My mom loves me I now that she is wanting me to be happy how can I show her I am happy everyone in are family forgot about use she has another little gril she my half sis she butifuel when I held her in my arms she softly giggle and time went on I got a bf and I ended up in the hospital he had stabed me in the chest I thought I not going to make it I did and I thought maybe I look ugly I look at my self I am the same then I saw her I saw my little sister crawling it made me cry cause I was in the hospital for almost a year I never got to see her it sad I am saying this for the ladies don't fall in love imideatly cause that how I was in the hospital and I had a bff she skipped school to see her bf and *crys* they found her body in his truck she was only in 7th grade he was in 10th grade