8 at the night when they reached to the camping sight from tomorrow they would start the trek for the valley of flowers

Two camps that were available at the time ...as sidharth looked at sana who looked weaker spiking his concern

Mai Sana ke saath camp share kr lunga tumhara camp opposite side hoga agr raat ko tbiyat kharab hogyi toh ...

Mai thik hu ... Sana said interrupting him

Arey nhi sidharth thik keh ra hai ...tu thik nhi hai pagal ... Or sidharth ko hi pta hai tujhe kaise sambhalna hai .... Koi ni shivin or Mai camp share kr lenge ... Shreya said interrupting as she looked at shivin ...

Shivin who stayed quieter his face had a frown ...

Sidharth who smiled as he held his hand for her to hold

Chle ? ... Sidharth asked Sana who nodded meekly held his hand ... Surprised that he is actually trying to get her close to himself ?

Maybe she is overthinking againa offcourse

The camping site was lit with lights and camps with all the tourists who came to visit the flowers of valley

Kya hogya hai tujhe ? ... She asked as soon as they entered inyo there camp ...

Mujhe kya hua hai ... He said shrugging keeping his bag on the side as he laid down ...Sana sat at the safe distance he kept the camp open because of her breathing problem

Meri itni care kyu ? ... She asked her voice barely above the whisper as he looked at her ...she looked away knowing her condition is sensitive as she had fever too

A small painful smile came up on his lips as he was just about to reply when the organisers of the site came to invite them for the food buffet

Sana sighed ... Again left unanswered sidharth smiled maybe this is the sign he should just stay quiet and silent

After they had the dinner Sidharth popped out one paracetamol and gave it to her

Ye kyu ? ....she asked as she sat near the burning fire due to the cold weather along with other tourists and the organisers on the side

Shivin Shreya sidharth and Sana sat on the one corner closer to the fire as Sana felt the warmth and felt relieved

Kyuki apko bukhar hai ...or bukhar mai dawai zruri hai madam ... He said as he gave her the medicine she made a face

Ab tu bachi ni rahi ho tujhe mithayi mai dawai khilaunga ...chup chap khaa ... Sana looked at him with an angry expression before taking the pill

Hadd hi hai ....pouts angrily as she moves her face away from him ... When he sat down near her sidharth chuckled ...

Sana's eyes twinkled as he held her favourite choclate infront of her eyes ...she squealed happily

Taking it from him ...sidharth who just couldn't take his eyes off her as she glowed differently her hairs messy yet she manages to look so pretty he admired her with his soft gaze while shivin looked at them with pained expressions

Shreya held shivin's hand

Tera mood kyu off hai ? ... Shreya asked shivin as he looked forward to the burning fire

Biting his lips deciding whether to talk about that pr not Shreya squeezed his arm understanding his silence

Acha ye sab chorh ...chl hum selfies lete hai ... Aaja ... She took out her phone and started to click selfie

She took a funny Snapchat filter applying it to shivin's picture making him smile and laugh

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It was the midnight when everyone were inside there camps sleeping Sidharth whose sleep broke as he felt thirsty ... After having the water when opened his eyes he realised that the other side was empty

He moved outside of his camp looking here and there for her. .. when he found her sitting near the fire which was about to shut ...

The more he moved his steps forward to her the more he could listen to her sing

After 4 years she is singing ...

As he moved more closer not for her conscious self to notice ... The more clear her voice got as she sung her favourite song

Khud se hi karke guftagu
Koi kaise jeeye

Ishq toh laazmi sa hai
Zindagi ke liye

She sing the song in a manner as if whispering the lyrics to her loving heart ... The heart which had deeply fell for him ...

4 years ... When they were closer but still they were so distanced ... How she ad managed the 4 years without him ...from talking to him everyday to having him not listen to her anything

It was her love which kept her hooked for him ....which kept her to keep trying ....

It was her love for him .

Dil kya kare?
Dil ko agar ... Acha lage koi

Jhoota sahi dil ko magar
Sacha lge koi

He lied when he said he would always be hers ... He lied to her when he said that he would never leave her

But still the lies held so much truth and even till now she really can't differ if he actually lied or not

She sung the lyrics as her sweet voice peirced his heart at how much pain and agony she must have gone through being away from him ...

Jeene bhi de duniya Hume
Ilzaam na laga

Ik baar toh karte hai sab haseen khata
Wrna koi kaise bhala
Chahe kisi ko bepanah

He felt the guilt coirsing through his heart as he couldn't deny the fact that he was the one behind all the hurt she has been going through

If love hurts like this he is thankful he never fell for anyone

Ayy zindagi tum hi bata kyu ishq hai gunah ?

But why does she affects him so much ?.... He knew she was always special for him ...

Because how close she was to him no one was ever .

He knew he just didn't considered her his friend but something much more personal ...

