OH MY FREAKING GOD IT IS THE LAST DAY ALREADYYY!!!!!!! Like what?! This passed by so quickly!

DAY 30: Write about what you feel when you write

I feel like I can let myself do what I want. I feel in control. I feel in control of the words in my mind. But I also feel powerless, because my mind is dwarfing my ability to write. There's so much going on in there, in that head of mine, that I wish I could be able to express on paper, in letters and words, but it's so damn hard. 

When I write, I also feel like I have a purpose. A small purpose yet it means a bit. I feel like it's the only talent I have, so when I write, I try to my best, because since it's the only thing I know how to do, might as well do it well, right?

When I write, especially when the words just come naturally, I feel so happy. I feel good. I feel like I am finally good enough. And that feeling is just so amazing. 

I also feel like myself when I write. Not when I'm writing a text, no. When I'm writing a story, a character, there's a bit of me in there. It's one of my characters exaggerated and turned into another person, it's really nice. So when I wrote a story, there's me in it, and so when I reread my stories/chapters I see a bit of my self or old self and that makes me smile. 

You know, little me was talented. 

Either way, I'm getting off-topic. So, writing makes me feel three things: in control, powerless, good enough, and happy. 

And that's the end of the 30 day writing challenge. I'll miss this... but it was worth it :) 

Love you guys!
Naya ❤❤