested when I get back to consciousness. I could have used more sleep and feel a little grumpy when I wake up to new vibrations in my rectum, and alone on the floor.

Well, almost.

Sam and Kwo have disappeared, but Ivan and Siegfried have crouched in front of me, grinning like the two pervs they are.

"Hope you enjoyed your fifteen-minute nap, Baby," Ivan smirks.

"And that you recovered enough from your fun," Siegfried adds.

"And that you kept a bit of cream for your daddies..."

Hmm... So the evening's not over. The plug has my cock stiffen again and now that I'm awake, I wouldn't mind a bit more sex. Somehow, I'm pretty sure I'll get it.

First, there's a mandatory stop by a changing table for obvious reasons. Part of my juices have dried, but there's still enough for the two pervs to lick some of the mess in my diaper. Feeling their warm mouths and tongues on my balls and my manhood has my cock harden and leak in no time. What a beautiful sight! I just love watching them suck and lick, even if I know that my next orgasm probably won't be until they reach theirs either.

Indeed, as soon as the rest of the dried substance has been cleaned off with lotion, Ivan retrieves the vibrator, though only to shove an even larger plug up my ass. Within seconds, my butt is back inside a new nappy, with my erection tucked up against my lower belly, and Siegfried sits me up on the table.

"I need to go quickly sort out a little situation over there," Ivan tells him, nodding in Jimmy's direction.

Dang! I had completely forgotten about him. Master Mike, who is comfortably settled in an armchair in front of him with Lewis happily bouncing on his lap – or his cock, I assume – utters a loud groan at this moment and Lewis also screams his orgasm out. Jimmy is sulking, obviously frustrated to no end, and writhing on his highchair, but well, I doubt he will get any release.

"Mike seems to be done, so I'll just go take the naughty baby for a cold shower, order a cab for him and show him out," he explains before he turns to me. "You'll go cuddle with Papa, Baby, I won't be long," he adds softly, and after a quick peck on my lips, he heads toward the other group of three.

Siegfried leads me to a couch where Marcus is also cuddling with Sam over his lap, back to chest, with a hand slipped inside my friend's diaper. The moves of his wrist leave no doubt as to what he is doing inside, and Sam's moans are further indication to the pleasure he is getting. My Papa also sits me across his lap, though with my back against the armrest, and his right hand immediately goes to rest over my crotch, his fingers gently squeezing my erection through the diaper.

As Siegfried's left arm circles around my shoulders, pulling me closer to his chest, I let warm sensations build up again in my mid-section, emitting little moans of content occasionally. I can feel his hard-on against my hip, so I nonchalantly let my right hand slide loosely over his groin, causing him to groan with pleasure. Marcus has opened Sam's diaper now, discarding it to the floor, and while one of his hands continues to stroke his shaft, the other one clearly prepares his butthole for more.

Soon enough, Sam's cock erupts with a small load of semen, and Marcus's dark chuckle sends a weird shudder down my back.

"Such a naughty baby... A little spanking is in order, I believe," he playfully grunts.

Without another word, I watch him rise to his feet, carrying Sam along, before he makes him kneel on the couch. Once he has taken his clothes off, he begins to slap Sam's propped-up backside with gentle slaps that quickly increase in pace and strength. My friend's moans also grow louder as his pale skin quickly takes a brighter shade of red that arouses me.

"It's getting hot in here, it seems," Ivan's voice echoes just as Marcus dives into his Baby. "Our little boy looks like he's enjoying porn," he then adds as he sits down between us and the couple fucking.

"Trust me, he does. He's been mesmerized by what's happening here," Siegfried chuckles.

I hadn't noticed that my erection had become so painfully hard and that some of the loud moans resounding were coming from my mouth. I am actually breathing heavily, and my hips are rocking uncontrollably, seeking any sort of stimulation I could get from the plug in my ass or Siegfried's caresses.

"I can see this. Come here for a cuddle with Daddy, Baby," Ivan orders, and the blonde gently pushes me to straddle Ivan's lap. "Shh... We'll soon take care of your needs, Baby," he whispers softly as his hands reach for my backside.

His fingers kneading my buttocks and the friction of the diaper against my sensitive rod coupled with the pressure over his own hard-on makes me whimper with need.

"Would you like Daddy's stick to replace the toy in your bum, Baby?" he asks with a deep and husky voice.

