My eyes hurt from crying so hard, my throat sore, and I found myself struggling to sleep. Especially because it was the room I made love to her in, on this bed. It was crazy how just last night, this morning, we had no troubles, and the only thing we knew was to love each other. And now we were this. I look at the clock. 12:39

I knew she was possibly still up crying. I hurt her, but not only her, me. I hurt myself with who I had to become. Who I had to become in order to keep her safe.

God, no words can describe how much I'm madly in love with her. Just the thought of her name makes my heart flutter. Thinking about her makes my stomach turn. It was going to be a sleep less night. I tossed and turned in bed, her apple scent was still there. Intoxicating me with sweetness that I wanted to keep forever. I found myself relaxed as I continue to inhale the mouth watering aroma.

The thing I needed was her. I needed her here with me. I needed her in my arms, to hold her, kiss her, to love her. Everything I could possibly do.

That night I fell asleep with her on my mind. "I love you so much Elizabeth. I've loved you all my life. Nothing would stop me from loving you. You're mine.. And only mine." I said in my head as I dreamt of us together, like today hadn't happened. I wish that it hadn't. And now, I'd have to live with this...

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I walk into the studio and see my manager talking to a young girl. This isn't what I think it is. He looks at me with a smile. "Ah. Suga." He greets me with my stage name not my real name. The girl turns to look at me and my eyes widen. "Min Yoongi?" Her voice familiar to me, like the light of day I recognize her face.

"Jennie?" I call. My manager looks surprised. "You know each other?" He asks. She walks up to me ignoring his question. "So you're Suga." She taps her thin and smiles. "What are you doing here?" I ask really curious. She's about to speak when my manager beats us to the chase.

"Yoongi. You remember that conversation we had yesterday?" He asks. How can I NOT remember? "Yes." Is all I can say, the rememberance yesterday was thorns through my wounds again. "Well.. She's the solution." He nods. I look at her, but her eyes were some where else. Looking around my managers office that had different albums up in the studio.

"Your manager agreed to this?" I ask, her eyes meeting mine. "I'm here!" Walks in a woman with a tight pencil skirt on with a flowy white shirt that was tucked in at the waist. Her short hair pulled back into a half up half down look. She wore a bit of eye makeup, her lips lightly painted.

"Yah. Ms. Ku." My manager greets her. "Ah. Mr. Yoon. I was anxious to meet you today." She bows her head to me. I nod. "So shall we start?" He asks. She claps her hands together. "Yes! We shall." She looks happy. What was so happy about this? It felt like I was being put into an arranged marriage.

We all sat at the center of the room where there were couches. "So. You know that there are three other girls in our group." She starts. I can't even look at my manager. He's put me into this horrible position. "Why yes I do know about blackpink. I understand you guys need publicity." I look at Jennie and she stares out the window as the rain pours harshly. "Yes sir. We need attention so that blackpink can get fans. We certainly need it. Our girls work hard." My eyebrows knit. "Why don't we talk about this outside for a while?" Mr. Yoon asks. "That would be great wouldn't it Jennie?" Her manager asks her. She just slightly nods and Ms. Ku looks at us and smiles.

"Why don't just you and I go and we'll leave these two to talk?" , "Ah yes. I'm sure Jennie would love it." They both get up without a word and head out of the office. Leaving Jennie and I, alone. Its quiet for a while. Neither of us able to look at each other. Maybe it was the fact that we hadn't seen each other since high school. Or the fact that the odds were crazy that both our managers were setting us up as a couple to get good publicity. I finally say something. "So publicity huh? For your group?" I ask.

Her eyes finally look at me. "Yeah." Is all she says. "I've watched your MV and it was pretty cool." I say trying to keep conversation. "Yeah. I know." She says coldly. I'm a bit pissed off with the way she's acting, this wasn't her. "Can you not talk to me like you don't know me? Talk to me like the Yoongi in high school." I say. She crosses her leg. "Look. Sug- Yoongi.. I'm sure you don't like this anymore than I do. Apparently your manager chose me out of the other girls to be the one to do this deal." This didn't sound like the Jennie I knew back in high school.

"Are you talking to me as Stage Jennie or.. The girl I knew in high school." Her eyebrows knit. "I'm me.. I don't know what you're taking about." She says. I bite my tongue. "Doesn't seem like the old Jennie." I say. "Well... What do you expect? I'm older now. I have to watch what I say." My eyebrows knit. "I don't understand where you're going with this. So you're saying... That you can't talk to me like you used to because... You're .. Grown up?" I ask. She bites her lip. "What trying to dumb it down for me? Do I really look that stupid to you?"

I'm taken back. "Woh.." I stare at her, wondering when the old Jennie would swoop out and appear to save the day. I stand up. "What is with this attitude!?" I ask. "What is your problem!?" She ask. She stands up. "I haven't done SHIT to you!" I scream. Her eyes avert away from me for a split second I'm about to follow her eyes when she pulls my shirt and our lips meet.

