Hannah pov

I am so glad that I got to Clay in time.
There is no way I was or gonna let Clay do this to himself.
I am not going to lose him.
I am going to help him.
I want to be here for him.

I should've been before.

I unplugged the drain and the water started to drain out.
Clay then went and changed his clothes.
I then knocked on the door and he said I could come in.
I opened the Door and I saw him standing there in silence.
I looked at him and I could tell he was upset.
I walked closer to him and I gave him a hug.
I could tell he was crying.
He then pulled away and I looked into his eyes.
"Helmet..?.."
He nodded and was silent.
"Are you going to be okay..?."
He sighed.
"I don't know..Hannah..I still feel like I want to finish what I started.."
"Hey..you will be okay..let me help you.."
"I'm sorry..Hannah.."
"For what? " I asked.
"For all of this.I just thought the pain would go away and I didn't want to hurt you by this.And I shouldnt have pushed you away.I am sorry."
I then looked down and gently went for his hand and intertwined our fingers.
"Hey it is okay.I should've been there for you.I was just too stupid to notice that you needed help.I am sorry for that.I am going to help you now."
Clay slightly smiled and said" thanks."
"I love you helmet."
"I love you too." clay says and I gave him a Kiss on the cheek and a hug.
Clay pov
Whenever Hannah gives me a hug and tells me it is going to be okay I feel more at whole.
Like I don't feel as empty or alone.
I know that my parents would be there for me.
But not always when I needed them most.
And my mom is known for being a helicopter parent.But she hasn't really noticed what has been going on with me.
I wanted to talk to them or Hannah.But I have been scared.
That they won't understand.
After Jeff died..that really brought me down More.

After I thought I lost Hannah after the party..I didn't know what to do or who to talk too.
I then pulled away and then me and Hannah walked out of my room.
She then looked at me" hey I have a idea."
"What is it..?." I asked.
"I have a way that could help cheer you up..meet me at my house tonight around 8,"
"Um..okay.." I say.
She then says as she is about to leave and head home" hey clay..are you going to be okay today..?"
"Don't worry.,I won't do anything stupid..I will be fine."
She looked at me with a concerned face.
"I promise.."
She then nodded and said" okay.see you Later helmet."
I then said goodbye and she left my house.
I understand why she is scared.
I mean she did just stop me from what I was going to do.

I don't to scare her.But I am scared too.

Later that night.

Hannah pov

Clay texted me saying that he would be here soon. I want to cheer him up and I know exactly how to do it.

What scares me is that he could've lost his life today. And I don't know what I would do if I lost him today.

Clay pov

My parents said it was okay to go so I started walking to Hannah's house.It was a breezy dark night outside with no clouds but millions of stars.

I walked for it felt like forever that night. Almost like this pain.

But I feel something inside when Hannah smiles at me.

Like I feel something. And I always thought that was love.

Because I truly do Love Hannah. And I know she loves me.

I then got to outside Hannah's house and I saw Hannah closing the front door behind her and saying goodbye to her parents right as I got here.

"Hey Helmet." 

"Hey Hannah."

She then walked towards me and said "I am glad to see you."

"yea me too." I say.

I then paused and said "where are we going?"

"you'll see. Follow me."

She then takes my hand and we walk together towards I don't know where we are going.

Hannah pov

I am taking Clay to a place that has a special memory of mine. Which I know will help cheer him up.

He didn't know it yet but we are going to the Crestmont.

"are we there yet?" Clay asked.

"almost." I laughed a little bit under my breath.

He was kind of quiet.I could tell he was holding my hand tight.

I didn't mind.If it makes him feel better.

We the arrive outside the Crestmont.

Where I and Clay both work. I love working with him here.

"Here we are." I say as I look over at Clay.

"at the Crestmont.?" He turned and asked me.

I nodded and said "Follow me."

we then went up the stairs all the way up to the top of the roof.

Like me and Clay did that one night when he wanted to show me the moon.

We sat down on the roof and me and Clay looked at the sky.

The wind was blowing through my hair and I moved a peice of my hair behind my ear.

We both looked up at the sky and I said "isn't the sky just beautiful tonight?"

"yea it is. And so are you."

 I felt myself blushing. "Aww helmet."

I got him to laugh a little.

I love his smile and his laugh. I like to hear him laugh, I hope he is feeling a little bit better.

I then turned to him and said "Hey remember when you and me went up here to show me the moon?"

"Yea I do. I was scared to make a move that night."

"yea. so was I.." I say.

We then looked at each other for a moment.

His eyes really seemed to sparkle.

I then moved a little bit closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder.

He didn't mind.

I feel safe around him.And I want him to be safe around me.

I want him to trust me.

I know he has been through a lot and after Jeff died. That really took a toll on him.

We then looked back up at the sky and I saw a little smile appear on his face.

He then slowly put his arm around me.

I then said "do you feel a better helmet?"

He then looked into my eyes and said "Yea, I do. Thanks for this Hannah. I really needed this."

"Your welcome Helmet. I knew this would help you feel better."

"yea. And I know I can trust you Hannah. I have always known. Just didn't notice before."

I smiled at him and layed my head back down on his shoulder.

"thanks Hannah, for saving me from would've been the biggest mistake of my life."

"and thank you for being here with me tonight. I don't know what I would've done if I lost you."

"Don't worry Hannah. I am not going anywhere." He says with a smile.

I smiled too.

We then looked at the sky a while.

I then looked over at him and I gave him a kiss on the cheek.

I saw a little smile appear agian.

Clay pov

and that was the moment I knew that Hannah Baker saved me.

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