Mr. /Ms / Mrs. Stranger.

No I won't call you dear because I am very particular about the words I use and I don't use them until I mean each of them. Trust me, I have trusted people's words and at last I am left with some empty words. And you are just a stranger not someone dear to me.

If you would compare me with the person I was two years back and I am today, you'll find so many changes but they are positive changes at least that's what I have been told.

When you'll meet me you'll think I talk so much, I am always excited, kind, vulnerable, get easily emotional black mailed and depend on my loved ones so much.

Yep, I talk a lot but hey I love that about me.
I am always excited because I want to live every moment kya pta kal ho na ho.
I am kind and I can' t say no because I think how will I react if someone behave the same with me or say me no and I know I will be hurt, so why hurt someone ?
I am vulnerable and alot but I know how to rises from my ashes like a Phoenix.
I get easily emotional blackmail even by my enemy but hey I value emotions.
I depend on my loves ones but I am independent on my own ways.

Hurt me I'll forgive you. Hurt my loved ones I'll make sure you rot in hell.

Lucknow ki tehzeeb and tameez bht h mjhmein so you won't find me fighting or cursing. But, yep when I am angry because you had hurt my love one then a knife will be better then my tongue :p

My life revolve around my relationships and I can do anything for them. People call me dumb but that's my innocence. I have been pampered a lot and protected a lot so you may guess that my friends are very particular about people in my life. I don't usually lie and if I love you I'll be loyal to you my entire life.

You may call me self obsessed but I am self loving. I may lack so many things but then I wasn't born to be perfect. You can't make me feel low so don't try it..

I don't trust people I have been ditched alot.
Don't get me on my stubborn mode, honestly even my best friends can't handle me then. I am still a baby at heart, I cry when I see others crying even in a movie or novel. I don't have enough brain to plan and plot against people. I don't care about others until they need my help. Only what my special people thinks matters to me. I don't interfer in anyone's life not even in my loved ones and that they hate about me alot. I don't believe in revenge so when you'll hurt me and make my cry I'll forgive you and ignore you and yep, when I walk away from someone I don't return back no matter how much the person regret. I give my everything to a relation but sometimes they think it's my weakness.

I love dark chocolates. I love gol gappey,you can just give me them and I'll love you. I love candyfloss. I love balloons. I love bubbles. I love fairytales.  I love Manchurian. I love cooking for others. I love  making people loved and feel special. I am an over caring and over expressive person. Sometimes, I feel   I am too excited and optimistic for my own good. I talk to myself. I day dream a lot. I will love you no matter you don't do. What's in my heart that's on my tongue, you may call me blunt but it keeps my heart pure so I won't change it. I don't believe in making life and relations complicated so don't worry if you' hurt me I'll eventually come and tell you that you have hurt me.

I can go on and on about me. But, hey don't try to know me closely or else you'll fall in love with me ;)