I'm taken by surprise. I'm about to pull away when she pulls the back of my head. "Please." She whispers. "I'll explain later." She whispers even quieter. I try not to be as stiff and make it look realistic. This wasn't right. It didn't feel right. "Bravo Jennie! I give you points!" The door shoots open and in walks Mr. Yoon and Ms. Ku. "Yoongi would have never gone along with that plan. Ha. I bet he's still caught up with that trash that brought us into this mess in the first place." He says.

"I got great shots of you two!.." Ms. Ku smiles down at the Canon camera in her hand. "Eh. Maybe Yoongi looks too stiff. We'll have to try another day." Jennie didn't have to explain anything. I see why she acted the way she did, I don't blame her. She has more courage than me. "I'm sorry.." I hear her whisper ever so sweetly as our managers go through the shots. I knew that the real Jennie just spoke right now. "No. I understand." I whisper back. "I'll leak these out to the media today. And it should carry on from there." Ms. Ku says. "Perfect. And we should make plans as of when we should take them public." Mr. Yoon says. "Oh yes! That'd be a great idea." She nods.

"Okay! So I'll send you Yoongi's schedule, you send me Jennie's and we'll go on from there." Mr. Yoon says. "Ah yes. Sadly Jennie and I have to go right now, the girls have major practicing to do they're going on a show tomorrow." She says. "Okay. That's fine. I have somewhere to be right now too." He nods. "Okay we'll head out together." She says. He smiles and looks my way. "Min Yoongi. I'm leaving for the rest of the day. Please be productive. You know we're going to the recording studio tomorrow." He points a finger at me. "And no... I shouldn't have to tell you." He narrows his eyes at me.

Elizabeth. He was referring to the love of my life. I just stand there. "Let's go Jennie." Ms. Ku calls. "Bye Min Yoongi. I'm sorry we have to meet this way." She whispers before running off after both adults walking out of the office. I turn and look out the window. It was completely memorizing. I pull up the office swivel chair and sit in front of the window. The weather right now was symbolizing how my heart was this instant.

I then start to think of lyrics. I see the orange leafs from the trees falling.

"You’re like a Butterfly
I stare at you from afar
If I touch, will I lose you?"

I pause. I don't notice my eyes watering.

"This mud like
Night, you light it up
A little gesture"

I stare down at my hands.

"And I suddenly forget about reality"

I bite my tongue. Memories of the song and other things flood into my mind.

"You’re like stroking wind
You’re like a softly lying dust"

My tears uncontrollably running down my cheeks and I look down at my hand as they shook.

"You're my butterfly..."

I whisper. What was this? How was it that words poured out of me.

Just then I hear pounding at my door. "Min Yoongi!!!" My heart stops and I feel like I can't breathe. "Elizabeth.."

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Elizabeth's POV

I've been balling my eyes out once again. How can he just do this to me? Leave me? Walk away from me like I was nothing to him.. And to think that it was real. I decide to look at more articles to see if I can find off about this relationship.

I open my laptop, it was already on. I push refresh on the website I was on. My eyes widen when there are five new articles.

Min Yoongi and Kim Jennie caught kissing

Suga and Jennie a thing!

Kpops new and cute relationship real

Get your Jennie and Suga ships ready, its real

Suga and Jennie make it official, and prove it with a kiss

I feel my eyes watering. "No Elizabeth.. You're not going to cry. You're strong." I click on the last one and brace myself for what ever I was going to read. The first picture I see us Yoongi and Jennie kissing. My heart shatters into a trillion pieces. I bite down on my lip and scroll down.

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Suga and Jennie make it official and prove it with a kiss.

Updated today:

Kpop idols Min Yoongi and Kim Jennie make it official today. "We left the room for only a couple minutes and when we came back they couldn't take their hands off each other. Without a doubt they have feelings for eachother." Ms. Ku tells us.

"Forget about those mystery girl reports, that was a huge misunderstanding. That is long gone and Min Yoongi is more than pleased to be able to express his feelings with Ms. Kim Jennie." Mr. Yoon says. "I honestly can't help but be more than happy to be with Jennie. But we'd hope that we would and will have our privacy." Min Yoongi says. "Min Yoongi is the sweetest, cutest and most romantic guy you'll ever meet. I'm lucky to have him. I don't know who would let him go, he's a real keeper." As added my Jennie.

We are happy to let everyone know that this is our new, fresh and young couple. Let us know what you think about this relationship in the comments!!
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I wipe my tears and scroll down to the comments, just to torture myself more.

