13* Candour
Naksh's Pov
It's almost five and an a half months we are married now. Things are changed. We are changed.
Today I have a lot of surprises for her. A lot of gifts. I don't know why I felt like today I should gift her the whole world but unfortunately I can't.
Today I don't know why I feel like to make her mine. Completely. From her soul to her body. I want to be just hers and I want her to be just mine.
I know I know you all must be thinking that's it is to quick. In last part only I kissed and she reacted but don't worry it was almost two weeks ago. That all happened two weeks and now we are close. I think it's the time to move further.
I reached my house. It was impossible for me to carry a dozen of gifts to my room so I asked the helpers.
I went to see my mom. Her health is same. No improvement but luckily it's not degraded as well. I don't know what has happened to her. Even the doctors are not able to do anything.
I reached my room and saw her in confusion as well as in astonishment. She was looking at the mountain of gifts.
"Hello babes." I asked entering and locking the door.
"Hi. What's all this?" She asked pointing towards the gifts.
"Gifts for my beautiful wife" I said back hugging her.
"But why. My birthday coms in November and it's just May" She asked and I chuckled.
"Darling it's not for your birthday. It's just-- It's just like that only" I said as I don't have any reason.
"Hard to digest but it's ok I accept it." She said turning towards me. She smiled and touched my lips with hers.
She separated quickly but I pulled her back in my embrace. Not kissing her just holding her and she raised her brows.
"Keerti" I almost whispered and she looked at me.
"Yes" She also whispered and my hold got tighter.
"Keerti I want to say something" I said with whatever I had and she hummed back asking me to say further.
"I want to be yours" I said and she chuckled.
"Naksh you are already mine." She said and my heart felt something different.
"I know but I want to be urs completely. I want you to be mine." I said and she raised her brows. I know she is confused.
"I know you must be thinking that I am hurrying again but trust me I need you now. It's almost six months and I don't know why but today I want to feel you." I said looking in her eyes and her face fell. Shit this should not happen.
"Naksh" She said and I know her answer will be no but I wanted to try again. One more last time.
"Keerti plzz I know you but trust me if you will feel uncomfortable we will stop at that moment only." I said and she huffed and then looked towards the gift and her expression changed.
"Oh." She scoffed.
"That's why you bought so many gifts. Who do you think Naksh I am. These gifts will not bribe me. These gifts will not help you to sleep with me" She said and I was beyond shock.
"No Keerti--I" Before I could complete she interpreted.
"What No. You never bought these many gifts for me and today when you bought you are demanding to sleep with me. What should I think." She said this time I was out of it.
"Stop it Keerti just stop it." I shouted and she stopped with a jerk.
"Why do you take things in a wrong way always. You know what , you say it everytime that now let's come to the truth but this time let me say this that now I should tell you the truth. I should show you the mirror." I said and she frowned.
"Since the day of our marriage you are behaving rude. You stay happy for some time and then you again became rude. Why? Keerti if you don't wanna do this you could have just disagreed but no you say something bad. Why? Keerti no one forced you to marry me. You agreed own your own then you can't just back out everytime. I too have needs. You---" I was saying all this to her in frustration when she stopped me.
"Wait wait wait What? What did you just say?" She asked with sharp eyes and I became silent. Unable to remember what I was about to say.
"You really don't know or you are trying to become innocent" And this time I frowned.
"What I don't know"I asked and she looked at me.
"You are innocent. You are freaking innocent. I thought you knew everything. Your mom must have told you but no she didn't. I thought you are also at fault that's why I behaved with you like that but somehow I use to feel that no you are good but you really are good innocent. You hadn't been a part of this." She said and it confused me to the heck.
"What do you mean Keerti" I said and a tear fall from her eyes.
"Let's show you the mirror. You must be thinking right,why your house remain so dull and dark. It is said that when a daughter comes to your house she brightens it up. Doesn't matter if she is born or is married to your son. You must be thinking that why your parents stay in their room only. Why you mother's health is like this. So let's answer each of your question today my dearest hubby. Lets clear the confusion. Let's cut the crab" She smirked with tears and I was just looking at her.
"The biggest truth and mystry of your life will be unfolded today. You will get to know who your mother really is. She is the one who forced me to marry you" She said and my blood boiled hearing this.
"Shut up Keerti. Just keep you mouth shut" I shouted on her. How could she say that. If she doesn't want me to touch her I will never ever look at her but saying something like this just because of she doesn't want all is not acceptable.
"Your blood boiled in just this. Then how will you take the full truth." She smirked and tears drop from her eyes.
"There is no truth in this" I said controlling my anger.
"This is my life now Naksh and my life is not a lie" She said and it stopped my world.
"Your mom forced me marry you." She said again but this time my reaction was a bit easy.
"Why would she do that" I asked and her eyes closed.
"I don't know. She just said that I am perfect for you and then she did the worst" She said and broke down.
