July 2nd

"So Lucas birthday is in two days and I don't know what to do " Kim vents as I paint her toenails.

"Well its the Fourth of July so do a firework party " I suggest .

"That sounds good , still can't believe he was born on the littest day of the year"

"That would explain why he's such a fire cracker " I say then slap my knee .

"Yeah you lame as hell " she mumbles .

I laugh "you flying amber out ? " I ask

"Yep her flight leave tomorrow night and she gone lay low until his party "

"That's good " I say . I start thinking about ms Smith . What if she isn't able to make it to his party . Lucas is going to be heartbroken . Or to high to notice . I never know with him .

"We gotta go out to get everything ready today and start setting up " she whispers

"Why you whispering ? " I ask

"Because he's up "

"How you know ? " I ask

"Listen " she whispers

"In the morning when I rise , you are the first thing on my mind and in the middle of the night I feel your heart beat next to mine " we hear him singing from downstairs. I couldn't help but to laugh . That man love that song . We start walking downstairs and we see him in the kitchen shirtless , with the broom in his and dancing .

We record him laughing , then turn the music off . "Nigga who the fu-"he starts then turns around and sees us "Yeah turn off that soft ass shit man " he try's to play it off .

"Boy you Hell " Kimberly laughs "Why you in such a good mood ? " she ask

"Ma coming home tomorrow, my birthday in two days , and we going to the fair today " he cheeses "and to top it off I'm a sexy ass nigga " he pops his imaginary collar

"Oh my god I completely forgot about your birthday " Kimberly lies .

"Yeah right , that's the best day of the year "

"What do you want for your birthday? " I ask him

"For my woman crush Wednesday to turn eighteen " he winks and I blush .

"Alright now , Chris gone beat yo ass " Kim says

"That man wild as hell" they laugh "he beat the fuck out of trey ass "

"Trey said he gone shoot him " Kim says making me get nervous . Especially since I caused all of this . I should have just told Chris earlier and all of this would have been prevented .

"Trey pussy ass ain't shooting shit " Lucas waves her off . "Now excuse me , I need to finish my song " he says walking over to his phone turning the song back on .

"Cmon bestie lets go get ready " Kim laughs and we go upstairs . While she was in the shower I decide to text Chris .

Me- goodmorning bby❤️
Loml 💍 gm
Me- you feeling okay ?
Loml 💍 yep
Me- we'll we're going to the fair later you want to come ?
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Chris been acting so distant ever since that fight . I thought it was because he was mad about the situation but it seems like he was being dry with me .

Latrelle Hey Seven ?

I look my Instagram notifications and see Latrelle text me . We're friends no reason I can't text back right ?

its.seven Hey
Latrelle my fault about trey the other day, Ian even know he knew
its.seven its all good he can't help being an asshole .
Latrelle lmao 😂 you know it's a fair out here ...
its.seven yeah I'm supposed to be going with my bestfriend
Latrelle oh okay cool , maybe I'll see you there
its.seven alright

If Chris wasn't gone act right at least somebody will . I hope he don't think what trey was saying was true .

I mean technically it is , but I want to be the one to tell him that .

Kimberly gets out the shower looking beautiful, as always . I get ready and we go downstairs.

"Ooouuu look at my girlfriends looking fine " dillyn says as we walk downstairs.

"Dillyn don't get fucked up on a Tuesday " lucas says tying his shoe .

"Lucas you look cute " I compliment him .

"Thank you baby " he smirks . I love playing with him .

"Don't boost this pussy ass kid " dillyn says and Lucas throws a cup at him . They start fighting .

"Cmon bestie take my picture " Kim says and I take it . She is a baddie

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"Best friend you are so bad " I tell her . I want to tell her that I slept with Latrelle but I feel like she would look at me different . I can barely be around her without feeling guilty . This is eating me alive .

"Adoria? " I hear Lucas call from the kitchen

"Yes love " I answer him .

"Can you take me and this homeless kid picture ?" He ask pointing at dillyn .

"Ya girl like it "dillyn smirks .

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"Who in the fuck told prince jr to comment under my picture " lucas says mugging at Latrelles comment

"Be Nice " I laugh

"Aye man let's go , I'm ready to get some fair hoes "dillyn claps .

"You ain't pulling shit " Lucas laughs

"Watch me " . We walk to the car and Lucas gets a call so he doesn't get in yet . I wonder what Chris is doing , I hope he isn't with someone else . That's the only thing I can think about , is how I would feel if he did the same thing I did to him to me . I would feel crushed . That's why I just can't tell him .

"We gotta stop by guaps " lucas says getting in the car .

"Bruh I'm deadass tired of that nigga I don't need that damn job I'm just selling drugs for fun " dillyn huffs .

"You sound dumb as hell " lucas laughs and we pull up to guaps house . I felt an unsettling feeling in my stomach . It was like something was trying to crawl up my throat .

I look up and see Latrelle walking out guaps house . Trey and guap was walking behind him and they were coming to the car . I should have known .

