December 11th 2019, 8 days after Louis' death.

Dear Louis,

It's been eight days since you last smiled at me. Eight days since I last saw the love in your beautiful eyes. Eight days since I was able to hold you. I only got out of bed today because Liam dragged me out it to go to your funeral. I didn't want to go, but only because I didn't want to see my whole world being buried, It's so painful Lou. Why did you leave me? Why didn't you come tell me you were struggling? I could've helped you, because now I've lost you.

I really miss you, Sunshine.

Love H.