"Baekkie"

"Chanyeol"

Chanyeol's Pov

"Hey you~" I softly smile towards him as I continue to stand in the door way feeling my legs shake and my heart pound in my chest.

"Ch.... chanyeol" he stutters while staring at me

"Let me help you with that" I walk closer and bend down in front of him picking up the file he dropped on the floor as he watches my every move

"Here you go" I hand him the file as he blushes , if there was one thing I could always do was make baekhyun blush

"Th....thank you" taking the file from me he places it with shaking hands on his desk

"Ca...can I get you anything tea, coffee" he walks over to a little table against the wall and pours out some coffee into a cup

"No thank you" I smile watching how nervous he is, deep down my stomach is doing sumersaults knowing I haven't seen him since that day he walked out but I can't push him

"Baek baby......" I start but he cuts me off

"Please Chanyeol don't " he keeps his back to me as he talks

"Baek we need to talk" I sit in the chair facing his desk as I feel my legs turn to jelly as he turns around to finally face me with tears falling down his face making me get up and move closer

"Don't chanyeol please this is hard enough" he whispers moving away to sit in his chair with a bowed head

After a few minutes have passed I finally break the silence while sitting back down

"So we have a son" I speak softly to him as he begins to smile at the mention of tae

"Yes we do" he smiles an even bigger smile and wipes his tears still not looking at me but at his cup

"Baek please look at me" I wait till he finally looks towards me as my heart breaks a little at the hurt in his eyes

"How is he?" He tries to speak with a crackling and a little smile

"He is very well, he is with his uncle Kai now, tae is probably pushing him off the bed as we speak or they are both probably making a mess at home or playing in the blanket fort. As soon  as I mention blanket fort he blushes

"You remember the fort don't you, where we shared our first kiss" I smile as he blushes

"Course I do, I remember everything " he turns away from me again looking so lost his body screaming out for a hug but I need to hold myself back and not put pressure on him

"Baek why didn't you tell me?" I finally say it making him sit back in the chair crying

"I'm sorry Chanyeol but I can't do this right now" he stands up quickly wiping his tears and fixing his clothes

"Baek we need to talk this out, can we meet after work?" I stand up as I watch him look all nervous at the clock on the wall

"I can't I have so much to do and I'm not ready yet" he points towards the piles of files on his floor along the wall

"This is all your work?" I look confused and shocked at how many files there is way to much for one person

"Yes now please Chanyeol my boss will be back from his meeting and he really doesn't like us having visitors" he looks in panick at me almost scared

"Baek we need to talk about our son Taehyung, this is so much more important then some job" as soon as the words come off my lips I totally regret it

"Some job?, chanyeol this is my job, I need this job so I can get money and be able to finally support my....our son and make him proud of me again" as soon as he says that I can't help but wonder is this all just about money or is there more to it then he is telling me

"Our son will always be proud of you,  how could he not your an amazing appa who did all this on your own" I smile softly as I feel my heart break knowing I couldn't help him when he needed me the most

"Please Chanyeol you need to go now" he rushes me

"Ok ok just know me and your son will be waiting for when ever your ready to talk" I walk towards the door

"Chanyeol take good care of him, and give him a goodnight kiss from me " he tries to hold back his tears while wrapping his arms around himself as I hold back my tears

"I will baek I promise, you know where we are when you are ready to talk" I quickly grab my wallet from my back pocket and retrieve my business card taking another pen from his desk I write my private number on it and hand it to him

"Here is my business number plus my private number just in case you may have lost it"

"You haven't changed it I see" he smiles at the card

"No I never did, I kept it in case you ever needed me" I smile one last time before walking back towards the door

"Chanyeol I'm sorry" he steps closer

"It's ok baek, I'm sure you had your reason I just wish I knew what was wrong maybe I could have helped, but hopefully in time you can tell me, untill then I'll take care of our son" looking at him one last time even though I want to hug him and kiss him so badly after all these years. I leave his office

Walking down the hallway trying not to cry I stop and turn around looking back down the way I came to his office door , should I go back, if I do he will get into trouble and probably even fired, I decide to turn around and keep walking reaching the lift

"Chanyeol" I hear my name being called as I turn , there standing down the hall looking all lost and alone

"Baek" I call back looking towards him wondering is now the time to just run and grab him up into my arms and take him home

"I will come find you when I'm ready I promise" he tries to hold back his tears as mine finally falls 

"And we will be waiting for that day"
I turn and step into the lift and head down to the lobby

Stepping outside the building I quickly hurry into my car and pull out into traffic hurrying home. Parking the car in the car park I head up to the my penthouse and rush down the hall as fast as I can go. Grabbing my keys I open the door and hurry inside.

"Hey little man"  I shout out taking my shoes off and running to him on the floor playing with Kai as he holds out grabby hands and smiles as he is so happy to see me

"Come here" I cry out as I pick tae up into my arms and hug him so tight as he wraps his little arms around my neck as I finally let go and cry

"Aww" tae says pulling away from the hug and looking at me. Leaning in he kisses my cheek and cutely says "Allgone" as if he his kissing my tears away

Making me smile I wipe my tears

"Is everything ok?" Kai watches on as I sit down on the floor so tae can play again

"He doesn't want to talk about it right now and he seems pretty scared of his boss, I wasn't going to push him into telling me, he did this for a reason and in time he will tell me, we just have to wait" I smile looking at tae playing with his toys as Kai joins in

"I'll be back in a minute" I stand up knowing full well I need to properly let out my tears, reaching my room I close the door and turn on some loud music to drown out my tears. Falling onto the bed face first into the pillow I begin to let it all out and I finally find myself screaming into the pillow and punching it with all the anger I have

"Chanyeol" I feel the bed dip and arms around me. Looking up I see Sehun looking at me with shock as Kai stands in the door way

"I really miss him" I sob again as I feel the pain rip through my heart

"I know, come here" my head falls into Sehuns lap as he rubs my hair relaxing me, after a few minutes my sobs start to slow down as I find myself drifting off to sleep

"Dada sleepies awww" I hear Taehyung say before I fall asleep

Baekhyun's pov

Looking in the bathroom mirror at my tear stained face I quickly wash it and try make myself look like I wasn't crying. Drying my face I look again and fix my hair but my tears fall again as I can't stop thinking of him. How he use to kiss me and hold me when I was upset, how we never fought, if he disagreed on anything we would always just give the other space or just come back when calm and hug them without saying a word it was our way of saying sorry and right now I just wanna hug him so badly that it hurts. I have missed him so much and it was all my fault.

"Baekhyun you idiot" I scold myself, taking the card with his number on it, I reach for my phone in my pocket unlocking the screen I key in his number and hover my finger over the green call button and cancel it being too scared to call him, I place it back into my pocket and head back to my office.

Maybe one day I can, but right now I'm not ready"

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