It was time for them to leave for the trip .... As Sana came with her back pack shivin held out his hand for her

Sidharth who stood there in the corner looked at his hand forwarded then looked away feeling a burn in his chest he shrugged

But when she took his hand the burn intensifies

Ye sab hogya ho toh chale ? ... His voice cold and harsh looking at the trio shivin who was busy looking at sana ... Sana who didn't wanted to hurt shivin took his hand and shreya who was busy taking selfies for her uttrakhand diaries

The trio flinched with his voice lacing with sudden coldness

Shreya holds sidharth's arm into hers

Arey Tum gussa kyu krre ho ... Sana looked at her hand linked around his arms then looked away

Again he didn't pushed her maybe he likes her only ....

Her heart pained at the thought

Is she that bad ? ....

Chlo chale ... Woohooo ...shivin who held Sana's hand ran towards the standing bus sidharth rolled his eyes and walked slowly

Gritting his teeths as shivin already sat down beside Sana .

Sana looked at sidharth trying to recognise the unfamiliar bitter look over his face whenever he saw shivin close to her

Is he jealous? ...

Why would he ? He ain't in love with you stop dreaming

Sighs she looks outside silently

Sidharth who took the opposite seat with Shreya kept his eyes trained over her as their trip started

Shreya who already slept kept her head over sidharth's shoulder

Sana who wanted to ignore the burning feelings and hurt looked at them ... Sidharth who clearly looked expressionless and Shreya who slept being close to him ...keeping her head over his shoulder

Sana looked outside not realising that he made safe distance from just right after she suddenly dropped her head in his shoulder

She reminded one memory from there childhood the memory when Sana and sidharth travelled to a school trip

A small smile adored her lips remembering the moment's

Sana and sidharth sat together in the bus as they were coming back from the trip the tired Sana who fell asleep keeping her head over sidharth's shoulder

She murmured something in her sleep as comfortably leans over him for support

Tu meri jagah kisi ko nhi Dene wala na....

Sidharth chuckled softly at her he knows how possessive she is for him ...

As If she owns him and that's the truth that ... She really owns a peice of his heart which is his comfort knowing whoever will break his heart

She would never ❤️

Kabhi nhi

Her eyes welled at the image of shreya keeping her head over his shoulder ... She sniffled softly keeping her eyes trained over the window not wanting to look towards them

Not knowing that sidharth had made distance from Shreya removing her head from his shoulder

She was in her own world ...hurted when sudden tiredness hitted her as she fell in sleep

After a few hours of travel when the bus entered the area of higher altitude Sana started to feel restless

The more area bus covered the more she felt her breath knocking out of her lungs as she breathed heavily her sleep broke

Sidharth who was cautious enough noticed how much difficulty she had in breathing before shivin could react to her situation

Sidharth stood up from his seat

Tu meri seat par chla jaa usse Mai dekh lunga ... He said tapping in feet in a continuous anger building up inside him as he knew her condition would deteriorate

But Sana is Sana ... She won't listen ...

He sat down near her as shivin stood up his eyes silently trained over Sana as he moved to the seat near Shreya saddened with the thoughts that

It was always sidharth ... He has always been the side character in her life ...

Always neglected by sidharth ... He shrugged his thoughts knowing that his feelings for Sana would definitely hurt him because he is well aware that

Sana loves sidharth

That ain't no doubt the way she looks at him ... As If he is her whole world ❤️

Shhh ... Bs panic mat kar ... He rubbed her back gently as he made her sip some water she stared at him her breathings ragged ...

Shant hoja kuch nhi hua ... He leans over as he opens the window letting some air come in

Saans le ... Genri saans le ... Mere saath ...she imitates his actions and he held up rubbing her hand knowing she would need him ...

Thik h abhi ? ... Her nose got red as her cheeks cold ...

Tbhi mana kiya tha tujhe ... Par tu hai ke sunti nhi ...he sighs heavily controlling his anger he knows she is sensitive and yelling over her won't make any difference it will only worsen her state

Thik hai na abhi ? ... He asked gently .. his voice as soft as if handling a small kid

She smiled her heart at peace as he held her she leans over to the seat and nods her head

Aankhein khol ...he demanded ...she slowly opened her eyes as he held her chin turning her face to the view outside the window

The beauty of the mountains as she squealed happily

A smile lingered over her looking at her from the corner of his eyes

Pump lena hai ? Ya thik hai abhi ? ... He asked gently as she looked at him her eyes welled with so much emotions his heart skipped the beat

Knowing what emotions were in her eyes ...still his heart didn't agreed to make distance between them

Thi.k hu ...she sniffled weakly smiled slightly feeling his presence near her

Soja ... Thodi der baad bus rukegi toh uthaunga thik hai ...he whispered as he made her lean her head over his shoulder

Her place ❤️

He remembered the details ...

He tapped her head softly in a calming manner making her know that she is ok ... And calm ... Her mind relaxed as she finally recognised the warmth

Her face showed the calmness

As sidharth's hand covered her eyes causing her to sleep

On the other hand sidharth who felt his emotions bubbling up all of a sudden

Remembering there closeness 4 years back ... He was the one behind there distance ..

It was maybe his mistake but his intentions were never wrong

They were kids ...Sana ws too possesive for sidharth ...

