Dear D,

I don't talk to you as much as I want or you want and no one but I am to blame for it. All I want in my relations are loyalty, no matter you are right or wrong, I'll be there for you but all I got from you was lie. We were best friends, I always stood for you, even when our group broke, I stood by you against everyone. Even when our school got over and we joined different college, I always made sure, you are ok, there is no problem,tried to talk to you once a week, always asked if you are doing well in your life. I trusted all your words. You always came to me, when you were at the verge of being destroyed. But, then one problem of your life and you told to me was lie or half truth and I was hurt and speechless. So, I gave on you. I didn't break the friendship but you know I am not same. You don't know what I went through that time, how broken I was, I was suffering too in my life but still I stood by you.

You remember once you said, ' I took you for granted and I lost you'. You regret it but I am sorry I don't believe in regrets. You ought to know my value when I am with you, when I walk away I don't come back. You regretted alot but I am sorry I don't feel the same. I tried alot to be back but I can't pretend. When I stop caring, I do. I solved the fight between you and R and you are best friends again after 4 years and you asked me to get back but I am not coming back. There is only a point  I can take, I don't give up easily. So, you may guess how hurt I was.Everyone tried talking to me, that you miss me alot but I am just too stubborn.

I am not coming back, I don't believe in regrets, I give alot to relation and I never asked you guys to reciprocate but you guys sometimes cross the limit and lose me and I am sorry !. I wish I wasn't so complicated and stubborn and we would have shared the same bond.