"Chris " I whisper "Chris ! " I throw a rock at his window .

"What girl? " he opens the window.

" he did it again " I start to cry

"Come on " he says helping me in his room . We lay down on the bed and he holds me .

"Don't ever let go " I tell him crying in his chest .

"I won't " he says as I drift to sleep

I won't
I won't
I won't

June 9th

" best friend wake up " I hear Kimberly's voice . As I flutter my eyes open ."get dressed we're going to the mall " she throws an outfit on the bed and walks off . I yawn and got up .

The flashback I had in my sleep had me very emotional. That was the worst night of my life and Chris made it better . I knew exactly why he was mad . I treated him like dirt after all the things he did for me .

Getting out the shower I do my hygiene and get dressed . I let my hair out and let it go free , putting lipgloss on I was finally done . My outfit had me looking right .

I should have asks who was going to be there . Yesterday was horrible and I do not want to see trey again .

Going down stairs I see Kimberly's mom .

"Hey ma " I greet her .

"Hey babyyy" she hugs me "look at you looking beautiful as always " she smiles

"You look amazing as well " I tell her . I love Kimberly's mom . She had the best spirit and always smiling no matter the situation. She's been through a lot and you will never be able to tell

"Mom can you drive us to the mall today ? " Kimberly ask her .

"Oh sweetie I would but I have a double shift down at the shop , ask your brother " she tells her kissing us goodbye walking out . She's a hard worker .

"You good Kim? " I ask her seeing her face drop .

"Yeah I jus wish she didn't have to work as much you know ? "

"Yeah I understand "

We start talking and wait for Lucas to get up since he was our only source of transportation .

"Jesus fucking Christ he's taking forever let's go pour some water on him " she says

"Or we can cook him breakfast so we have a better chance of him saying yes
"  I suggest

"I wish he would say no, I will rob his ass " she says pulling a blunt out her purse .

"Kimberly " I gasp . We both agreed to stop before I left .

"Chill sis it's your vacation "she says passing it to me .

I inhale and exhale . Man I miss that feeling . We did it a couple more times before letting it out

"I smell weed " lucas ran downstairs. Me and Kim starts laughing

"Lucas take us to the mall " Kimberly says

"Brah hell nawl y'all smoke wit out me we not cool " he sat down I couldn't stop laughing.

"Cmon Lucas just take us " 

"Alright What time? "He rolls his eyes

"Around 2 "

"Who all gone be there ? "

"I don't know I ain't invite nobody though "she says . My mind started drifting off . I start thinking about Chris and what we could have been . He's changed so much since I left. He was so aggressive and he never used to act like that towards me .

I wish I could go back to the day we kissed . I would have slowed it down .

"ADORIA!" Kimberly yells snapping me back in reality.

"Huh?" I say

"Shawty geeked as fuck " Lucas laughs . " You good?" He ask me

No matter how much time I spend around this dude I still can't get over the crushies. I wonder if he knows.

" yeah " I blush

" y'all disgust me " Kimberly says going upstairs . Leaving me once again alone with her brother . I swear she asking for some nieces and nephews

"You want some breakfast? "  he ask me .

"I'm fine thank you " I slur

"Yeah you right " he smirks looking me up and down . Lord save me ." So what's up wit you and Chris ?"

"What you mean ?" I ask overly fast .

"Well after I dropped you off last night I paid him a visit to see why he had you crying , turns out he hates yo ass " Lucas laughs I chuckle

"Yeah it's pretty bad "

"Why though? " he asks

"Back when I was with trey some things went down it was crazy " I say trying not to think about it .

"That nigga trey sumn different "he responds

"You know trey ? " I ask

" yeah he my plug , guap needa fire his ass though "

I didn't know trey started selling . He always talked about it but I never thought he would do it .

"Then the bitch he with , complete fucking hoe I hit her shit like 3 times" he shook his head

"Tori? " I ask

"Yeah "

"Ew why would you even hit that " I mug him

"Well I mean you dipped so what else was I supposed to do " he smirks at me . I swear he gone get me in trouble . I blush and giggle . That must be his goal to get me to do that .

