Hey, I'm very sorry but I may only be posting pictures and hardly any captions or nothing at all until I feel better. I'm depressed at the moment, really fucking depressed.

The hamster's dying because of some sort of bloat and I feel really fucking sad because she's so young and had so much more to live for. It can barely move and she stinks because she can't wash herself.

I've had a couple of panic attacks in the last two days. It happened in class, a stressful atmosphere that I struggle to relax. I feel incredibly isolated from society, I've literally started cutting people off because I don't want to speak to them.

If the hamster were the rabbits I'd be fucking gone. The rabbits and the upcoming Green Day tour are the only things keeping me alive, I feel that fucking bad. I'm sorry for all the depressing shit and I hope I can continue the book but I really can't promise anything. Thanks for listening x

Cya tomorrow (hopefully) <3