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Honestly, I don't hate you. Hate is such a strong emotion and I don't feel that for anyone. You had hurt me, indirectly yes ! But, to be very honest. I pity you. Yep, I pity you. A girl with so much insecurities and not a single friend.  Are you happy now ? You broke our whole group. Tell me something where I and my other friends lacked to make you feel like a friend. We did everything, everything. There was a time when we took your side though he was our friend. There  were times when I used to tell you that I am always there for you as a friend 24x7. You knew how much he mean to me. My tears weren't prove of it ? How can you be so double faced ? You used to talk sweetly to us and then within 2 years showed your true face. How can you get so much time to plan and plot and even mind to do that ? Everyone, everyone hate you.

Did you ever realised what effect those things had on me ? I couldn't sleep at night, I used to cry a lot, I would be studying and your and his venomous words would cross my mind and I would become numb. That time, I didn't fight with you because I was too shocked too and I am not that type of person. But today, don't challenge me.

You know those things changed me alot. I am a more strong girl now. I guess I was never strong before. I don't depend on anyone not even emotionally. I don't cry infront of anyone who know when they'll me hurt me where they know is my weakest link. I don't take anyone's help except few, who knows when they'll rub it on my face. I can never let my guard lose and deny to feel weak . I don't trust easily. I have created a more strong wall around me.

I am more happy today, because I know I can survive in any condition. And I have real people around me. I gained alot. But, those things, they still hurt and they will always. Are you happy that I walked away ? I am happy I walked away, trust me I am.

You know I never cursed anyone but I used the F word for you and not to forget I didn't back stabbed like you. I said it on your face. You blamed me I wanted to be his priority and was jealous of you, so I plan and plotted. You know this I can't ever plan and plot, I don't have a time to. And seriously, I don't even ask people to love me back, priority is a very different topic, you can ask that to people who really know me.

And hey, always look down when you walk because you'll find your mentality on the road.

Sammy is right you never had friend so you don't know the pain of lossing them.