as hyunjin and seungmin meet once again at the park, it's been a long day. returning home after their hang out only led him to leaving once again, which was at two a.m in the morning to see seungmin. they needed to figure things out before people started creating rumors and statements that were way far from true. he sits himself on one of the swings, the empty one beside him would be for seungmin. but as the tan bark starts to create a crunching noise, his head snaps to behind him. there, seungmin shows up in a hoodie and shorts. it seemed as if he just got out of bed and snuck out, it wasn't a surprise.

"hey..." he greets the boy, "I bet you wanted to talk to me about what's been going on."

"yeah..I did." as he confirms his statement, "who knew one little hang out would lead to this, this is why I dislike being a model..there's no privacy in my life."

"I get that." seungmin walks between the two swings and takes a seat on the empty one, "I would hate to see people freaking out about little things that are completely normal. I don't understand why it's such a big deal to see you and I together."

"homophobes, obsessive fans, or paparazzi who needs new news to satisfy their followers. the list goes on..."

"well..you did see that someone found out about our past relationship? and about the accident..."

"I don't know how though!" hyunjin shouts, stress was pouring out with his words. "this is so... frustrating!"

"It's okay..we'll figure this out."

"I really want to." his voice softens, "seungmin, I want you to be apart of my life again. I really mean that. I can't let you leave because of the media, I won't allow that."

seungmin smiles, "whoever said I was gonna leave?" his hands grip on to the chains of the swing, slightly gaining height. "it's quite clear we play a huge part in each other's lives, it'll be stupid to part from each other again."

hyunjin nods shortly from his words, "yeah, true..but I want you to be in my life but have a different role.." he admits, "I just think the media will hate you, people are crazy and can find out where you go to school or whatever. I can't risk that..."

"what's the role?..." seungmin had a feeling of what the answer was.

hyunjin shrugs, a soft smile on his face as he looks to the boy. his stare catches seungmin's attention, hyunjin looks at him as if the world is only centered around him. hyunjin's world is seungmin, if only he understood that. he reaches over slowly to grasp seungmin's hand that falls from the chain, holding it tightly he felt words didn't need to come out in order to display what he meant. "o—oh.." as seungmin's eyes light up, "you mean..."

hyunjin nods, "yeah..." his reply is breathy, he's relieved that the boy didn't freak.

seungmin gives him a smile as well, "hyunjin, I know it's probably awkward to ask but please give me some verbal confirmation."

"boyfriend." he spits out, but he turns away immediately as he didn't mean to blurt out the word. "I—I mean..I want to be boyfriends..not best friends...but you know! If you don't want a relationship now, I totally understand that..."

"you know," he starts out, hyunjin slowly turns back to face seungmin. "I'm kinda angry that I don't remember anything, because I feel like this isn't my first time falling in love with you."

"s—seungmin.." he stutters, his heart being pierced by his words.

"min min." he clarifies with a wide grin, yet his boyfriend is tearing up right in front of him. "call me min min, jinnie."