"Pleaaaaaaase..." I whine, hugging him tighter.

"Alright, Baby, just kneel up for a few seconds, then."

As I do so, Ivan quickly undoes his trousers and pushes them down to his ankles before he pulls me back against him, slipping a hand inside the front of my diaper to stroke my shaft. Damn! It feels good! The tapes at the front are soon unscratched and I realize that Siegfried is standing behind me, pulling on the diaper. While Ivan uses his other hand at the nape of my neck to pull me closer for a kiss, Papa begins to play with the large toy in my rectum, swirling it in large circles that stretch my hole further which makes me moan each time it hits my prostate.

I can't help a groan of frustration when he retrieves it, earning myself more soothing from Ivan. There's the sound of a wrapping being teared off and I imagine that Siegfried is unrolling a condom over Ivan's shaft. Daddy slouches a bit further and to the side on the couch, dragging me in his wake, and as his cock gets guided to my back entrance, I eagerly impale myself on it. So easy after all this preparation with the huge plug!

Slightly leaning back up, I'm glad to be allowed a bit of control despite my frustrating bottoming position and resting my hands on Ivan's powerful pectorals, I begin to bounce up and down his length, trying to find the best angle to at least get the pleasurable sensations on my soft spot. Too bad they couldn't make it last too long, though, and Siegfried soon presses against my back to lean down while taking control of my hips. I could have been happy with this if it weren't for a sudden additional pressure against the ring muscles of my hole.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!

I expected this, it was bound to happen. Double-penetration is one of the rare things I haven't experienced yet as a bottom, so I had already guessed I would get double-fucked by the two daddies tonight.

"Nghhhhhhhhhh!" I squeal through the kiss with Ivan, tensing a bit.

It can't be worse than the fisting, right? Yet, it fucking stings!

"You've got to relax, Baby," Siegfried purrs in my ear.

"Yeah, you have to let both Daddy and Papa in, Baby," Ivan also soothes as he cups my face within his hands with tenderness.

His eyes are so intense with lust, obviously eagerly waiting for the tightness to squeeze his rod. Of course, I do remember the few times we played in a similar fashion with other Subs, but the image that takes over is obviously the first time it happened. I recall the powerful sensations as my cock rubbed against his inside my friend's ass. It was amazing!

"Ach... So tight..." Siegfried breathes out as his long rod eases its way in.

The fond memories seem to have distracted my worried thoughts and helped me to relax enough to let him in at last. It hurts a bit, but once he's buried deep inside of me, Siegfried stops moving and gives me time to adjust. The stinging pain that makes my anus clench and unclench uncontrollably doesn't get much of my attention. No, what has my entire focus is this huge impression of fulness that washes over me.

The inflating plug was something. The fisting was even worse. But having two men filling me to the rim is a whole new world of sensations.

I'm certain that their combined thickness is smaller than Master Bradley's hand's width, but emotionally speaking, knowing that two men's cocks have dived deep inside of me at the same time makes it even stronger. I don't think that I have become a bottom – scratch that, I know that I haven't become a bottom – and although I can't deny the pleasurable tingles against my prostate when I get fucked, being taken by another man is still crashing its toll on me. I want to be on the giving side, so having two men taking me simultaneously brings me to another level of submission.

One that I must admit I'm getting tired of at times.

I'm not granted to dwell on this any further anyway as Siegfried begins to slightly pull out before he thrusts back in. Dang, each time he pushes in, his rod adds pressure on Ivan's, making it crush against my sweet spot.

"Feels so good, Baby..." Ivan pants, nibbling on my lips.

How about you let me try that with Papa in your ass?

"Yeah... It's slipping in easily now," Siegfried groans.

The sting has disappeared thankfully which allows me to take his increasing pace painlessly. He is now clearly pounding into my ass, doing all the work since Ivan can't move, and the pecks and licks he lavishes my shoulders feel good. Not as much as Ivan's fingers stroking my erection between our chests, though, and before I know it, the explosion occurs.

"Coming... Daddyyyyyyyyy..." I scream as I burst into another powerful orgasm, spilling my juices all over our chests.

"Holy fuck!!!!" the two men shout as my anus clenches around their rods.

I can feel their cocks pulse in me, filling their condoms with all their juices, but I mostly enjoy their loud grunts of pleasure, happy that I have fulfilled my daddies' desires. Snuggling against Ivan's chest, I exhale a first sigh of content, feeling fully satiated now, and then one of relief once both cocks have pulled out of my ass.

