June 29th

"Yeah I could have played pro but my knee turned to shit " Mike tells Lucas . We were all at the hospital with ms Smith . She is starting to look like her regular pretty self . Positive energy heals the soul .

"Lucas, they told me I'm going to have to start smoking that stuff " she tells him

"Oouuu ma don't even trip I got you ! " he says

"Boy medical marijuana not that crazy stuff you be doing , starting to think they sprinkle crack in yours "she eyes him . We finish talking but I was also in deep thought . Today was Latrelle kickback and I didn't know if I should go or jus stay home . It would probably be smarter to stay home . Yeah I think I'm going to .

its.seven Hey Latrelle I cant make it to your kickback
latrelle whats your number ?

I mentally kill myself and give him my number . Then I got a phone call .

"Who is that ? " Lucas ask .

"Boy hush , Adoria you can step right outside the door and take that " ms Smith says

"Thank you " I say excusing myself .

"Happy birthday " I say answering the phone
"Ha I appreciate it , it's not going to be happy tho if you don't come to the party "

His voice . Lord his voice .

"Well I really want to but it is jus really bad timing "
"It's because of chris ain't it ?"

Oh my god

"Whattt nooo " I lie
He laughs "yeah okay , how about this , y'all can both come . All of the stuff me and trey was on is old we grown now . Tell him leave that in the past and come have a good time "

Wow he is so mature . Sounding like a baby grown man

"Wow thank you I'll tell him"
"Alright I'll see you tonight , have a good day "
"You to "

I hung up the phone and entered ms Smith room again , joining the conversation. I felt better about the party situation so I decided to tell Chris about it . Hopefully he takes it well and agrees to come .

Me- hey Chris today is Latrelles birthday and he invited us to his party , you want to go ?
Chris...- goodmorning Adoria ? How did you sleep ?
Me- really Chris? He's putting the past behind him why can't you ? I'm going and I don't care if you go or not
Chris- If you go you single .
Me- goodbye

I feel tears fill my eyes and I try to blink them away.we were in the car about to leave the hospital.

"Adoria what's wrong with you ?" Lucas ask looking back . I shake my head ."kim come drive " lucas says getting out the car coming to the back.

"Hold on nigga why you ain't let me drive ?" Dillyn ask after they switched spots.

"Because I care about my car " lucas laughs . Kimberly starts to drive and Lucas looks at me .

"I'm okay lucas " I smile

"Then Why was you finna cry ? " he ask

" I wasn't , I have allergies " I lie

"Girl ain't no pollen outside " dillyn says

"Shut up" I tell him

"Look if you want me to shoot Chris that wont be a problem getting arranged but don't be crying " lucas hugs me .

"Nigga you always tryna shoot something " dillyn says

"Shut up before I shoot yo ass "

We drive to the house and me and Kim start getting ready . "So Chris is mad ?" She ask me

"He said if I go to the party I'm single " I shrug

"So you telling me your going to a party hosted by the finest nigga on are block and he threatened to break up with you " she laughs "oh he got you fucked up , take this picture and let me post it on your page with a caption "

"Kim don't start nothing " I point at her

"He started it when he tried you now cmon " she said pulling out her phone .

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"Now that's a bad bitch " she says after she post my picture.

"I'm not about to play with you " I laugh .

"Oh my god and look how fine Latrell look tonight bitch , y'all finna be cute " she yells turning around the phone

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"Diamond thot ass forever in his fucking comments " she says

"Kim He is pretty asf "

"On god that nigga got more hair than me shit " she says and I laugh .

"So how do you suggest we get to the party ?knowing damn well lucas not taking us and if he even found out we were there he would kill us " I say

"Girl I already got that figured out . All we have to do is tell them we going out shopping and out to eat . Then we Uber there and ignore them the whole rest of the night " she says

"That's not about to work "

"Watch it work "

"Lucas not stupid " I tell her

"He to busy selling drugs to notice anyway with his dumbass " she says walking out the room . I sigh and pray that this work .

*ring *

"Hello"
"Hey love just checking on you "

Oh love ...

"Yeah I'm fine , about to be on the way . What do you want for your birthday?"
"You"

I took a long pause trying to get my thoughts together then I clear my throat .

"Uhm ..okay I'm on the way " I say nervously
He chuckles "Alright love "

I hung up the phone and walk out seeing kim by herself . I guess Lucas and dillyn are gone . the guilt was starting to eat up my body

"Come on are Uber outside " Kim says

We go to the Uber and get in. "Kim he makes me nervous " I tell her

"Why cause he's fine as hell ?" She ask

"Yes "

"Well your single so ..."

