December 24th 2019, 21 days after Louis' death.

Dear Louis,

Happy birthday, Sunshine. I wish I could see you again. It was too quiet this morning when I woke up, it was just too quiet.

Your family, my family and the boys came over today as well, we all had a chat about what we should do about your album. In the end we decided to release it in honour of you for your birthday because you were so proud of it Lou. All the fans love it too, we just all wish we could hear you sing it now.

I'm sat in our bed now Lou, and I don't know how I feel. I'm no longer crying every night until I fall asleep but I'm not happy either, I'm just numb.

You were my soulmate Lou.

Love H.