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Comments 12,099 comments

Yoingisboo7: omg!! They're so cute! I'm so happy for Yoongi.
Agustdsuga: they're so adorable! I ship them! Sugnnie
Mrs.Suga: omg!! Yes!! Sugnnie!!
SugaD: omg. I wonder who that mystery girl is. I bet she's hating herself right now.Yoongi deserves better. I'm happy he has Jennie.
Minsuga: oh yeah huh? I bet she was really ugly haha that's why Yoongi left her. Lol
Agustsuga: lol ^^ agree!!
Sugnnie: I totally ship them 100%
MinJennie: omg same!
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I close and push my laptop away. My tears running down my face. How can he just do that!? I stand up and drop my lap top on my chair. I look out the window. Rage comes over me and I can't control it. I walk out my room, grab my car keys and barge out of my front door.

I didn't have to think twice before walking into the pouring rain. I get into my car and zoom to his studio, I know its a safety hazard, and even against the law.. But I didn't even out on my seat belt. But if I got in a car accident.. Would it really be all that bad?

My fingers gripped the steering wheel so tight that my nuckles were white. Once I finally get there I stomp out of my car, still in the pouring rain. "Min Yoongi!!!" I scream. I see his car in the parking lot. I bite my lip in rage. "Min Yoongi!!!" I turn the nob but its locked. I pound on the door. "I know you're in there!! I see your car in the parking lot!" I scream. I suddenly feel all my rage quickly turn to sorrow, it was unbearable. My fist against the door as my other grips the door nob.

"How could you do this to me.. Min Yoongi?" I cry. "How can you just go off and say those things. Not even caring about what I feel for you." My hair felt like it weighed a ton as the rain made it heavy. My breathing became hard. "I love you so much Min Yoongi.. And you just walk away from me, from us." My chest hurts, maybe it was because I was just wearing a T-shirt, wriped jeans and sandals, and I was possible going to get sick after this. Definitely not rain wear.

Or maybe it was because I was hurt beyond repair, my heart was a giant bruise. The rain symbolized me, my soul, my feelings. I had so many questions, but I assumed that there would be no answers to them. No, there were answers but I wouldn't be getting them any time soon. I didn't even have to wipe my tears away, because the cold rain streamed down my cheeks, camouflaging my salty tears.

I feel the nob move. I stop crying, I take a step back. "Min Yoongi, I forgot my-" I turn to see none other than Min Yoongi's manager. "Ugh. Its you. What are you doing here?" He asks from under a umbrella. "I need answers from Min Yoongi. Nothing that concerns you." I spit. He rolls his eyes. "You're so ignorant and stupid. Why can't you realize that Min Yoongi has moved on? He doesn't need you anymore. He's got a real girl now, everything he rightfully needs, unlike you." His nose wrinkles.

"No. I have a hunch that Min Yoongi still-" ,"You're such a stupid piece of trash!!! He doesn't love you anymore!!" He screams. Making my tears welge in my eyes. "It's all your fault. Isn't it? Just a couple days ago Yoongi stood up for me from you. Because he loves me. You can't just wake up the next morning emotionless before we went to bed the night before... We-" ,"Blah blah blah. You're really stupid you know that? You need to grow up and realize that Yoongi doesn't care about you anymore." Mr. Yoon says.

I turn and look at the door. So this was it, this was our good bye. Then so be it. "Fine." Leaves my lips more like a cry then in a not hurt way, which was what I was going for. "You want me out of your life, I'm gone. You don't love me anymore, you can't force me to stop loving you... I'll stop at my own time. Which I'll try to soon.." I stare at the door. Inside the small window I can't see his face, but I can see blonde strands of his hair sticking up and being shown by the light behind him. I knew he was there. "You're not the Yoongi I grew up with.. Or the one I fell in love with." I try to breath through my nose, but its no use. "The old Yoongi would have fought for our love, even if there were consequences." I look down at my soaked leather sandals, my toes have gone cold, a small blur coming then leaving as my tears fall down my possibly very pink face.

"I'll be waiting Min Yoongi... But not for long." I say. I look back up to the hole in the door. "Good bye Min Yoongi... I lo-" , "Can you leave now? Some people actually have lives." I turn and look at the manager. "You know what!? You can stick it up your ass, I don't have to answer to you." I say. "I know something is wrong. That you have something to do with this." I push pass him.

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I sit there.. In my room. In my chair again. Crying for hours and hours. I tried to go and talk to Min Yoongi. What else am I going to do?.. If he really doesn't love me, I sure can tell. I don't want this to be the end of us, but if it is.. Its the end. Just for now, I'm going to be the broken me that hides behind thick walls. Meow. I look down at my feet and smile. "Come here buddy." I say. He crouches down and jumps up gracefully. He rubs his small face against my cheek. He lays down and I pet his soft fur as I stare out the window. Looking at in a mindless blur that had no meaning. Was this the end of Min Yoongi and I?



I thought that this song goes great with this chapter. It actually made me sad...

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Well, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. Idk if you noticed but my chapters are getting longer. Hope y'all don't mind.

What do you guys will happen? Do oy think their love is strong enough to bring them back together? Or do you think Mr. Yoon is too strong?

Leave a comment. I want to know what you guys think. Oh! And I hope you guys don't mind that I gave the Manager a name.

Till next time. Bye ♡