Next day it was there morning classes sidharth made his way to their college attached with the hostel

He sat in his shared seat and his partner was Sana ...

He remembers when in the starting of the first year there seat partners were going to be permanent and Sana was the first one to gave name of her seat partner

Though he didn't wanted to share seat with her but he didn't know anyone else so he resisted

He took out his books of the respective subject as the class got filled with the students slowly

He felt his mind drifting as he realised that everyone came except her ...

It was her favourite class somewhere she liked dealing with chemistry he remembered in there first year when she used to come for his help about the doubts she used to blabber that dealing with organic chemistry somewhere depressed her but gives her a thrill too

He chuckled when everyone hates chemistry she on the other hand like to tackle it

Apart from him she was very keen towards her class

But today she slipped it he found something fishy but let it slip realising he should maintain distance from her

After 3 lectures he felt something wrong she never left a chance to be with him

Her presence somewhere bothered him every day but now he is habitual to her presence

He felt irritation creeping his heart as he couldn't even focus over what's going on in the class because of his mind being clouded by her absence

The next lecture when she came into the class she looked weaker and tired ... As soon as she entered before Sidharth could look for her shivin came

Sana ? Kidhar thi tu ? ... They stood right infront of sidharth's desk talking sidharth gritted his teeths at shivin's unwanted care

He felt himself more miserable when he realised she didn't even spared a glance to him

NOT THAT HE CARES ... HIS MIND WHISPERED QUITE ALOUD FOR HIMSELF TO SHREIK

aise hi ... Man nhi tha ... She whispered siding to him her eyes fluttering to one erson who was constantly staring waiting for her to look at him and when she did he moved his eyes away from hers

Chl Aaj tu mere saath baith jaa ... Shivin asked for her and before she could reply he held her hand taking her to the seat sidharth felt his breath shortening

He felt as if shivin is intentionally taking her away from him

Sana was held up with both her hands as sidharth grabbed her other wrist stopping shivin to move

He felt her hand warm forgetting every thing he immediately moved near her touching her forehead

Tu thik hai ? ... He asked his voice gentle and soft unlike there last encounter when he just left her emotionless

Looking at where Sana stood she moved back and freed her hands from both of them

Shivin mai ... Apni seat par thik hu....peeche se clearly dikhta nhi ... She whispered softly uttering his face fell

He looked at sidharth who felt like just gained a little victory then silently nodded his head dejectedly moving to his seat ..

Sana sat over her seat silently as the class started sidharth who wanted to ask was now sitting quite maintaining his distance Sana who was always bubbly and talkative

He felt so strange looking at her so quite

Her silence that somewhere bothered him taking a crept over his heart as the break bell ringed

She sat there still rooted to her books trying to remind up about one topic

When all the class got Empty he sat there still watching her expressions

She looked up from her book as she found him staring at her

Kya hua ?.... She asked waiting for him reply he was Snapped back from his dreamy world when he remembered about her fever he again touched her face

She felt her heartbeat increasing as he touched her

The way he held up her hand stopping shivin from taking her

What's going on with him she really can't understand

She moved back as if his touch burned her when she remised the words he spoke to her last night

Dawai Li hai tune ? Asked softly knowing how sensitive she becomes whenever she gets fever ...

He remembers one incident from there childhood when

A few days after her parents death Sana stayed with sidharth's family in sidharth room as they were preparing her an another room

Sidharth who had always been a quieter kid didn't really interacted with her much

It was the night when she got fever and she layed over herside of bed she murmured her mother's name in her sleep

Slowly her murmurs changed to her muffled cries

At first sidharth was about to call jus mother knowing about her sensitive condition as he was also a little boy just like Sana but when Sana held his hand sidharth changed his mind to leave her in this condition

Little Sana cried softly as she hugged to Sidharth's hand when he sat beside her whole night trying to console her and eventually slept near her

It was the first moment which was so close to his heart from that they there attachment started to build up slowly

He was in his own daze when sana nodding her head in no snapped him out

Sana who sat there looking at his face softly Reminsing every feature as if trying to learn how his hairs softly comes over his face caressing his forehead how soft his eyes look for her when he asks her something he caress about

How his cheeks and ears turning prettily red when something happens he is shy about his lips which moved in a continuous rhythm when he says something

He is so close to her heart ... That she cannot even forget how he grew up right infront of her eyes from being a baby to a teenager and now a man beautiful and calmly composed

All of the sudden his voice came whispering in her ears

Mere peeche aana bnd krde

She bit her lips as she stood up ...

Collecting her books

Sidharth who stared at her realised the sudden bitterness that crept over her face as she stood up

Just when she moved ahead impulsively she felt her head revolving a sudden nausea that hitted her making her stumble back as sidharth held her in his arms

Almost panicking as he whispered her fluttering open her eyes

Tu thik nhi hai ... He asked his voice panicking as he held her high up in his arms

It took her some moments to come back to reality when she stood on her feets

Thik hu ....she murmured softly as she tries to go away when he blocks her

Kya ho ra hai tujhe ? Or door kyu bhag rahi hai ? He asked slightly irritated when she tries to go away from him

Tune bola tere peeche na au ... Ab door jaa rhi hu tab bhi dikkat hai ? She asked her voice soft and blurry causing him to shut

Wo toh mai bachpan se kehta aara hu ...tab toh kbhi meri baat serious nhi Li or abhi itna serious hogyi ?

Ab bhi kisi baat ko serious nhi lungi toh aage toh mere pass zindagi bachi hi nhi ...

She murmured as she moved past him letting himself be occupied in his conflicting thoughts

He rolled his eyes at her sensitive behaviour she had always been like this overly sensitive that even a small thing pinches he knew that is why he kept shut since years but now when he sees her losing herself running behind him it pains him

Why can't she understand that he cares for her ... ?

But why do he cares ? He doesn't even know himself

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