Dear Jhalli, Kadu and Sammy.

I know I have to write a letter to one person but like one can't choose between their heartbeat and breath, I can't choose between these three devils.

I know this letter won't be enough to express my love and gratitude for you. But, then I have always made sure that everyone in my life know their worth and my love for them by my over expressive nature, random Love-you-hamesha and know-your-worth messages and small gestures.

One question that whether people ask me today or 30  years later, I'll  always give the same answer, the question is "What is the most precious thing that I have earned in my life ? " My answer is "Jyoti, Smita and Saumya."

Ma, papa and big bros are God's gift but you three I have earned in my life by my love, care and affection.

You were the people I had disliked from their 1st impression and today you are the people I can't imagine my life without.

You three are very different from one another but when it comes to love me you three are alike.

From always motivating  me , to pampering me. From holding my hand while crossing the road, to making sure that I don't walk on right side of the road. From threatning the person who misbehaved with me,to making sure that I reach home safely. From making sure that I don't get sacred of my stalker, to feeding me a lie that someday someone will fall in love with me and will love unconditionally and truly.You listen to all those pathetic creepy songs  that I sing, bear with my non-sense talks, become a shoulder when I need to cry and to become my wings when I am too scared to fly, hear my rambling that how hot someone is and then after few days I'll come and say "yaar crush khtam ho gaya mere.", listen to all my doubts and fear. You  have always been there for me, I can't remember a single moment when you were not. Thank you so much, I'll always be indebt to you.

You guys take care of me like I am still a baby, call my innocence ,my dumbness, bully me ( ragging bolna chaiyhey :p ), and those jokes on the romantic life of me and my future hubby...aahaan...are you getting it :p

And you know what's the best part of our friendship. We all have temper and ego problems when we get in our 'come-lets-have-fight' mode but when its between us and we realise that its going out of hand, we automatically calm ourselves and then the other.

Jhalli, It have been 17 years to our friendship and there  are many more to come. There has a been thousands times scratch millions when I have said that I am gonna leave you. But  get this I am not gonna leave you. You are my soul friend, remind me of my roots, my begining. You are right, our husbands would be so much jealous of our bond. My 21st birthday thanks for making it so special and your amazing poems, I know you are embrassed of them but they are the cutest line  that anyone could ever write for me. And haan when you got drunk, kitey random logon se maffi magani maine. And you proposed me to marry you and then become your bhabhi...decide kar lo ek proposal to haan bolno mein. But, never pull that stunt again or this time I'll slap you.

Love you hamesha !

Kadu, ohh my next birth boyfriend :p It have been 13 years that we are planning to kill each other but haven't been successful yet :p You know what I love most about you ? Its your magic that whenever I am sad , I simply come to your house , you look at my face and say "kya hua mere sweety ko bolo." And until I tell you, you won't budge.Arey haan you were the first drunk person I have handled and I am still angry that how can you be so irresponsible ? And do you know you are the most possessive person in my life. And I am so angry, I make pizza for you guys, 4 pizza in one go but I don't get a single slice. And tum kbi mjhe kuch mat khilana bnaney ka.

But still love you hamesha.

Sammy, you were the one who stood by me when no one was there. The only person who stood by me and supported my decision. Kbi-kbi lagta h ki if you weren't there for me, I wouldn't have survived that phase and come out this much strong. I'll fall short of words to express how much you mean to me. You mean a lot, bht jayada. May be I won't be ever to tell you this but you are more precious than my heartbeat. You know right now this letter is wet because of my tears because I am getting senti for you. You provide a kind of stability in my life, bring me to my sense when I am stubborn, remind me how strong I am and at last connects me to my morals because we both share the same. If you wouldn't have been there with me, I won't have been able to survive 2 years of B.Tech. Those 2 devils know there worth, its high time I should tell yours. I love you a lot , you mean a lot to me. You are my confidence,my strength. You know when I lost tahir you said,"Jo b hota h achey k liye hotey h." And true, I got a Friend like you and haan also thanks to mechanics special exam ,vo hmari friendship ki start thi. You remember one year back when people used to ask that if I had to choose between my best bhai tahir and you whom I would choose ? You and I knew , I'll give one answer Tahir . But, today I'll say I can lose million of Tahir and get hurt, if atlast I get you. You are my first reader and the reason I write novels.

Love you hamesha.

My greatest fear is losing you three, no matter how stray I go,how much I hurt you, don't leave me. Stay ! Please. Stay !

Bahut senti ho gaya na...I know...and at last mjhe kaisey jhel letey ho yr bravery award milna chaiyhey tm logon ko...Hmein kissi ki nazar na lagaye touch wood..thu..thu..thu...