"My dad's business was not working well. He was facing tremendous loss. But we were happy in whatever we had but no it changed. All of it changed in this December. Your parents came to my dad and asked to buy his business at a lower rate but my dad rejected. He was worried for me and my future so he putted a proposal in front of your parents that you should marry me then only he will give his business. That day I met your mom for the first time and I don't know what she saw in me that she did all this. I said no to them because I didn't wanted any of that. But your mom she is a EGOISTIC lady. Just because I rejected his son he asked his husband to finish us and your dad did so. Till next morning we were finished and when I came to your house to ask her what she wants she said she wants me to become her daughter in law. I was still in no but she threatened me that if I will not then she will destroy us more. At last I had to agree because I didn't want my family to suffer. Otherwise you only think why a 18 year old teen will agree to marry a guys who is 10 years older than him. I too had dreams. I too had a life to cherish but she finished everything in just some days. She had a ghost in her mind which is perfect. She just use to chant that I am perfect for you and you are perfect for me. I was hell out of it and that day I decided that I will do her exorcism. I will take out that bloody perfect ghost out of her mind. That's why I was rude with everyone. I just hate her. I HATE HER. I thought you knew everything so I was same with you but no you were different. My each body part said that you are not like her and that's why I decided that I should give u a chance and everytime you do something and I tell you,you understand. But today I got to know that you are innocent. You don't know anything." She was crying sobbing and shivering and I was numb.
No my mom can't do this. She i-is lieing. My thoughts are also stammering. No this can't be true.
"Do-don't lie Keerti. My mom would never do some-something like this" I stammered and she stood up and wiped her tears.
"Oh you really think so. You think I am lieing. Thn ok go ask your mom now. I know she will not lie to you. Go" She said but I was still. My body was stiff as if the ground is holding me I am not able to move.
"Go Naksh. Why are you standing here." She said and I turned.
"Keerti I swear if this is not true by any chance then I promise I will ruin you. I will finish your life." I said waiting for her reply.
"Don't worry. If she disagree I swear I will die on my own" She said and now I knew she is saying 100% truth. She is not that girl who will ever think of this but if she has said about dying with this much confidence then she is not lying.
I moved out of the room still not registering completely what she said. I was stumbling in between and I reached her room door.
"Mom" I said knocking and she sat on her bed.
"Yes come Naksh" She said and I quickly walked in and sat on the knees in side of her bed where she was sitting.
"What happened Naksh" She asked in confusion.
"Mom you fo-forced Keerti to marry me" I asked and her eyes opened wide in astonishment. She looked at my father and he was doing the same.
"Don't lie to me mom. I swear you." I said and that's when I got the biggest shock of my life.
"Yes Naksh I-I did but.." She stammered but I shouted.
"Why mom. Why? You destroyed a girls Life. I never thought you are so low" I shouted and tears pooled her eyes.
"Naksh I did for you. I found perfect for you." She said but I was not in a mood to listen.
"Tell me mom what did you do. Tell me the full truth." I said and she narrated the full. Her story matches with Keerti's. Although something's were changed but mostly everything was same.
"She was right. She told me the truth correctly not exaggerating it but just the truth" I said and knees fell on the ground.
"Naksh no. I just wanted you to be happy." She said and I looked at her in disbelief.
"Great mom. You wanted to see me happy and married so you destroyed a girls Life. Good mom very good." I shouted and she nodded in no.
"And you know what just because of your this deed I will never be happy. She will never love me. She will never accept me. Just because of you and your perfect words" I stood up and she sobbed.
"You know mom I thought you are the angel of my life but know you are the witch. I never thought you will be like this" I said taking back steps.
"Naksh you can't talk to her like this" My dad interpreted and I smirked.
"How can I forget you dad. You also did the same. You helped rather than stopping her. You are same. I can't understand you both. I never want to see you again." I said and turned. I left the room but my legs me from going to my room.
What will I say to Keerti. I was so confident that mom didn't do anything but..
Thinking this I reached my door and I saw her sitting on bed crying in her knees. I don't know what to do.
I entered amd she looked up hearing my foot steps. She wiped her tears and sat at the edge of the bed.
I quickly walked till her and sat on my knees. I wanted to keep my head on her lap but no.
I folded my hands in front of her for a sorry. My eyes had guilt. My body was heavy and my heart was super heavy.
"I am sorry. I am sorry Keerti for everything"I said and her sobbing.
"I know no sorry will but still." My voice cracked.
"I-I just want to tell you that from beginning I wanted to keep you happy. I always wanted a smile if you lips and satisfaction in your heart." I said and stood up.
"I know Naksh. You are not at fault but it's not easy for me to--" Before she could I left the room. I can't face her anymore. I can't.
"Naksh" I heard and I quickly descended the stairs.
I heard her descending the stairs just after me. I quickly walked out of the main door but heard her shouting "Naksh"
My foot stopped hearing my mom's voice.
"Why are you calling him now. This is what you wanted. It happened." She said but Keerti didn't reply.
"Keerti what do you think. I could have also told him the truth before you but I didn't I wanted both of you happy. And I saw that happiness in this past months. Keerti this 1-3 year gap is the new trend. Before 10 years gap was nothing and I am not saying this because you are married because that how relationship work. One mature and one bubbly partner. Iam not saying that now days trend is wrong. They work but that also worked. But just leave it. I just came here to say sorry. Sorry for whatever I did. But you shouldn't have told Naksh. You don't know her. " She said and her voice faded but why didn't Keerti say anything she was quite. And then I heard her footsteps also. She was climbing the stairs and it just vanished.
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Vanshika 🍫
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