(Liam's POV - Tue. 8 October 2013)

"We are going to drive Mr. Reed to his place," Mr. Pierce announces to Tony as we reach his car. I can still feel the warmth of his hand on my shoulder although it disappeared as soon as we got close to the ground floor.

"Yes, Sir; what is your address, Mr. Reed?" Tony asks me with a warm smile.

"3 215 West Cermak... thanks."

Of course Mr. Pierce lets me go in first and slides in after me. I almost regret having scooted to the other side of the back seat when I realize that he doesn't come to sit as close as he did the last time I was in his car. I don't like this distance between us, although I could easily reach him if I straightened my left arm; I don't like not feeling his warmth after all that has happened tonight; after the delicious and sensual kiss we shared in his office. How was I ever able to compare him with the jock I flirted with on Saturday? That has nothing to do. Even if I wasn't able to pinpoint it at the moment, I felt all his dominance when he pressed me against his firm body, almost having me going limp, and molded his mouth to mine. It was exactly as it was on Friday in the lift, only much stronger.

Once Tony has set the navigation system and pulled into the traffic, I feel a large hand cover mine in the darkness of the car and I can't repress the smile that tugs at my lips when it squeezes my smaller hand. The GPS says we'll make it in seventeen minutes to my place, so I try to enjoy the little time I have left. My heart is still thumping from both the stress of the last two days and the revelations Mr. Pierce made over the last hour. I was so far from conceiving he would belong to the BDSM lifestyle; not that I knew much about the concept either; after all my libido only woke up a few weeks ago and before that, I never took any much interest in sex and all that goes with it; even less to the different forms it could take. Of course, I did know a few things; I am not completely ignorant all the same. I know what sex is (what with having my best friend being a sex on legs...) and like everybody, I have heard about all the media fuss on 50 Shades Of Grey, but since I wasn't interested, I never really paid attention and don't even know what it's talking about.

Maybe I should have; it would have saved me a scowl from Mr. Pierce when I told him about sadomasochism and being a Sex Slave... I was obviously way off the concept... I suppress a chuckle at the thought of how what he said aroused me way much more than it scared or surprised me. I have to admit that when he told me about it at first, it did scare me; no, it didn't scare me, it disappointed me. Having in mind what I thought was BDSM, I was upset to find out that he only wanted me as a sex slave; but then, when he explained me a little more, I found myself growing in my pants; and it was not even sexual! However, the simple idea of him bossing me around and guiding me has awoken something in me. I can't really explain it for now because it is all blurry in my brain, but the one thing I am sure of is that I want to find out more about all this. A small pressure around my hand snaps me out of my thoughts and I slightly turn my head toward my neighbor.

"What is all this frowning about?" he whispers. I realize that the muscles above my eyes are indeed contracted so I relax them with a light chuckle.

"Nothing... I was just thinking..." I whisper back, which has him smile.

"Thinking is good; as long as you don't overthink it too much," he comments as Tony stops across from the small building where I live in and just after the gas station.

Mr. Pierce carefully walks out of the car and onto the street before he meets me at my door just as I am about to step out, frowning his eyes. What? Was he expecting me to wait for him to open my door? Well I was expecting him to get out of the car, although it wouldn't have made the situation less awkward than it is now. What am I supposed to do? I don't really feel like inviting him in... as far as I can remember, I left in quite a hurry this morning and even if Shan and I cleaned on Saturday, I'm not too sure about the state of the apartment. Am I even supposed to kiss him goodbye? Now that I think about it, I wonder how our relationship will work out... I can only imagine that we will keep it a secret in the office, but how about when we are out of work?

"Do not over-think Liam," he says as he leads me across the street by the elbow. We stop by the entrance door of the building, just next to the optical store, and he pulls out a folded piece of paper from the inside pocket of his jacket. "These are the websites that I would like you to check," he then says, handing me the piece of paper. I nod, taking it in my fingers. "Liam, look at me," he orders, lifting my chin with his fingers. "If you have any question or if you need to discuss, feel free to call me; anytime." I nod in agreement. "You understand that we will have to be discreet in the office, right?"