"You should make up with Chris , you can tell he missed you " lucas says eating his food

" I don't think he wants to he's pretty pissed " I tell him

"I got you"

" what you gone do ?" I ask

" just know I got you " he smiles . His smile so pretty . " you get to see my mom ? " he ask

"Yeah lovely as always " I smile thinking about her .

" I wish she could stop working so  hard  " he says

" she will " I rub his hand . He smiles at me and I smile back .

"Not again " Kimberly says . I laugh at her and get up .

"You know what I'm tired of you " lucas mugs her

"And I can't stand you  " she responds

"Keep playing you gone be standing at the bus stop " his comebacks are pure comedy.

"Come on I don't got all day "

" I gotta stop by guap crib anyways" lucas says

" oh really " Kimberly smirks.

"Guap don't want yo ugly ass either " Lucas pulls up in a drive way.

"Lucas shut up your a hater "

"Oop there go Ant you better make a decision, plankton or jack skellington ?" Lucas asks referring to Anthony or guap. Anthony was skinny and guap only had one eye. I couldn't help but to laugh. "You got 10 seconds or I'm calling ant over here" he says

He starts counting down and since Kim didn't say anything lucas honk the horn getting Anthony's attention.

"Wassup big bro " Anthony came to the car .

"Wasspoppin my nigga what y'all doing ?"

"We in here jus kicking it y'all should come in " he says.

"They tryna go to this pussy ass mall so I don't know " lucas looks over at kimberly smirking "I'm sure Kim would love to come in and chat with you though "

"Is that right " Anthony smirks at her . Lucas was laughing . I forgot where we was . That weed was kicking in.

"The fuck wrong wit you Seven? " Anthony laughs at the the clueless look on my face . I start the laugh and Anthony shakes his head .

"Cmon y'all it will only be a minute " lucas says as we get out the car .

Either they were walking very fast or I was just going slow

"Adoria come on " Kimberly grabs my arm .

" the fuck you put in that weed? Crack ?" I hear lucas ask. I really like him . These high thoughts is something else

"Bestie take my picture " Kim says . I take a couple and she finally became satisfied.

We walk into the house and the smell of weed and liquor quickly fill my nose . It brought me back to a dark place where me and trey would come here and wouldn't leave until the morning I use to be so uncomfortable.

"Hello Adoria " I jump hearing a voice in my ear .

"Why can't you greet me like a regular person? "

" why are you here?" He ask me.

"Oh I'm sorry father , I forgot to check in " I say sarcastically about to walk off he grabs my arm .

"I don't appreciate how you slapped me yesterday " he says and I say nothing .

"Where all that mouth now ? You realize that bitch ass nigga ain't here to save you huh" he tightened his grip

"Look it's not even like that "

"Nah you always used to run to him , you always wanted to be with him ! Well guess what he don't feel the same so let the shit go might as well come back to me moving states don't change all the shit you did "

"It don't Change all the shit you did either " I spat at him pushing him off and running outside . I hate him so much . He thinks he's so innocent when really he's the reason for all of my pain and suffering. Everything I did was because of him .

As I sit on the porch I try to tame my tears I here talking coming from the back . I start sneaking towards the back so I can get a better listen

"He drive a black lambo dude , we gotta kill this nigga " trey says to guap I'm guessing .

"Why what he do? " the dude ask

"He be trying my gangsta then he tryna take my bitch "

"Nigga tori ? Knowing her ass he prolly been had her " guap chuckles

"Man not her , Ad- "

"Aye y'all got some gas? " lucas came into view .

"Man yeah hold on a minute " guap told him .

"It's almost 2 and I gotta get my sister and my future BM to the mall so hurry up, " lucas says . I smile at his words .

"Man he said wait pussy " trey snaps at him . Trey has always been a hot head , but Lucas has real anger management problems .

"Shutcho ass up before I show you something lil boi" Lucas steps towards him guap pushes Lucas away .

"Cmon bro I got you " guap tells Lucas " trey this conversation is over "

I run back to the porch and act like I didn't hear anything. If trey was talking about killing Chris then I was about to have a whole other problem . I love Chris no matter how much he hates me .

"You ready to go bestie ? " Kimberly asks with her hands locked to Anthony's .