Something much more intense ...

Is it ok to call it love ? ... When he is just scared to admit he feelings for her because they are too confusing

One moment he just wants her all for himself ... But at the sametime ... He doesn't want her to lose herself for him

But maybe now she just understood her priorities maybe now he can just open up with his feelings atleast he should try Just for her sake ...

Because he knew ...what she felt for him was not just childhood crush ...but something too pure

He was hooked to his own thoughts ... After some time of staring at her he knew she felt sleepy ... She just held her knees tightly to her chest and kept her head over it

Closing her eyes drifting to sleep

He slowly moved closer to her and sat beside her
.

Slowly her wrapped his arms around her sleeping self pulling her in his arms.

Those fours years were not less painful for him

Maine tujhe Miss Kiya .. har pal har roz ... In 4 saalon mai realise hua ke tujhse door Jana meri galti thi ...

Lekin mai nhi chahta tha ke mai tere pairon ki bedhiya bn jau

Mujhe nhi pta jo meri feelings hai unhe pyaar kehna bhi chaiye ya nhi par ...

Tu jab door jati hai toh kuch samjh nhi aata pagal sa ho jata hu par dikha nhi pata ...

Mai jaanta hu tu mujhse bohot hurt hai .. maine Tera Dil bohot toda hai ...

Par sach mai tujhse jyada khud ka toda hai. ..he whispered caressing her face softly

He just pulled her sleeping frame once to his chest hugging her tightly yet softly not to hurt her she snuggled to his warmth

Sidharth I love you

She whispered in her sleep clinging to him

He smiled softly at her words and gently lifted her in his arms ...

While someone who lookeda t them from the distance ... His heart broke as he looked at sana ...who loved sidharth when he desired her love

Shivin felt his heart heavy with emotions as he moved back to his tent he woke up thought to ask about sana's health

Looking at sidharth's care for her he felt so unwanted ...so unnecessary

He felt his heart heavy as he moved back to his camp

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The next day was their trek day as they started there trek sana's health was fine as sidharth took her care ..handling her situation and reminding her to take her pump time to time to avoid

Breathlessness

Sana was finally feeling happy as he gave her attention cared for her it was a slow healing for her heart who always yearned for his love

And now ht it's coming back to her she just wants it all ri herself

Call her selfish but she really wants him to love ... Atleast for sometime ...so that she can just die peacefully

She thought as looked at him who held her hand as they traled to the valley of flowers

Almost reaching the place after 3 hours of trek ...

It felt almost heaven of flowers so beautiful

Smelling like pure heaven ...

Fresh and sweet ... Reviving almost lively

Sana opened her arms ... Trying to take all the feeling inside herself closing her eyes feeling the beauty of nature

The soft wind with the fragrance of flowers atht grazed her skin she felt so lively

He took out his camera and snapped her pictures as she stood there in her own world her eyes closed

He smiled slightly looking at her feelings happy his heart skipped a beat at how beautiful she looks ...

She looked so alive today ... All he just wanted was to just hold her in his arms and take all her pain away ..

But he knew he needed to take things slow

He gave her her space as he snapped some more pictures of her as she smiled blissfully

While Shreya and shivin who moved together Shreya who was trying harder to uplift shivin's mood but he was just too heartbroken to enjoy anything he sat there in silence alone

It was almost sunset

When sidharth tapped her shoulder

She smiled at him his heart skipped a beat

Idhr sb kitna acha hai na ? ... She asked feeling peaceful

Bohot sukoon hai idhr ...she looked towards the sunset

He nods his head his eyes stuck at her

Kaash hum hamesha yaha hi reh jate

She whispered... Biting her lips

Mtlb ...

Shhh ... Bs is sukoon ko enjoy kar ... Baaki sab smjh gya ... He whispered caressing her head softly her heart melted right there the way he stared at her

She knew it was the look of love ...

Her chin wobbled as she blocked her eyes when he sat near her they both just enjoyed there own time

Tu thik toh hai na ? ... Shreya asked shivin as she realised he was too silent all day he didn't spoke to anyone just stayed lost and silent

Hn thik hu ... Aaja ... He shifted a little giving her space

Mujhe pta hai tujhe kuch cheez pareshan kr rhi h ... Par koi ni Mai tujhe force nhi krungi ... She smiled

He smiled back a little

Idhr acha lg ra hai ...he spoke though his heart was too heavy

Shreya smiled silently sensing his heavy sadness

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The fun part that ...

I was listening to this song

jeene bhi de ... And I imagined this scene where Sana sang the song ... And I knew I need to include this scene somewhere ...so I shaped the whole story for this ...

Funny ... But sometimes we just write to feel what we don't have ... Maybe i could never have these moments in my real life but really my heart feels at peace when I think atleast somewhere in my mind and many of your minds this story is going on

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