December 16th 2019, 13 days after Louis' death.

Dear Louis,

The press and fans know you're gone too now. Although I'm surprised it took them this long. That doesn't stop the pain I feel though when everywhere I look, I see you. Not the real you, but pictures and videos people post in your memory. It's sweet but it hurts to see you when I can no longer have you.

I turned on the tv when I woke up this morning and the first thing I heard was a news reporter talking about you. She was telling people what happened, I'm not mad she was because everyone was bound to know the truth one day.

My mum keeps trying to get me to see your grave, but I just cant. Not yet. I shouldn't have lost you, I should still have you with me. But I don't.

I hope you know I think about you every minute of every day.

Love H.

The news reporters article:

27 year old Louis Tomlinson-Styles was found dead in his home by his husband Harry Tomlinson-styles. A source told us that Louis was struggling with depression and that he called his husband telling him that he loved him before saying goodbye and hanging up. We found out that Louis had passed away almost two weeks ago on the 3rd of December, but the families decided to keep it quiet. But I guess that makes sense as to why no one has seen or heard from Harry in almost two weeks.

Louis was close to going on tour for his new album that was yet to be released, and lots of fans are saddened by the news about the former One Direction band members passing. We hope that the families surrounding Louis are healing and are able to overcome this terrible time, and remember Louis with a smile on their face.