Baekhyun Pov

Pulling away from the kiss to catch my breath I can't help but look towards the bed to see our beautiful son sound asleep

"We can't do this chanyeol" I look back at him as I touch my lips with my hand as he leans his forehead on mine as he tightens his grip on my waist "I know sweetheart" he whispers

"I just can't let you go baek, not again I just can't loose you again" he pulls me tighter

"I know chanyeol I don't want you too either but like you said I don't want us to have any sort of regrets tomorrow" I pull away as I gently sit on the edge of the bed

"Hey let's wait and see how tomorrow goes ok it's been a long day for you let's get some sleep ok" he smiles while rubbing my face the way he use too while winking at me

"Your a charmer park chanyeol" I laugh while putting on a t-shirt he gave me and gently climbing in the bed to lay beside our son as chanyeol  slips off his costume the rest of the way and puts on some shorts and a t-shirt before taking a blanket from the bottom of the wardrobe.

"I'll sleep outside on the sofa, if you need me you know where I am, good night baek" he smiles as he heads out closing the door as I say goodnight in return before snuggling down and looking at our son "tomorrow is gonna be such a hard day I don't think I can sleep.

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The next morning I wake to little tiny hands on my face followed by little soft pecking kisses "who's kissing me?" I say making tae hide his head under the cover giggling

"Where is tae gone, oh no?" I smile as I watch him wiggle under the cover.

"Oh no appa will cry" I pretend to be sad as tae climbs out from under the cover all smiles as I grab him and tickle him "there you are"

Knocking comes to the door

"Who's that?" I smile to tae as I cover myself more in bed while calling out "come in"

The door opens to chanyeol peaking around the door "morning" he smiles making me sit up in the bed as tae hides under the cover again

"Tae is all gone" I smile towards Chanyeol as he walks into the room closing the door and climbing up the bed " where is he gone" he calls out as he wiggles under the covers as chanyeol pulls the cover down and makes him laugh out his cute little laugh

"Come here you" chanyeol picks him up and walks towards the door "Lets leave appa to have a few minutes to himself" they smile as they leave the room.

Today is the day I've dressed, I climb out of bed and grab a towel and hurry down the hallway to the bathroom and have a shower. Once I'm finished I head back to the bedroom and see tae laying in the bed playing with his plushies as chanyeol lays on this side playing with him

"I'll go get ready now with this little man" he grabs tae by his hand and brings him to the bathroom as I watch how cute they are together.

"Your nervous about today" Sehun asks me as I arrive in the kitchen. "I really am but chanyeol needs to know" I shake my leg against the chair as my heart beat starts to race

"Why are we up so early" Kai huffs walking into the kitchen rubbing his eyes just wearing a pair of shorts. "We are taking tae out today so hurry up and get ready" Sehun says to him handing him a cup of coffee and pushing him back to his room

"Appa we are all clean now" chanyeol carrys tae into the kitchen putting him down on his feet on the floor as Tae hurrys out to the sitting room

"Are you ready to leave now?" He questions me while touching my shoulder

"Yes let me say goodbye to Tae and we can go" I go after tae and find him in the blanket forth with Kai as I kiss him good bye

Reaching the car Chanyeol opens the door for me making me smile as I sit inside as he hurrys around to the other side climbing in while I buckle my seat belt as he turns out into traffic.

"Where are we gonna go?" I ask him while looking out the window

"Where ever you want" he continues to drive as I feel myself get more nervous

"I... I don't know" I laugh out with nerves as I feel his hand on my hand making me turn to look at him. "Don't be so nervous it's will be ok what ever you have to tell me just tell me ok" he smiles before turning to look at thw road ahead.

We finally pull over and stop the car. "This place is rather quiet and there is a path way up there to a clearing where you can get coffee and cake" I smile as we climb out of the car and walk up the pathway

After what feels like walking for ages we reach the clearing and I'm happy to see only a handful of people taking pictures of the amazing view and chatting on the benches that are spread out around the clearing

We get some coffees and sit on the furthest bench away from people as I take a deep breath

"Chanyeol the reason why I left without a word was ...." I feel my stomach turn and my whole body shakes as he reaches and takes my hands in his as he sits in front of me

"I left because your dream finally came through you where becoming a very successful music producer ....." I look up at the shock in his face as his grip on my hands loosen.

