Sonic

"They are painkillers" I said. I can't let him know for what those pills are really for.

Shadow

"Let me see them " I said. Sonic refused shoked. I pinned him against a wall and I got irritated at first but then I got myself again. Sonic was skinny to skinny,you may ask,how do I know that ? It's because I can feel his bones. I felt his bones,as I pinned him against the wall. I saw his eyes they are dull,no emotions can be read except pain and maybe I even saw suffer. He struggled but I was way stronger then him. His skin was even a little lighter then usual. I took those pills out of his hand and let go of him. I turned around reading what those pills are really for. What I read let my blood freeze. Those pills are not for easier the pains,those pills are for people who has problem to fall asleep. Sonic is using sleeping pills, I realized that and I dozzed off. After I came back to reality,I felt the soft punches on my back. It was from Sonic. I turned around and pinned him against the fridge. He groaned a little and looked at me.

"How long do you have problems to fall  asleep ?" I asked him and looked at him. Doesn't this hedgehog know,how dangerous those pills are. Why does he take them anyway. I admit it I am worried about this hedgehog now. If I could,I would show how I sorry felt for him right now. Sonic what the fuck happened to you. He stayed silent. I growled a little and tighted my grip on his arms then it happened he whined and i could hear a little creak that came from his knuckles. I let go of him immidetly. I checked and nothing was broken that's a good thing. I don't know why but I suddenley felt care for him. Sonic is for sure not the same guy from back 4 years ago.

I looked at his arm and I found cuts,deep cuts. Very deep cuts. This had got me. I got mad and looked at him. He looked sad on his labs. I pinned him again this time only on his neck. So he could look right into my eyes. He could possibly see the shock,pain,confustion,maddnes and saddnes into them even maybe scared of lousing him.

"Shadow I can't breath" he said with chocking voice and I let him go. I stood up and turned around so he could face my back. I looked down. I can't believe this. I was losing my cool and found out horrible news,one after another.

Sonic T. Hedgehog was depressed. He got into deep depression and is cutting himself. I could already feel my anger grow and was about to break out. That's why I throw a chair against a wall with a loud crash,we all know by now,that it  broke into thoused of pieces. I could see Sonic got scared by this sudden break out but he got himself again back together.

"Just tell me,why would you do such a thing ? Why would you self harm ? Why the fuck would you hurt yourself Hedgehog ?!" I practically roared a little to much and my tone was a bit to harsh on him. I got hold on his arms and looked on them. I wanna cry but I don't do it. The humans are so cruel,the World is so cruel but I never would wish to someone the worst. I learned back 4 years ago that not every single living thing is cruel,selfish or evil,that's why I still keep on fighting and helping for some of them. That and because it was Maria's wish. That's why I wouldn't let even the blue hedgehog get seriously injured. Sure we are rivals and I don't like him but I wouldn't let him seriously get badly hurt,like it would kill him. Even if I threated him often and done the most hurtful things to him. I would really only punch him so much, that he was ready for the hospital but that's it. I wouldn't kill him and won't let him get killed. That's why I got surprised and out of my defense,as I saw his deep cuts. I wouldn't even wish that to him. Sonic looked down silent.

"Sonic." I said unsure what to say and he looked up to me,listening what I have more to say. Even he doesn't know what to say.

"Are they responsibility for this" I asked after a long quiet silent.

"No." He anwserd truthfully.

"Why are you cutting yourself,it could kill you. It have lead a lot of people to death." I said with a little soft voice.

"After you've gone,like I told you before,I have started cutting myself. It was my way of paying back. It was and still is my fault,that what have happened to you. That's why I cut myself as a punishment. That's the way I remember myself,that I have failed to be a hero. I never should've had let go of your hand back then. I thought you died."Sonic said with full of Emotions, this let me stay in silent. All those pain and suffering is because of me ? He regrets to let go of my hand. He thought he killed me ? They thought I was dead and they gave Sonic the fault. At the last thought,I couldn't help but feel my anger rising again. My blood starts to boil again but I still keep my cool.

" Sonic." I said and looked into his eyes deeply. I wanted to make sure,what I was about to say,will sink into his mind. I hope it will reach him and understand it was not his fault.

"I wanted to die. I didn't want to live forever and the world needed a hero. One of us needed to survive,to protect the humans,to protect the innocent ones. They would've never listened to me. For them I'm the vilian. I'm the victim. That's why I let you absorb my chaos energy,to rescue everyone. You didn't let me die. You tried to stop me but I wanted to happen this way. I wanted to risk everything,so they could hetrescued by your hands. I knew it was a huge risk for me,I could've died but I had faith in you and you did it.I knew you would do it. You rescued once more everyone and as much as I hate to admit it,I wouldn't been able to help then back then. I was to exhausted but you had more energy then me,one more reason why I wanted things to happen,the way it did now. " I told Sonic sincerely. Sonic eyes went wide in  surprised but stayed silent.

"Sonic I will help you,by stopping everyone to look down at you. It's not your fault and I will prove them,so you can go back to them." I made up my plan and told him truthfully.

"Shadow-" Sonic started moved a bit by my words and not really convinced but got cut off by me before he could protest or say something doubtful.

"We will find a way,I promise" I told Sonic with a light smirks on my lips.

(  5.11 I had birthday and I was thinking to upload a special chapter. so here you go guys ^^)