Zayn had been there since 2010 and through it all been around the world probably more than once but he left March 25th 2015 and I understand why probably the hates too much but we as a fandom probably get two times more head than they do and that doesn't make sense to me because we may be younger than them well most of us but the fact that I'm leaving on such short notice and that he left so soon price of the fandom I couldn't help have a nervous breakdown when that hash tag cut for Zayn started trending I felt like that was the end of the fandom to be honest I felt like we are lost and we need to be found but one direction and grab this by the hands and told us basically. That we have to hold on