So it has been a while and I don't think I'm going to continue writing here. I like reading stories and creating scenarios but I'm too much of a perfectionist to be able to publish chapters without checking for errors. I'm starting my last year of my undergrad and I know things will go fast from that point. In less than a month, I'll have to send my application for graduate school. I'm still unsure of where I should do it. 

I know that in the long term, I want to live in Canada so my degree has to be accepted in Canada or else it will be a loss of money to study abroad if it is not accepted in Canada. There is a school which offers a good program with a year abroad but with covid I'm not sure if it will work out. The program is interesting but I'm more interested in the study abroad facet more than the classes. That's why I'm also looking for abroad universities. 

I have set my mind on a few countries but all the paperwork scares me and I am afraid of forgetting something. 

The thing is that living and working abroad is not something that is impossible for me and I am able to learn languages quickly so it opens up many barriers. Just this morning I was looking at opportunities where you can be an English teacher in Japan and it seemed really interesting. All of these opportunities are all so interesting I feel like with one life you can't do it all.

I think I'm just confused but I need to choose fast or else I'll miss the due date and I'll have to work while waiting for the next year.