The Emmy's, one of the biggest awards shows on television. 

And I was going to be part of it

I remember watching clips of other actors walking up those stairs looking into the sea of celebrities, that was going to be me this year

I wake up in an excited mood washing myself and brushing in a speed of light. 

I run down to breakfast eating a chugging down every last thing on my plate

"Mille?, take a breather will you" I look over at Noah as he laughs at me 

"Sorry" a bunch of bread crumbs fly out of my mouth as I speak, making Gaten and Sadie laugh 

Finn was on his phone as usual texting some random people on Snapchat

"Finn who is that?" I snatch the phone out of his hands

"Give it back Millie!" he tries to reach for it but I pull it further away from him

"Gemma Price?, who's Gemma" I stare at him in confusion. I mean I wasn't jealous but why didn't he tell me

"Gemma's a fan I and Caleb met, how did you get her Snapchat" he started to get red in the face, poor Finn

"Gaten, leave him alone."

As we continue to eat Sadie stands up and walks me out of the breakfast table

"Mille, do you like Finn?"

Do I like Finn?!

"Sadie girl were just friends...can't a boy and a girl be friends. I mean your starting to sound like all those media outlets"

but Sadie pulls out her phone and shows that the tag #Fillie. 

"Fille? as in...."

"Finn and Mille" 

I begin to clutch my hand on my heart...this can not be happening 

"It's spreading like wild fire Mille"

I quietly walk back to the table looking like a depressed carrot

Immediately people can tell I'm off, as I'm not the usual sad and depressed person

Caleb looks at me gesturing a 'are u sad?' sign 

I don't know what to say, because I wasn't sad

but I also wasn't happy

I look over at Finn and I let out a deep sigh 

"Mille..." he looks at me with concern, i mean i didn't mean to hurt him

I can't still get the reminder out of my head 

'Fille' 

What's wrong with this world these days.......

As I'm having a lil sulking party The Duffer Brothers walk in they have a big sheet of paper

"Okay cast so as you guys know today is the 2018 Emmy's and the Emmy's have chosen us to do a short skit for them"

'The Emmy's!' I had finally remembered why I was so happy to come down here

"And we have paired you up into small teams to practice lines"

The bring out the sheet which has who we were going to be with

"Okay Gaten you go with Noah, you both go to the VIP Room. Meet us here by 3:55" both of them stood up running after each other in excitement

I cross my fingers hoping i'd be with Sadie

"Alright, Sadie you go with Caleb, you two will both go to the pool are. Meet us here by 3:55, and don't try and draw to much attention to the both of you" 

Sadie put on a huge summer hat and glasses, trying not to be seen was difficult

Oh wow, who else could I be partnered up with. 

"And Millie, you go on with Finn. You two will go to our spare hotel bedroom. Meet us here by 3:55" 

Alone In a bedroom with a boy, and not just any old boy a boy who over the last 30 minutes i'd sort of got feelings for

We walk to the room

Him walking up forward and me walking way backward

When we got to the room we slammed the door shut,sitting on the bed and just looking at each other

"So Mill you want to start practice?" 

I nod my head slowly two paralysed with honest confusion 

We begin to read out the lines, our part being about us secretly being in a romantic relationship, and hiding it from everyone I knew. 

As we get halfway through I stop again holding onto my chest as the pain goes up

"Mille?"

Finn takes my hands of my heart watching as I die of fear

"What's wrong with you, you've never been like this before"

I take a deep breath in

"What if I mess up at the Emmy's Finn, what if I say something wrong and then I make the biggest mockery out of myself on live television"

Finn looks at me some more

"But we've been on live television like a thousand times. We went on Ellen, The Jimmy Kimmel and Fallon show. And we also went to the MTV music awards and you were just fine, what happened now"

I swallow my tears back a bit

"The Emmy's is bigger, it's the peak in most actresses job's in hollywood. I'm just scared for myself, that....that I'm not going be good enough"

"I think your good Enough"

I look up at him spilling so widely that it hurts

"You think so?"

"No, I know so"

~ So this is the short story I was talking about I love the Fillie fanfics so I just wanted to make a short one of my own~

~ Make sure to give me some love~

~ P.S I'M TURNING 13 NEXT WEEK WOAHHHHH TEENAGER~ 

~ the photo is a photo of fille and of how fucking adorable they are

~ thnx for my 4 followers

~ AllThingsHarryPotter[not trueee]