26th July

Tu abhi tak yahi hai ? ... He asked taken aback slightly as he looked at her sitting over the bench looking ahead at the calm lake

Her eyes fluttered slightly as he listened to him her heart beat increased

As she stood up a small smile curled over her lips at least he came ...

While he stood at a distance from her his eyes reflecting disappointment

It's his birthday today she had called him to celebrate in the midday

And now it's almost 9 pm ... She is waiting for him wasting her whole day didn't even noticed why she looked so tired

Aaja cake cut kare ... She whispered she didn't expected him to come but atleast he showed up to her that's what matters the most

While he felt a little guilty he just came celebrating his birthday with yid friends neglecting her

Tu dopeher se yahi hai ? ... He asked his tone neglecting hint of emotion

While she nodded

Mujhe lga tha tu nhi aane wala... Bas jaane lagi thi

Tu Aisa kyu karti hai ? ... He asked his tone slightly irritated she was snapped back at his tone

Mujhe nhi smjh Mai aata tu mujhse chahti kya hai ... Kyu peeche peeche ghumti hai mere kyu intzaar krti hai ? ...tujhe kyu smjh nhi aata kr humare beech kuch nhi ho skta hai Sana .... Sidharth whispered his tone betraying every emotion Sana felt her
Heart crushed under the weight of his words

When all she ever said was silence sidharth took a step back nodding his head in no

Pta nhi kaise mai tujhe samajh nhi pata hu kabhi ...

Mai hostel wapis Jaa ra hu ... Without waiting for her he made his way while she stood there and chuckled looking at the cake krt infront of her

It was his favourite flavour mango and cherry weird yet tastes good

She sat there again looking at the lake

Itna kuch suna ke chala gya...ek baar meri bhi sun leta ... She bit her lips looking at the report kept in her side as she caressed it slowly

Mai aah bharoon tu Haaye kare
Bechain likhu bechain ho tu

Fir bechaini ka be kaatu
Tujhe chain Zara sa ho jaye

Batane ki zrurt nhi hai lafzon Mai mujhe ki mujhe tujhse pyaar hai ..ye tu bhi jaanta hai bas issiliye mujhe door bhagta hai ...

Ab na jaane kaise mai tujhe apne kareeb laa paungi pehle lagta tha sab kuch aasan hai

Ajj tere mere darmiyaan jo faasle dekh liye ab lagta hai sach mai sab kuch mushkil

Bachpan.se hi sirf tere saath hi rhi hu tere alawa mera koi tha hi nhi na koi dost na koi family na koi bhai na behen na kuch mera toh sab kuch sirf tu hi hai

Or tere liye mai kuch nhi ... she whispered as a line tear fell down her eyes she chuckled

Dost ke naate jaan toh leta teri dost ki halat kya hai ... She bit her lips

Abhi ain likhu tu soche mujhe
Fir sheen likhu teri neend ude

Jab qaaf likhu tujhe kuch kuch ho
Mai ISHQ likhu tujhe ho jaye

Mai tere liye hi yaha aayi thi ... Kyuki tu nhi chahta tha akele rehna ...her eyes brimmed with tears as she reminded the one moment from there past

Both Sana and sidharth were in class 10th Sana was a little weaker in maths and sidharth was teaching her some sums

It was late in the night when sidharth kept his head over the study table while Sana still solved the sums ...

Sidharth murmured something as he fell into sleep

2 saal baad mujhe smase door Jana padega ... He whispered in his sleep

Akele rehna padega ... Hostel Mai sabse door ... Mumma papa ...Sana ... Sana's heart fluttered when he took her name she smiled softly she knows how much he desires to be an Engineer

But realising that he have to live away and alone from everyone curbs her heart
From that same day she was determined to crack jee along with him

Mai tere liye hi ayi thi or tu hi mujhe nhi chahta ... She chuckles her heart felt heavy as she looked at the time

She collected her stuff and gave the cake box to a boy who thanked her happily

She smiled

Sana ? ... Turns around sa she found shivin staring at her softly

She nodded her head asking why did he called her he came near her

Tu yaha kya kar rahi hai bey ? ... Asked as he snakes his arms around her shoulder she felt even more weakening in her body as she removed his hand

Kya hua tujhe ? Tbiyat thik hai ?

Han thik hi hai ... She hugged as she felt her body looseing up a little

Mai bhi saath hi chlta hu hostel tak fir ...shivin said concerned for her she looked weak and pale

Sana nodded as she moved slowly staggering her self to reach home it was tiring to sit all day knowing that her condition doesn't allow her much

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Sidharth layed down on his bed looking at his books which he couldn't concentrate

Aj bohot suna Diya usko ... He bit his lips

Wo mere birthday ke liye hi ruki thi or maine usko itna suna Diya ...

Ek baar dekhu wo hostel agyi ke nhi ...he asked himself keeping his books aside he moved out of his room looking out of the balcony gate when he sees her entering the hostel along with shivin as he carries her stuff

A pinch of jealousy came in his heart as he looked at shivin who touched her arm adoring her softly as he took her to her room ... Then bidding bye from the door
He huffed making his way back to his room

Bohot log hai uski chinta krne ke liye ... He looked at his books his voice harsh

Usse zrurt nhi hai meri ... Waise bhi mujhe kya wo jiske saath bhi rahe jiske saath hangout kare ... He made a face ... Still didn't liked the way shivin touched her

Mujhe kya mtlb... He again whispered to his heart revising the notes he made for chemistry

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She layed down in her room as the moonlight peaks in her room softly that is why her room is her favourite

She dragged herself to stand over the window ... Her body felt tiring as she took support of it

It was there habit that they shared all their secrets under the moon

She remembers how the way he used to admire the moon looking at it so calmly so peacefully

Watching him look at the moon was her favourite space

Kya usko kabhi meri aankhon Mai bhi nhi dikhta ? She asked the moon

4 saal hogye ...she bit her lips

Ye dooriyan khatam hi nhi hui

Ab lagta hai jaise 4 saal Mai khatam nhi Hui ...

3 mahino mai ho payengi ? She asked softly

Ab jo hoga wo kismat ... Ab mai uske peeche nhi jaungi ... She whispered promising to herself to not to go behind him and bother him anymore ..

She is tired ... So tired of not to be loved of continuously running behind him

Now she just wants to stay at one place ... Wanting to wait for him till the end of her life ...

Ek akhri baar toh mil hi lega na wo merse ... Agar wo nhi ho paya toh ... Khair she laid down over her head realising her body burned with fever and she felt too weak to stood up and ask for medicine ...

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1 st update ... Hehe

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