Dear P. Bhai,

If ever you see this letter, I know you'll feel bad and may be get angry too. But, its true I am drifting away from you. No, I haven't  completely drifted away from you but I am under the process.  You haven't realised this yet ? I don't expect you to.

My calls have reduced from once a week to once in a month. I don't tell you anything, at least not my problems. I don't ask you for anything.

Does that ring a bell ?

I am just proud of one thing. We were introduced by someone else and though we are not friends with her , we are friends.

You always tell me that if you can't express my worth that doesn't mean I don't have any. But, why I can't feel that value ? You know I don't trust words, I trust actions. From last 3 years, I have only been disappointed and hurt. You say, I should call you whenever I need but whenever I need you, you are not there. I never demanded anything, small gestures and small efforts make me happy and feel loves but with you...let it be.

I'll always love you bhai. I'll always respect you.I'll always care for you. I'll never give up on you. But, I don't have any expectations from you. I had stopped making you feel my presence. I don't have any compliant from you. I can't make anyone value me.

Love you hamesha ;)