"Yes, I understand..." I reply with a hoarse voice. I am terribly thirsty.

"Good; now go home, do a little research, and get some sleep. I will need your help tomorrow to finalize some documents for Thursday's meeting."

"Alright... Thanks for the ride..." I whisper, not too sure about my voice anymore.

"Have a good night, Liam," he says and leans down to brush his lips against mine.

"Good night Sir," I reply and turn around to walk into the building.

As soon as I get into the apartment, I go to the window just in time to see the black Sedan drive away. I quickly turn on the lights and go to change in my bedroom for something more comfortable. I get from the fridge what I need to prepare a club sandwich and head to the living-room once it's ready. Once comfortably settled on the couch, I get the piece of paper Mr. Pierce gave me and open my laptop. And just like that, while I munch on my sandwiches, I find myself drowned in a world I would never thought existed. One after the other, I type into Firefox all the url addresses of the paper; I visit two instructive guides that fully describes the roles, responsibilities and duties of Dominants and Submissives; I greedily read three Submissives' testimonies on their blogs.

I surprise myself identifying with these Subs who shared their experiences and thoughts; well... almost... I am a bit confused about some of their practices, but there are things which definitely appeal to me. For someone whose experience as far as sex is concerned is close to 0 - please let me relish in the fact that one guy touched my private parts last week-end can count as a little something - it is quite unexpected to be able to imagine what these guys feel toward their Dominant and how they express their emotions while relating their sexual experiences. I have nothing to compare them to, but I can't deny the impact that their stories have on me.

My phone's ringtone makes me startle and as much as I can, I try to put my laptop beside me and get up from the couch, hurrying to the kitchen table where I left my phone; however I realize that running with a hard-on is not that comfortable, especially when you are not used to that feeling. I was almost hoping for a call from my boss, but Shan's name is displaying on the screen. Oh my God! Now I remember that I was about to call him this morning when I finally understood what had happened on Saturday night. I hope he won't get mad at me...

"Hello..." I say hesitantly.

"Are you fuckin' kidding me? Is that all I get after you have been ignoring all my texts and calls for the last two days? Damn Li, I was about to go back home and check on you!!! I was worried, Liam!"

"Can you stop yelling? The whole city doesn't need to hear you..." I hear him sigh in the phone. He has to be fuming. "I'm sorry Shan... I forgot to charge my phone on Sunday then left the charger at home on Monday, and... I was so tired on Monday evening that I forgot to charge it... and..."

"Don't you have better excuses?" he huffs.

"No... that's just the truth... the last two days have been..." no... I can't tell him... "exhausting..."

"You work too much, Li... How come you're not sleeping then already? It's almost midnight!" Well I can't tell him that I was performing a little task on my boss's request, right...?

"I... I've been dozing off on the couch actually..."

"Yeah right... Fuck! I really worried Li! I don't even have your phone number in the office..."

"I'm sorry, Chipmunk... really... How are you? How's it going over there?"

Shan and I stay on the phone for only about ten minutes while he rants about all the hard work he has to do at the farm and complains about how cold it is to work outside during the fall, and I patiently listen to him because it feels good to just hear him. It also gives me a little break from all the reading I have done and it allows my thing to deflate. After I have apologized again and promised to call him back tomorrow, we both hang up. I know I should go to sleep, but I am curious about the last two websites I need to check. So I settle back on the couch and grab my laptop. The first one is an online shop, called The Diamond Store, that sells sex-toys but which specializes in BDSM. I quickly go through some of the pages, reading the descriptions and uses of some instruments; some items are illustrated by pictures "in situation" so needless to say that my short break from being hard doesn't last for long.

