I really want to talk to someone, it's strange for me to not be talking to this person right now. I mean the person said bye but should I send the message first?

I apologized but is that not enough? Our first argument and I don't really like the consequences. I also apologize for soo many chapters today but this is my book and I do as I please.

Anyway I don't know what to do. Also remind me never to try to be funny anymore it's what gets me in these situation