Skylark...

We only knew each other for barely a month, before you chose to go.. why?..

Aye, I know, you lost your best friend on her wedding day, and your mum the day after, but.. I still don't understand why you left this world.

In my heart, I have forgiven you, and I have stopped mourning. I mourned for a year, and I think that is enough for any one person, no matter how well-loved they are.

I still ponder over whether what they said of you, of whether you were bi or not, was true.. I want so badly to see you in Heaven when my turn finally comes.. not seeing you being tortured below my feet..

My heart has passed on now.. after you died, I thought I could never be friends with, much less fall for another emo girl without thinking of you.. but I was wrong. Dani is a very amazing person. A horrid past, but a beautiful heart, and faith like a mountain. Next summer, when she finishes up with college, she might actually come up north, to see me. Bless her, I dinnae deserve another chance at love, but.. God works in funny ways, doesn't He?

Rest in peace, Skylark. You deserve it.