It doesn't get any better when I finally get to the last website. It is another guide on BDSM which is documented with many pictures and even some videos. The more I look at the pictures, the more painful it gets between my legs; my brain becomes clouded with images of hard penises, fellatios, anal penetrations, floggers and more. Men in leather trousers are exerting their dominance over beautiful Submissives. I end up starting a video that shows a Dominant literally fucking another who is tied to some sort of cross and this is so hot that I just pull down the lid of my laptop and nearly throw it on the coffee table.

Oh my God... What am I getting into? Do I want that? For sure, the concept attracts me. I love the idea of surrendering to someone. The only rare important decisions I had to make for myself never really brought me to feel that proud. I have always been someone to follow orders and seek for advice. I hate taking the lead and I think I would love to have someone to guide me; someone with whom I could feel safe; someone strong, who will be able to protect me and show me the way; someone like Joshua Pierce.

Joshua Pierce... That makes me chuckle... The beautiful and sexy Joshua Pierce... CEO of Pierce Construction... When I think about all the things I read tonight and the pictures I saw, I wonder what has brought him to this lifestyle. He, who is always so perfectly dressed up and serious, is a Dominant in BDSM... I just can't imagine him in leather pants and handling various types of instruments... the perfect gentleman CEO... the accomplished business man... the beautiful billionaire... What the hell? How can such a man feel some attraction for a guy like me? What would such a man want to do with me?

As my eyes close, I slowly fall into a deep sleep, trying to ignore my stubborn manhood; unfortunately for me, this is nothing close to a restful sleep; I wasn't really hoping for a dreamless night, but I wasn't expecting it to be populated by erotic images either; though I guess I should have... At some point - a long time after I have fallen asleep - I find myself in a rather dark room and tied on a bed with black satin sheets... Mr. Pierce is hovering over me but I can only see his head... after he has spent a huge amount of time teasing my chest with his lips and tongue, I suddenly see him taking my erected stick into his mouth... the sensations are just ecstatic... I can feel some kind of electricity building in my belly... something I can't control... something I don't want to control... it feels so good... it reaches such an intensity that I can only let go... but this is when I wake up.

Yes I wake up with a start, suddenly feeling uncomfortable; like really uncomfortable. For a few seconds, I can't explain this discomfort; the room is not dark... I don't know what time it is, but despite the cloudy weather and the rain, I can tell that I should have been awake for a long time already. However, I don't really care, because what bothers me is not the fact that I'll be late in the office; it's something else; something physical. Memories of the last few days come back to me; even last night's dream does; but this is not the source of my annoyance because I actually like what I have found out, especially last evening. I slowly try to sit up on the couch and this is when I see it...

I see the large stain... my sweat pants are all wet at my front... no, this is not possible... that can't be... that hasn't happened to me since I was 6 years old... Whining, I get up from the couch to see if it went there, but there's nothing, so I rush to bathroom, thanking whoever plays with fate that Shan is not home at the moment, with the only thought of jumping into the bath tub and wash away all the traces of my shame. Yet, as I start to pull down my pants, I realize that they are not really wet... The relief to know that I haven't peed my pants while sleeping slightly overtakes the shame of having ejaculated in my sleep. But the relief is short-course.

I remember reading something about Submissive who ask for permission before they come... Of course I absolutely don't intend to tell this to Mr. Pierce, but I have never been good at hiding my emotions. What if he finds out? Will he punish me? And seeing the amount of sticky substance, how many times has it happened over the night? Or is it what they call precum? I am feeling so guilty and so stupid right now... I can't believe this has happened to me. In the end, I might have preferred to pee my pants. As I step into the shower, tears of shame running down my face, I wonder how I am going to deal with this. I don't see how I can... It seems like I had my first ejaculation and I didn't even get to feel the orgasm that should have come with it... I am so fucked-up.

Published on 14 Sept 2016

Wait till Joshua takes you to the Black Diamond... *smirks*

Next update: over the week-end!

Lilmissy79, I'm dedicating this chapter to you... thanks again for all your votes. Hope you're enjoying this new story : )