Sidharth knew she had feelings for him ... But he didn't wanted the feelings she had for him to become her weakness her obsession

Sidharth knew Sana really didn't had anything for herself in her life it was all sidharth ...

He wanted her to have her space away from him ...he wanted her not to be so dependent upon him ...

But at the the same time he was a kid too ... Reluctant to make distance he just pushed her away ...stopped talking to her ... But these 4 years were hell for him too ..

He was habitual of her taking care of him when he pushed her away ...he was alone too ...
Because the level of comfort he had with her was never the same with anyone
But when he realised he saw sana growing on her own ... Making her own wishes apart from him. ...

He saw sana who started to think about herself ... Apart from him she did things which made her genuinely happy

It was not that he completely ignored her the 4 years ... But he drew lines

He cared for her ...without her knowing ... He took efforts for her not loud enough for her to know but in the peaceful silence

For his heart to know ❤️

He smiled gently holding her in his arms

Tera mera rishta hai kaisa ?
Ik pal door gawara nhi

Tere liye har roz hai jeete
Tujhko Diya mera waqt sabhi

He knew he was at fault ... But he knew what he did was somewhere right for her

She had her whole life ahead ...

It ain't like he never felt anything for her

But the feelings he had for was way too silent for him to recognise them as love

And he didn't wanted her to get hurt knowing he doesn't feels the same for her

Tujhse dooriyan zruri hai ... Tere nazdeek aake dil dhadakta hai ... Kuch hota ... Kuch smjh hi nhi aata ...

He chuckles at his conflicting thoughts

Koi lamha mera na ho tere bina har saans pe naam tera

Kyuki tum hi ho ...✨

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After sometime when the bus got to it's first stop it was a dhaba for the breakfast

Sana who was sleeping peacefully without sidharth his head over hers

Shreya who cooed softly looking at them as she looked at shivin

Ye dono saath kitne pyare lgte hai na ? ... She said dreamily

As she took out sidharth's camera snapping there picture

Shivin smiled and nods his head

Shreya kept the camera back as she gently woke up sidharth

Who stirred in sleep opening his eyes

Shivin and Shreya told him about the dhaba as they left the bus along with other passengers

Sidharth who looked over at sana her head on his shoulder he gently lifted his hand and caressed her forehead softly

Sana ... He whispered to her ear causing her stir and snuggle to his warmth more sidharth chuckled at her clingy behaviour

Uth Jaa bhook nhi hai ? ... He asked softly as she opened her eyes

Hum pohoch gye ? She rubbed her eyes not knowing where they were

Abhi kaha se pohoch gye gadhi ... Abhi toh 4 ghnte hue hai nikle hue bs ... Sidharth laughed as she made a pout angrily

Kya hai tujhe ... She whines sleepily

Mujhe nhi jaana ... Hatt jaa tu ... She whines pushing away sidharth laughed at her expressions

Teri favourite Maggi or Paratha ... Or chai garam garam ...pahado ko dekhte hue ?.... Tujhe nhi khana kya ...thik hai toh mai toh jaara hu ... He stood up from his seat

Sana who was tempted by the food and the view stood with him

Tu bohot bura hai ... She exclaimed he nods his head

Pta hai ... Agli baar aisa kuch btana jo na pta ho ab chl ... Gadhi kahi ki ...

Saans lene mai problem toh nhi hai ? ....he asked though she looked fine still he wanted to confirm

Ab thik hu ...smiled cutely

He nodded his head in disbelief and took his camera with himself as they both got down the bus

Making there way to where shivin and Shreya sat

Thik hai tu abhi ? ... Shivin asked as he munched over his Paratha sidharth rolled his eyes

Sana smiled gently nodding

As sidharth ordered there food Sana looked around herself for the view the mountains

So prettily covered with the white clouds on the top ... The combination of green and blue ....

It looked so peaceful so still so ethreal

Sidharth who looked at her looking at the view

Took his camera as he snapped her picture secretly ...when shivin and Shreya moved to order something more for themselves

Ye kitna sundar hai na ? ...she turns her head her heart skipped a beat as she looked at him staring at her

He turned his heada way nodding

Khana khaa ... He gave her a sign whole munching over his Paratha she took the bite of

Pahadon wali Maggi

The same Maggi that's tastes so different in this kind of weather

Tu nhi khayega? ...she asked as she realised he didn't ordered Maggi for himself

Nh bacha nhi hu teri tarah ... Rolled his eyes

Sana made a face

Khake dekh ... Order na kari toh naam badal dio

Naam badal ke gadhi rkh duna suit krta hai tujhe waise bhi ... Smirked looking at her cribbed expressions

Agr tabiyat kharab nh hoti toh itna maarti na ... Yaad rkhta

Na nhi rkhta yaad bachpan Mai bohot maar khayi hai wo yaad rkhi jo ye yaad rkhta ? ... He said looking at her

Sidharthhhhh.....she whines

Acha khila ... Chuckles as she made him eat the bite of soulful hot Maggi

He nodded his head

Lying

Thik hi hai ....GADHII ... he won't let her win no matter how tempted he is to order for himself

Sana who made a face

Baat hi mat kar ....

He chuckled

...............

You all were too quick to judge sidharth ... Haina haina ?

I hope his pov got clear ❤️