"Oh my fucking god this Lloyd looking muffuka always in somebody business " lucas says watching them walk up to the car

"Swear his ass annoying with that shit" dillyn adds .

"Wassup bro " they say in unison as lucas rolls down the window dapping trelle up . They fake ass.

"Wassup " Latrelle smiles then guap pushes him out the way and starts talking .

"I need you to make a drop fa me " he says . I tense up remembering those words from a long time ago . I hated being around him . I look up seeing trey staring a hole in my face mugging extra hard . I just roll my eyes and pretend to be on my phone .

"I got somewhere to be today " lucas tells guap .

"It wasn't up for discussion " guap says . Oop. Lucas scrunches up his face and starts looking in his glove department, I swear I thought he was about to pull out a gun . He starts digging in his pockets , checking in the middle compartment, and looking in the backseat

"I know Ian leave it a home " he mumbles still looking around the car .

"What you looking fa? " dillyn ask

"Who the fuck this nigga talking to " Lucas answers . I laugh quietly to myself

"Nigga you must have forgot you need me I don't need you " guap laughs

"I don't need a a got damn thing especially from you " lucas snaps

"Look guap just let him do it later on " Latrelle suggests .

"I didn't need your input eazy e " Lucas snaps at him. He just snaps at everybody when he mad . He need therapy .

"Ight look ... you can do it later just don't disrespect me nomo " guap says

"Disrespect these nuts nigga " lucas says and they laugh dapping each other up . I really didn't get males . They fight then make up so quick . Maybe that's what Chris was doing . I really hope so .

"You always giving this pussy ass nigga the easy way out of shit , what is he Yo girl or something " trey says . Guap gives him and eye and he looks the other way . Straight checked his ass .

"Let me get out of here before I have to kill some damn body " lucas mumbles dapping up guap . "Peace out Beyoncé " lucas says dapping up Latrelle . Latrelle was still happy that he even got a dap from Lucas . He was so weird .

Me- hey Chris I didn't know if you saw my last message but we're on the way
Loml💍 Ight
Me- are you coming ?
Loml💍 ig

Ughhh why is he being so dry . I hate when he gets like this , all stubborn and distant . Like I did something to him . Well... like he KNOWS I did something to him . I really should just tell him . I really should just tell everyone so we can forget about it and go back to normal. But I know people will look at me differently, I just can't keep holding on to this .

"Lucas please turn this damn song off " Kimberly groans .

"Shut up before I send you to the thugz mansion " he says referring to the song that was on . He plays that a little to much .

"Why you ain't invite ya boy to the fair ?" Dillyn ask me

"I did , but he's being an ass " I answer

"That nigga can fight , Ian even gone attempt to fuck with you cause I don't want them problems " he sighs and I laugh " with that being said ... kim ?" He smirks . Lucas thumps his forehead .

"My sister " Lucas points at Kim "and my wife " he points at me "off limits "

"You a weirdo dude " dillyn laughs . We pull up to the fair and get out. It was so nice , I had to get a picture. Standing in front of it

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"We the only lame folks that go to the fair in broad daylight " Kim says

"Shut up before I throw you in this water " lucas teases .

"Aye Adoria there go ya boy right there " dillyn says looking behind us . Chris was walking with his head down looking at his phone towards us . He wasn't texting me so what wad he doing ?

"That nigga built like a Pringle " lucas says and they laugh. I laugh walking towards him . He nearly ran me over but I stop him by his shoulders .

"Oh wassup " he says looking past me

"Wassup? "

He ignores me and starts walking towards are group . Why was he being so rude .

"Chris whoever let you walk out the house with that shirt on is not your friend " dillyn says and we laugh looking at his black shirt with stripes on the sleeves .

We were standing in line waiting to get our tickets and I try to reach for his hand but he starts stretching . I shake it off and try to stand under him but he kept moving away . It was really starting to piss me off .

"Hey y'all "

I turn around and see Anthony standing behind us looking at Kim . I think they secretly made up but is scared to tell Lucas .

"Hey " Kimberly smiles at him but tries to hide it when Lucas turns around .

"What you want ? " Lucas ask

"Oh just coming to the fair , like everybody else , a lot of people "Anthony pants nervously " witnesses " he mumbles the last part. I couldn't help but to laugh, I would be nervous if I got shot to . Hell I wouldn't even be around the person . But he loves kim so it's worth it .

I look over at Chris and he was looking everywhere but at me. I roll my eyes and by my tickets walking away . I was so sick of him and sick of myself . I haven't even gave him a reason to be mad ... well I haven't told him yet.

"Let's go on this ride! " Kimberly yells running to a green ride . We all get in line while Lucas stands off to the side

"You not getting on ? " I ask him

"Hell nah I don't do heights " he says

"Awe man all that big shit you be talking and you scared of heights nigga " dillyn laughs

"That shit not funny dude , that if the thing unbuckle and you fly off " he defends

"Ole pussy ass " dillyn laughs . It was our turn to go on I sat by Chris .

"Aye lucas take my picture " Chris says .

