It was morning as Sana fluttered her eyes open ... She saw him sitting there near her her hand resting in his palm as her heart fluttered softly

She took her hand up and gently caressed his face not wanting to wake him up

A smile formed on her face as she looked at him his eyes closed her sat there near her and took care of her whole night

Why does he always do that ? She knows that he cares for her she have always noticed his efforts ...but she wants him to show her

She knows that he won't let her go ... But still he just pushed her away from him ...

Is he really coming to her ? ...he won't push her again right ?

She smiled softly believing and hoping

As she gently kept her head on his heart not waking him up ... Then pulled aside trying to learn his features

All the she wanted was this moment to freeze and she wants to look at him with all the love she has in her heart

He is all she wanted ...he is everything she needed

Dil sambhal jaa Zara
Fir mohobbat karne chala hai tu

She was about to keep her hand over his face when stirred and opened his eyes sitting straight she immediately took her hand back ...

Her cheeks turning pink as she looked at away shyly

Sidharth touched her forehead trying to know her temperature is ok it was quite ok than last night he took a breath of relief then stood up

He was about to go away when Sana held his hand ...

Sidharth ... Thank you ... She whispered smiling the genuine smile of her face

He hummed coldly and took his hand away from her

Sana's heart fluttered ... As she felt her smile turning into a frown at him going away from her the way he took his hand away from her's as if her touch would burn him ...

She nodded her head in disbelief maybe he is just stressed

As sidharth moved out of the camp his eyes fell over shivin who held his head in his hand

Sidharth's eyes suddeny flicked some pain he smiled sadly when shivin called him

Bhai wo ..sir dard ki dawai hai kya ? ... Bohot ard krra h ... Sana dawaiya rkhti h uske pass hogi ? Shivin asked wincing

Pta nhi tu puch le usse ...sidharth said his voice low as he moved past him shivin was confused to his sudden low behaviour shrugging as he enters inside

Kaisi h ? ... Shivin's eyes soften a little as he looked at sana pale and weak still wearing a smile which brightens his heart

Thik hu tu thik nhi lg ra hai ? ...

Hn wo sir dard ye dawai hai kya

Hn le na waise sir dard kyu fir kuch gadha panti ki tune .... She asked giggling as she opens her bag

Hn yaar ab tujhe toh pta hai aisa hi hu mai ..I can't help it ... He giggles along with her

The sounds of laughter echoed as sidharth who stood there near the camp his heart snak up to his stomach as he walked away ...

Sitting down on the bench a little away from everyone's sight sidharth stared at the cup of tea infront of him Reminsing the last night incident

Mujhe moka bhi nhi mila usse btane ka ke mai usse pyaar krta hu. .. shivin's yelled drunk as he stood up stumbling sidharth held him

Door ... Kyu aaya tu Sana ke pass ... Pta hai wo tujhe psnd krti h par dheere dheere bhool jati tujhe ... Wo mere saath jada khush rehti ...

Atleast mai usse Teri tarah hurt nhi kra ignore nhi krta usko dukh nhi deta ...

Tu bura hai sidharth tu bohot bura hai ... bohot bohot bura ...he complained and yelled like a kid sidharth's heart sank

Before he could do anything Shreya came over and held shivin's hand

Shivin chal ... She whispered her voice low

Shreya....shivin suddenly hugged her his tears flowing as he leaned onto her

He sobbed like a baby unconcerned and unconscious about whatever he is saying

Isko dekh na ...isne Sana ko dobara door kr diya ...he sobbed complaining like a baby

Shreya's heart fluttered and broke at the same time as she controlled her tears

Mai usse leke jati hu she uttered somehow and dragged him away

Sidharth took a deep breath remembering shivin's words

He entered the camp and looked at her sleeping

His heart fluttered as he sat down near her and caressed her hairs she unconsciously moved closer seeking his warmth as she held his hand in her sleep

Unconsciously murmuring

Door mat ja ... Kyu dukh deta hai kyu door krta hai

Paas aake bhi itna door ho jata hai kyu Aisa krta hai mai smjh.nhi pati ....