I guess she's right .

The Uber arrived at the house and we get out walking up to the door . It was very packed and the dj was playing the best music .

"Oh my god . I am in fine nigga heaven " Kimberly gasp looking at some dude . He was cute . She looked at me and I nodded .she jetted off in the his direction . I laugh and take a seat , rapping along with the music and grabbing a drink.

"You only come to parties to look cute huh ? " I hear a familiar voice say behind me . Turning around it was Anthony . I roll my eyes and turn back around .

"Look what happened between me and tori happened before me and Kim even started talking . I just didn't think she kept the baby " he says . I look at him he looked sad seeing kim in other dudes face .

"You telling the wrong person Anthony " I tell him

"I know but she not gone believe me, and Lucas's... "

"That don't mean she won't listen . She misses you just as much as you miss her you got this " I tell him . Yeah they probably won't get back together . Seeing as that Lucas shot him , but at least they will end on a good note.

"You right " he sighs " what's going on with you ? I know Chris don't want you at this party especially since it's trelles ."

"I'm just here to have fun , he's pretty mad though " I laugh.

"Just make sure you make it up to him , you don't want to loose somebody you love like that " he says looking at Kimberly . "Plus trelle ain't worth it , he a hoe " he says .

"Speaking of the devil " I say meeting my eyes with Latrelle as he walked in . Everyone was yelling his name saying happy birthday but he was on a pathway to me . I was taking mental shots trying to get prepared .

"Wassup ant " he greets Anthony dapping him up . "I'm glad you made it " he says hugging me .

"Me to"I say. We just stare at each other while Anthony looks back n forth .

"Okay well y'all enjoy yourself " Anthony says awkwardly and walks off .

"You enjoying yourself ?" He ask sitting next to me .

"Yeah the music is great " I tell him . My palms were so sweaty I kept trying to wipe them on my pants . I don't know why being around him is making me so nervous . This is exactly how it was in middle school

"It's a little loud , you want to step out in the back ? " he ask . I hesitate and look around . Oh my god

"Sure " I smile and we walk to the back . He had chairs and flowers set up it was nice . "You plant these yourself ? " I ask

"Yeah , I guess you can say I have a green thumb "

We sit across from each other and he licks his lips before speaking "how is Georgia?" He ask

"It's okay " I answer

"And your mother ? "

"I don't know " I mumble

"What you mean you don't know ?"he ask switching seats to the one closest to me .

"She hasn't spoke to me since I came here to visit " I shrug

"I'm sorry "

"No it's fine I don't really think about it to much anymore " I smile . He scooted his chair closer to mine. I can feel myself tense up. He laughs

"Where is Chris ? " he ask

"He couldn't make it "

"He couldn't or he didn't want to? " he ask smiling . I look down and smile giving him his answer . "It's cool I would be mad if I was him To"

"Why ? "

"Because his pretty ass girlfriend is at a party with the finest nigga in Detroit alone in the backyard " he says. I stop controlling my body after that . I just felt numb. "Why you get so tense around me?" He asks getting closer with every word .

"You make me nervous " I manage to breath out .

"I make you nervous with my voice , imagine what I can do when I'm touching you " by now he was nose length away from my face . I couldn't control my breathing I know I was huffing like I just ran a marathon .

"Say something "he mumbles . I just stared at him . He started to move in and I just close my eyes . He laughs "my bad I was grabbing my drink " he says grabbing a drink from behind me walking back into the house .

Oh no he didn't . I follow him inside and he went upstairs to a room . I walk in with a full attitude he want to play with me , when I didn't want him IN THE FIRST PLACE .

"I don't know what you thought you were doing back there but it's not what you think I don't even want you " I tell him

"Is that right? " he smiles

"Yeah its very right "

"Then why you not with him ?" He ask sitting on the bed

"Well because ... that's not where ... it's.. that's none of your business " I tell him . I was really rambling from second hand smoke highness . If that's a thing .

"Come here " he says in a very low sexy... low tone . I walk over to him and he grabs my thighs placing me between his legs . "Say you don't want it "

"What ? " I ask

"Say it "

I thought about it and I felt so bad for wanting "it" . Latrelle has me right where he wants me and I can't move . Technically me and Chris are broken up at the moment so this isn't wrong . Right ?

RIGHT?!

"I want it " I mumble . A grin spread across his face .