I have never been in love, so no boyfriends. But, we can also write this letter to ex-crushes. So here I go.

Warning- This gonna be a long letter :p

Dear ex-crushes,

You were nice enough to be my crush but you weren't good enough to be my love. You lasted from 5 minutes to 1 year but can you blame me ? I mean as soon as my crush started showing interest in me,mine ended. There are many times,when we friends would be reliving our old memories and then the crush counting will be started and my friends will be like,' you forget him'. My friends remember you better than me.

But, there are few whom I wanna mention.

Dear Rajiv Khandelwal,

You were my first crush. 'Sujal Gharewal' is my dream man. I was crazy about you. You remember the scene,in which you burned the bed, dude that scene showed what true passion and heart break is. They say true that first crush will always remain special and so are you.

Haye Shab,

I know that's not your real name. But we gave you this name because you used to always sing,' tu hi meri shab h'. You were my first 4-D crush and I miss you alot. You are the only guy that can claim that I was interested in him. I used to learn badminton and bicycle only for you, so that I can see you and irony is, till date I can't learn both of them properly. You remember our first meeting. I blasted on you and your reply was 'haye-haye' and I wasn't able to see your face only hear your voice. I was in love with your eyes and I haven't seen anything more beautiful. There are so many embarrassing moments with you but they are cute. It was my reflex action that whenever I used to come in your lane my eyes automatically flew to your house and today also,I look at it and smile. There was a huge age difference between us and so you never entertained my crush and for that I respect you but your friends and there song really got on my nerves.

Anshu,

You were one of my crush and also a nightmare. I don't remember you because of good memories. My crush lasted for only few hours. You remember when we first saw each other, you were talking to someone on phone and when you turned to look at me, you just stood there looking at me, forgetting about the person on the phone and so did I. My friend had to break the spell and when she told me that you were my another friend's crush, mine ended. But you were the one that taught me why should a girl fear a guy and the smile that I liked can still make me shiver in fear.

Dear Mr. Ramswroop,

I don't know your real name and I saw you only thrice. I was in B.Tech third year. I studied in BBD and you in SRM so 3 times we took same auto. You were cute. You were a mechanics,4th year student, I saw it on the question paper you were solving and your writing was so damn good. Crazy of me but I always thought, if we had kids you are gonna taught them how to write because my writing is so bad.

Dear J,

This letter can't be completed without you. I had this big infatuation on you, yep it was more than a crush. There was a point when I thought it was love but naah pulkit bhai was right. Everyone was against the idea of 'us', your friend,mine friends, my bro. Yep, because their innocent girl can't be with a playboy. I cried for you,I fought for you. And then they gave me a choice between you and them and I choose them. You are my junior today and I never acknowledge you, I try but when you say hi or smile I had to acknowledge you. You remember one day you came and said,' bhool gai kya mjhe ?', Na, I just don't care. You never knew I had a crush on you. I am saving you from my friend wraths,though you were a school case but my college friends hate you. I am sorry, if your training for college community was tough,but tahir hated you so he was extra tough on you. Honestly, there was many a time but I had to save you from pitai because, they never liked your thoughts about me. There are good memories with you but I don't care about them. You shouldn't have destroyed a girl's life and I am lucky there are people to protect me and my fragile heart. Glad, you were not my first love.