She leaned in closer to him tears fell down her eyes his heart broke

Whatever shivin said was the truth

Sidharth's eyes brimmed with tears no matter his intentions were not to hurt her but her again she is the only one who got hurt

Is this the truth that now it's actually too late. ? ... He doesn't deserve her anymore

Not after hurting her this much ... he doesn't deserve her anymore right

Sidharth's heart scrunched up as the cold wind blew his body shivered the tea got cold as he was Snapped from his disturbing thoughts to the reality where Sana sat down infront of him passing him the plate of his favourite breakfast

As Sana smiled her smiled which reached to her eyes sidharth heart felt a little peace over at her

But his smile faded away soon as shivin and Shreya came sitting beside Sana

Sidharth felt a pinch in his heart looking at them sitting together he looked away and stood up

Sidharth nashta .... Before sana could say anymore sidharth nodded his head in no and moved away

Isse kya hua ? ...shivin asked confused sabif to what actually happened forgetting the last night incident Shreya who just smiled lowly and are her breakfast silense sana's heart shattered again in the fear will he again oudh her away from himself will he again do the same thing to her

The whole day sidharth stayed distanced sleeping in his camp saying he is feeling a little down somewhere Sana felt her heart churning the way again he silenced himself but she stopped herself from coming to any conclusion

The whole day he kept sleeping maybe he just wanted to say away from her she tried to talk to him but he refused giving her a sense of consensus that maybe he doesn't want to talk to her

Sana's heart churns but she keeps her feelings to herself not wanting to ruin the trip

The next day was the returning day as everyone sat down in the bus sidharth took the last seat ... Sana who felt herself so distanced from him came and sat down near him ...

He looked upset and lost as he looked outside the moving bus Sana slowly reached to hold up his hand

Sidharth looked at her stuttered as his thought broke

Tu thik hai. ? ... She asked her voice soft her eyes saddened he felt his heart broke but he kept himself firm

He nodded

Kuch hua hai ?... Maine kuch kiya hai kya ? ... Shevsaked her voice broke all of a sudden ...sidharth took his hand away from her nodding his head he turned his face to the window

She sighs her eyes brimmed with tears as she moved away from him to her seat ahead

Mere sath hi hamesha kyu Aisa hota hai ... Maine toh kisi ka bura nhi kiya ajj tk kisi ke liye bura socha bhi nhi

Fir bhi ...

She keeps her head leaning over the window s she sleeps off her heart heavy

It was night when the bus reached to there hostel ... Sidharth who came ahead looked at sana who still slept her head tilted shivin and Shreya who already got down taking the bags from the back space of the bus

He sat down in front of her ...her hairs softly coming to her face her nose and cheeks red due to the cold weather ...

She snuggled more into the jacket

Dil mera hai na samajh kitna
Besabar ye bewakoof bada

Chahta hai kitna tujhe
Khud magar nahi jaan saka

He held his hand up as he gently caressed her face he again pushed her away from him ...

But maybe now she wouldnt come behind him and realises that she deserves better someone who can love her without hurting her.

Not him who had always just hurted her

He gently tapped her cheeks as she fluttered her eyes open

She stood up suddenly as her head spinned again causing her to loose her balance as she fell on the chair again

Sana ....he shrieked as she held her hand in her hand her eyes closed as it took her sometime to adjust to the surrounding

Sana ?....Sana tu thik hai ? ... He panicked

Sana who chuckled painfully almost mocking

Tujhe kyu Janna hai ...tujhe farak nhi pdta. ...she smiles gently as she stands up moving outside the bus ...

He bit his lips ...

Mujhe farak nhi padta ...he nodded looking up controlling his tears.

It was the next day to there regular classes Sana who was anxious suddenly as if to all day sidharth didn't came to classes she moved out of the class when she heard done of her classmates talking about sidharth who changed his section

Sana was furious now

Taking her bag she made her way to hostel standing infront of his gate Sana banged on his door

Sidharth whose was trying to study stuttered at the continuous banging on his door as he opens the door Sana barges in

Kya hua hai ?.... Kya dikkat hai ? Class kyu change kri ? ... She asked almost impulsively

Tapping her feet in a continuous manner

Aise hi ...he uttered quietly as heobed to his table almost ignoring her as if she doesn't exist

Kyu krra hai mere saath aisa ?... She whispered biting her lips ...

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