"You left cause of my job ..... why?" He leans his head to the side

"I found out I was pregnant one morning and I was on my way over to your office with the result in a little box with a bow on it and I when I got to your office you where celebrating your biggest deal with the singer Lay" I sniff as the tears start to fall as he reaches and wipes them away

"Wait I remember that day, you came in and you where acting all weird, you came over to me and we all celebrated together, when I asked you what was wrong you just said work was bad but to forget about it and to lets enjoy my news " he looked puzzled at me and shocked

"Chanyeol after I left your office that day I knew I needed to pack and leave because I knew there wouldn't be any time to raise a child, you just got the biggest deal of your life and now look at you your the most sought after  music producer in Korea" he let's go of my hands and looks away

"Baek why didn't you tell me, when I asked you what was wrong" he questions me again

"I couldn't ruin your dream" I start to sob as he gets up and sits beside me "Come here to me" he pulls me into his chest as he holds me tight.

"What else is there to tell me baek?" He whispers before kissing the top of my head

"I drove to my parents house and I finally came out to them after all these years, I told them I was gay and that I was pregnant and long story short they told me to get out and never return as no son of theirs was going to be gay, so I drove to a cafe and spent most of the night there till the owner Minseok came over to me, we spoke for awhile as I helped him lock up, I told him what happened and from that night onwards we have been good friends" I wipe my tears again as I feel a weight lift from my shoulders while I listen to his heart pound in his chest

"Baek you should have come back to me that night, you where pregnant with our son and you went through all that on your own" I feel a drop on my head as I move to look up at him now crying himself

"I'm so sorry chanyeol" I wipe his tears as he leans into my hand kissing the palm of it

"You did all this for me because of my stupid dream, we could have made it work I would have been there with you holding your hand when you got sick or when you had crazy cravings during the night, I would have went out and got it for you, rubbed your back, massaged your feet anything you would have needed I would have given you, you had my heart and soul sweetheart" he looks deep into my eyes while we both continue to cry as he pulls me closer into him.

"Baek can I ask why you left tae behind?"

"I left tae because I am on my knees with everything with work the flat everything was piling up, I'd go days without food just to keep tae feed and in clothes and playschool, Minseok didn't even know how bad we where, so I decided tae would be better with you till I got back on my feet and yes I know that's a horrible thing to say about my own son but chanyeol I can't cope anymore and I'm so so sorry" I sob harder as he moves my face to look at him as he kisses my lips

"I'm here now ok and I will help you if you will let me baek"

"Just take care of tae for me till I get back on my feet" I sit up wiping my face

"What your not going again are you?" He says with a panicked tone as I ignore him

"Baek tell me your not going again" he shouts making me jump

"That's the first time you have ever shouted at me or fought with me" I lower my head ashamed

"I can't rely on you to help me out just take care of tae, I'm the problem"

"Move in with us you and tae can have my room, I'll clear out the spare room and I'll sleep in there, you will have babysitters we can help out alot, you can work and not have to worry so much, look how Tae is with Sehun and Kai he loves them so much" he takes my hands and turns me to face him

"Baek marry me and let me take care of you both the way I should be" he blurts out making me shocked

"What did you say?"

"I asked you to marry me?" I blushed as he kisses me before we both laugh

"Chanyeol that's sweet, but we just came back and ......" he kisses me making me hush

"Don't say it, just think about it, I know it's not perfect or a romantic setting" he looks around as we both just laugh

"I'm not into anything fancy you know that" I smile as I can't keep my eyes off him

"Lets go home to our son I really wanna hug him so much right now" he stands up waiting for me

"Chanyeol can we stay here a bit longer please, I'm not ready to face the world just yet" I lean my head onto his shoulder as he sits beside me before wrapping his arm around me as I move and snuggle into his chest.

"What ever you want sweetheart"

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