"What's going on here ? " I smirk at them

"Nun even like that"Anthony laughs .

"Let me find out " I say "Wait Anthony you going with us ?"

"Yeah Chris already up there so I thought why not shit " he answers . Awl hell .

"Ugh " I groan . They laugh at me and get in the car . I get in the passenger seat and decided to go through my Instagram to see what I'm missing in Georgia. First person I see is my fine ass bestie .

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I needed to post some pics now that I was back in my city . I wonder if Chris still has the same Instagram. I look it up and boom there it was . Wow he's changed a lot .i follow him and hope to get a follow back.

"You ready to go love ? " Lucas ask me.

"Yep " I smile . I hear Kimberly and Anthony  laughing in the backseat .

"Not lucas rkelly lil cousin " Anthony laughs.

"Y'all chill out this my big brother " I say

"Chris was yo big brother at one point to , until he stuck his tongue down your throat " Anthony says and I gasp .

"So that's all I gotta do " lucas jokes and they laugh .

We pull up to the mall and go inside .

"I'm finna go find lucas " Anthony says

"We finna go to pink " Kimberly says

"I'm finna go smoke " we laugh at lucas then go our separate ways , as soon as we Make it in pink , Kim goes off .

"BESTIE ANTHONY IS SO FINEEEE" she screams attracting stares from other shoppers . I laugh at her and listen to her story . Picking out some sets of underwear and bras along with jackets and sweats .

"So y'all date ? " I ask

"We officially talk " she tells me .

"Awe bestie you finally got your dream guy " i gush.

"I know right , your my good luck charm " she hugs me. "Your slowly getting your dream guy " she says

" maybe when I'm 18 " I smile assuming she's talking about Lucas

"I was talking about Chris " she says

" nah that's never going to be the same "

"Never say never " she mumbles . We walk around the mall getting more clothes . I got so many clothes and shoes . Kimberly has turned me into a monster .

"Bitch I'm hungry " I tell her frustrated with all of these bags .

"Imma call Anthony and see where they at "

"I really hope Chris left " I mumble to myself . Walking into the food court. I feel Chris before I even see him

"Damn where they at ? " she ask

"They By the wing spot " I tell her

"How did you know that , you didn't even look?" Ask confused I look at her then go off to get my food . I decide on chick fil a .

Getting my food I start walking towards the table . I sigh then finally get the balls to sit down .

Instantly I get hot feeling his eyes on me . I was guilty and I knew it but I just didn't want to admit it .

"Damn did y'all buy the entire store ?" Anthony ask .

"Maybe half of it " Kimberly responds. I can hear the smile in her voice .

"Seven you straight ? " Anthony ask .

"Yeah " my voice came out squeaky.

"Chris you straight? " Kim asks him

"Well I'm not gay " he responds lightening the mood . They start laughing and I join but as soon as I join Chris stops laughing . Now I was getting mad .

I let them talk and I unwrap my sandwich. It look so good I was about to take a bite but Someone grabs my hand .

Putting the sandwich back on the plate , he takes the tomatoes off of it and puts the bun back on it . I'm allergic to tomatoes. Everytime I eat them my stomach gets sick and I get hives .

"Thank you " I mumble he says nothing .

"Awl y'all cute in an I hate you kind of way " Kimberly says .

"You just like your brother " Chris says to her .

"Don't compare me to that nigga " she mugs

"Tell me why he tryna be iyanla vanzant" chris laughs

"That nigga " Anthony laughs " what he do ? "

"He gone try to tell me to change my life around type shit  and settle down wit some girl , like nah " he says . I knew he was talking about me .

"I'm some girl now ?"I ask him not caring about how stupid I look.

"Yeah bro dude be tripping " Chris ignores me talking to Anthony

"I understand what I did was wrong , but you don't have to treat me like this " I say then walk off with my bags. I had completely lost my appetite.

"Bestie Wait " I hear Kimberly calling after me . I expected her to stay with Anthony .

"I'm sorry I'll be fine just gone ahead and stay with Anthony " I tell her

"What ? No I'm staying with you " she tells me

"It's fine Kim I'll find Lucas and go home go enjoy your dream guy " I tell her , I didn't want to ruin her day . I mean she finally got the guy of her dreams .