"Do you want to cuddle him while I clean him up?" Ivan offers.

"I can take care of this," the blonde replies. "It'll show you how good I can be with aftercare," he then adds with a chuckle.

"I already certified you anyway. It was easy considering your references, and I know Wayne is a great Master Dom," Ivan states while Siegfried begins to clean up the mess of lube between my parted buttocks.

Who the fuck is Master Wayne?

"Yeah, he's great. He's close to retire, though. Just a few more years. But I have a feeling that I'll have a preference for the Hell Fire. Besides, I'm not going to miss Chicago. The city's beautiful, but the winters are really harsh. And this constant wind... Anyway, I'm glad he directed me to you."

"My pleasure. If training Doms was always that easy, it'd go faster."

"Well, I must admit that your methods, just like Wayne's, are a bit archaic, to be fair," the blonde retorts, gently pulling on my shoulders to pull me back and clean the mess on our chests before he lets me snuggle back against Ivan. "I bet it must have made more than one hunk back off."

"Yeah, but having them submit for some time makes them fully understand the submissive position and I believe it's necessary for a Dom to grasp all the ins and outs of the lifestyle before he can indulge in his kinks."

"I agree, but several months of submission are a lot. I'm glad Wayne quickly interrupted my submission phase when he realized I had been properly trained. One month was more than enough."

"One month is a rough minimum!" Ivan exclaims. "I mean, for the newbies. It just means that you'd been properly trained in your country. But then, it depends on the Doms. Some of them quickly understand, but I usually aim at three to six months. I endured this for much longer in my own time."

"I bet it's even longer for a Master Dom," Siegfried smirks.

Yeah, you tell me...

"Don't remind me," Ivan snorts. "But yes, I think it is essential."

"This Baby's all cleaned up," Siegfried then cheers, slipping a new diaper between my legs, which makes me groan.

Come on! Isn't the evening over?

"And about to drowse off, it seems."

"I'll go fetch his bottle quickly then."

Oh no! Not more water to make me wet the diaper again! I hope Ivan doesn't expect me to keep it all night.

"Aren't we going home, Daddy?" I ask with a sleepy voice as he sits me beside him to tuck himself back into his pants before he pulls me in the comfortable position I was in earlier across his lap.

"Soon, Baby."

Siegfried comes back a few seconds later with a smaller bottle full of chocolate milk that he hands to Ivan. Seriously... I know babies often get a bottle of milk before they go to sleep, but all the same... Is this necessary?

As the nipple is brought to my lips, I tilt my head to the side and meet Ivan's warm look. There's such pride again in his eyes that I feel compelled to open my mouth at the next attempt to feed me. The warm beverage is actually delicious and somehow, it brings me back to New Jersey. Fond memories of afternoons at Joshua's or Mark's places resurface, moments when either Liz or Sophia would prepare mugs of hot chocolate milk for us when it was cold.

I dearly miss these moments.

I dearly miss all these people.

But right now, I dearly miss some control on my life... on my sexual life.

Siegfried is right. This phase of submission is too long, even for a Master Dom. I'm not sure I will be able to take this much longer. Besides, after nine months, I'm pretty sure that I have experienced about everything, so I should be able to start the real Dom training. Not that I will have much to learn since I have observed Ivan's and other Doms' every move. All I hope for is that I will have enough maturity to handle young Subs.

As I inevitably drift to sleep in Ivan's safe and comfortable arms, I promise myself to soon start a phase of rebellion.

I want to be a Dominant.

Published on 25 September 2021

Written on 25 and 26 August 2018

Alright, done with these two annoying chapters!

The goal was really to broach this theme at least once, although definitely not my favorite. In fact, it required quite a bit research because believe it or not, but some people are truly into that sort of kinks. I had to read quite a few blogs and articles to get an idea, and I even saved a few links that I could share to those interested. Just ask in pm.

Anyway, it's over now and with the next chapter, we are entering the beginning of the end of Aaron's submission phase. Chapter 60 will take us to mid-November, and in case you have forgotten, it will be about a year since Aaron discovered the lifestyle and then became Ivan's Submissive. So be prepared for grumpy and moody Aaron in the next few chapters, but I also promise really hot moments that you might not expect.

I'm not saying more, you will soon find out.