"You ugly as hell " lucas laughs taking his picture .

The ride starts and goes all the way up in the sky then drops down really fast. I was to distracted to even care . Chris was having the time of his life . We needa to talk .

The ride ended and we got off . "Boy that shit was ass " dillyn yawns

"Nigga yo mouth was wide open the whole time screaming " lucas calls him out .

"Nigga shut up before I strap yo ass on there "

We get on a couple more rides and Chris ignores me the whole time so I pull him to the side before he can walk off .

"What is your problem? " I ask

"What are you talking about ? " he ask with an attitude

"You ignoring me and acting distant "

"Oops " he says shrugging his shoulders walking off . I roll my eyes and walk in the opposite direction away from everyone.i wasn't mad at him because he had an attitude , I was mad cause he had every right to have one .

"Bestie !" I hear kim running after me . I sit down at a table and she does the same "what's wrong ? "She ask . She's my bestfriend, I know she won't judge me . But what if she does ...

"Nothing " I sigh

"Are you sur-"

"Seven ! "

I look up and see Latrelle walking to our table . Great ...

"Hey Latrelle " I fake smile

"Hey kim " he smiles at her "You okay ?" He ask nudging me

"Yeah "

"Well I'm about to go ride the ship , y'all wanna come ?" He ask us

"Su-" Kim starts

"We'll catch up " I cut her off .

"Alright " he says walking away .

"What was that about ? " she ask laughing . I look at her a debate on telling the truth . I probably shouldn't .

" I had sex with him " I blurt out . Why did I just say that oh my god . She spit out her water and snaps her neck at me

" adoriaaaaa"she yells

"Shhh" I tell her

"When was this ? " she ask shocked .

"During the party " I mumble

"Oh you filthy little slut " she says in a white girl voice and I laugh. "How was he ? " she smiles

"Kimberly " I gasp " I'm with Chris it was a mistake "

"Uhm honey you and Chris were broken up at the time , and in all honesty y'all look broken up now " she says . She was so right , but I still feel bad .

"So I shouldn't tell him? " I ask

"I mean I don't see why you should , y'all weren't even together "

"But we weren't exactly broken up " I say .

"Y'all some confused ass kids , that's the problem " she mumbles and I laugh .

"What about you and Anthony ? " I ask

"Ain't no me and Anthony " she lies and I smirk . "Okay okay! I miss him so much "

"Awe y'all should get back together " I smile

"He has a whole child "

"It is an strong possibility that that's not his " I defend

"But he said that it's a possibility that it might be so I don't want to take any chances until he takes a test "

"Yeah that makes sense " I say

"Cmon let's go ride this ship ride with Latrelle "she says and we get up "even though you already rode his ship ride " she laughs I push her .

We walk to the ship ride and see Latrelle standing with dillyn Chris and Anthony .

"Where is lucas ? " Kim ask

"His scary ass went to go get a turkey leg " dillyn laughs . They continue talking and Chris did everything to ignore me , he wouldn't stand by me, or look at me .

"You straight?" Latrelle ask me while chris , Anthony , and dillyn were talking

"Yeah " I mumble

"What's wrong with you and Chris ?"He ask me .

"I don't even know " I shrug

"Don't let me have to snatch you up " he says making me smile . "He better get his act right " . I look up seeing him mugging us . Ohhh that's the problem.

It was are turn to get on the ride and surprisingly he sat by me . " Adoria I'm about to ask you this one time and one time only " he says in a very serious tone , I got nervous . " did you go to his party? " he ask and I gulp .

"Whose party ?" I ask trying to stall . I knew exactly who he was talking about . He looked over at me and start mugging .

"Don't play with me "

"Chris I-" the ride started and the wind was very strong . Thank god . I was hoping the ride last forever so I didn't have to talk about this .

I look at Kim she was smiling holding Anthony's hand . I look at dillyn he was laughing with Latrelle . Oh Latrelles smile was so pretty . I look at Chris he looked so hurt like he knew my answer before saying it .

The ride stops and I take my time getting off . I walk to the bench and sit down . He stands up over me and crosses his arms .

"I went " I mumble . I hear him start to chuckle . "Chris I'm sorry I was going to - "

"Did you fuck him ?" He ask

"Chris .."

"Did you fuck him ? " he ask again calmly .

I look up at him and sigh "...yes " I whisper and he clenched his jaw . "Chris I'm sorry " I cry trying to grab his hands .

"Don't touch me " he mumbles . He shakes his head and walks off . I chase after him all the way to the exit of the fair

"Chris you have no reason to be upset , you broke up with me " I yell

"That don't give you the green light to fuck another nigga " he turns around a screams . It was so much pain in his voice .

"I was vulnerable, Chris it was a mistake " I say

" how many mistakes you gone have Adoria ? How many does it take for you to realize not to fuck up no more !"

"I'm sorry " I whisper

"I'm sorry to" he says and walks off .

"Chris please don't leave me " I yell after him . But he keeps walking .

I can't win for loosing