December 29th 2019, 26 days after Louis' death.

Dear Louis,

I never thought I would feel so much pain like this before. It's like part of me is missing. When you left, you took that piece of me that belonged to you away. And now I'm half a man.

I really want to see you, I want to hold you, kiss you, sing to you. Why did you leave me alone here? I don't want to be alone anymore.

You're the love I never thought I would need, and now I'm dying without you.

I need to see you again, I need to hear your voice again. I need to be with you again.

Love H.