for anyone who dose not read descriptions 

warning:

depressing themes

self harm

swearing 

and smut 

so if you do not like do not read 

anyways now that I said that i'm super sorry if this is not the type of book that you would want to read but i'm typing it anyways the first chapter will get done before Monday it my only be a smallish chapter but at the moment I need to be there for my sister (just someone I see as a sister) and my friends and family  and the best girlfriend I could ever ask for

people I see as family

ArcosOfFireheart is my gf 

and 

Little_Catlover is my sister she is also my walking spell check 

Phoenixshadowsong

Gladiator_Alligator

oh and if you have any ideas or want to see something happen in this story comment what it is and possibly get a shoutout for giving me the idea bye you amazing people that took time out of their  day to read this book