"Alright just call me " she tells me I nod and walk around to find Lucas .

I went to Damn near every store then finally I seen him in the Nike store . I walk in and he smiles .

"Wasspoppin " he greets me . This man was so high .

"Hey , you Alright? " I ask since he could barely stand up straight .

"I'm straight ma , why you not wit Kim ant and ya boy? " he asks as we walk around .

I sigh "I don't have a boy "

"Damn he still mad ? " lucas laughs "what did you do ?"

"Promise you won't judge? "

"I promise " he says as we make it to his car .

"Pinky promise? " I ask with my pinky sticking out

"Bruh this gay ass shit " he mumbles and I laugh . He locks his pinky with mine and sits back .

"Okay so when I was 14 ,...."

Flashback

"Adoria why is that nigga here ?" Trey asks me looking out the window .

"I don't know "I lie looking at Chris standing in my driveway with flowers .

"I'll find out " trey says

" no it's oka-"

"Shut up " he hits me off of him .

" the fuck do you want ?"  trey spat at Chris .

"I'm here for Adoria " Chris says .

"What you want with my bitch nigga ?"

"I came to see if she was okay "

Trey chuckles and walks up to him . Neighbors and kids from school started coming out of there houses to watch the show . Some were even recording .

"When are you gone realize she don't want you , she kissed you because it was a dare, she hung out with you because it was a dare, she shared all that shit with you because it was a FUCKING DARE NIGGA , y'all ain't date , she ain't love you , she ain't care for yo ass ! You was a distraction while I was at practice " trey yelled at him inches away from his face .

I ran out on the porch and Chris looks at me with nothing but hurt in his eyes . "That true ? " he looks at me .

I was about to tell him no but trey looks at me . "Yes it was a dare " I say feeling my heart break into a thousand pieces .

"Adoria you don't mean that " he says . I just look at him seeing the tears forming in his eyes .

Trey starts chuckling and pushes him "fuck off my block nigga "

Chris threw the flowers on the ground and ran off . I never felt so horrible in my life . And it was all for trey . "

*flashback over *

"Dammnnn I would hate yo ass to  " Lucas shook his head .

"But it wasn't a dare though, at first it was but then I realized he was the only other than you and Kim who was there for me like he says he was , I really did love him , and that kiss me at everything to me ! I wish I could tell him that " I tell him

" just dm him " lucas tells me rolling a blunt

"Really Lucas , a heart felt message through a dm " I laugh

"Hell yah , it all goes down in the dm " he tells me "or you can just for get about him and get you a real man " he popped his collar. I laugh and go on Instagram. Looking up his page I couldn't find it .

"He blocked me " I say and Lucas busted out laughing .

"Nigga " he laughs. "You need some help help ! I got you . He grabs his phone face timing and number saved with a plug emoji.

Chris face appears he seems to be still in food court.

"Luc wassup bro " he answers

"Man wassup what you getting into later on ? " he asks

" around 4 we going to the pool you tryna push ? " he tells him

" yeah me and my shawty gone pull up " he answers smirking .

"Oh lord who you den fooled into going out with you now ?" Chris laughs . I missed his smile .

"You just don't know " he laughs . "Aye tell anthony to take my sis to the pool "

" Alright cool her friend not going right? " Chris ask referring to me . My face drops .

"Chill dude I'll see you  at 4 " lucas hung up the phone . "He ain't mean that " Lucas says .

"Yeah right " I mumble . Lucas lifts up my head and stares at me .

"Look don't let that nigga make you cry, granted you did some fucked up shit but your human and a real nigga gone realize that. Especially if he really loves you . And you can tell Chris really loves you . Plus you fine as fuck and I'm giving that nigga 24 hours to cuff or I'm snatching you up " Lucas says making me laugh.

"Thank you lucas " I smile .

"No problem , you got a bathing suit ? " yeah I actually just got one from the mall .

"Ight Imma swing by the crib real fast so you can get ready then we can go to this pool party " he tells me

"Alright "

"Take my picture " he says

"You and your sister boy " I shake my head

"Don't compare me to that slut " he laughs .

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