"Here we are..tape 12"pt 2
A:/Hey guys! here is part 2 of a one shot I am doing! everyone wanted a part 2 so I am doing it!
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Clay pov
The whole night I tried to wrap around my head what happened to Hannah. Earlier yesterday when we talked it felt so awkward. I wanted to talk to her, but I was scared to after what happened between us.I looked over at Hannah as I saw she was shaking. I sat up in the bed and said "hey Hannah..are you okay..?" She looked over at me and I saw tears forming in her eyes.she sat up and said "no..I am not..""what happened?" I said as I looked into her eyes with concern."I'm scared helmet.." "scared of what?" I raised a eyebrow.She wiped her tears with her sleeve and said "that you will judge me..if I tell you." I sighed and I couldn't believe she would think I would ever judge her.well after the comment I made about the picture from Justin she probably thinks I will judge her agian. But she needs to know that I would never judge the girl I love and care for."Hannah..I won't ever judge you..you should know that.You can tell me.." she looked over into her eyes with sadness and fear."do you promise me helmet..?" I looked down at her hand and held it in mine gently.Her hand felt cold against my skin."I promise."She nodded and tears started to stream down her face."something happened last night.." "what happened?" I asked in a soft gentle tone."it was at a party..Bryce's party." I sighed and I said "did someone hurt you Hannah..?" She gently squeezed my hand and said "yea..Clay.._Bryce..raped me.." My eyes widened as I felt my anger boiling through me.I could just imagine Bryce scarring her, ruining her, and making her feel like nothing.I felt my fist starting to clench in anger and Hannah looked over at me and placed her hand over mine to help calm me down."Helmet..say something please." I looked over and her and I said "I am so sorry Hannah.." after I released the clench of my fist."it's not your fault Helmet..it is mine." "no Hannah it isn't your fault.It is mine. If I wasn't such a jerk to you earlier yesterday then this wouldn't have happened.." She sat a little closer to me and held onto my hand." Helmet..you can't blame yourself.You had no idea it was going to happen..and it was my fault. I got in the hot tub..and I pushed you away.." She started to cry more as she wiped her tears with my hoodie."Hannah..don't blame yourself..Bryce is the one who did it to you..it's not your fault.." she nodded and said "thanks helmet..for beleving and not judging me.."I gently nodded as I could see the pain in her eyes. I was going to make that Hannah gets justice and we get Bryce in jail."of course..and that brings me back to what I wanted to say Hannah.." She nodded as I turned to face her."I am really sorry for what I said about that picture that Justin sent around the school. I want you to know that I didn't believe the rumors about you Hannah..I was just angry I guess.." She raised a eyebrow and said "angry at what?" I sighed as I felt my nerves taking over me. I have wanted to tell Hannah this for so long and I want to tell her how I am feeling.She needs to know that I will be here for her and I want Hannah back. I missed her when we haven't been talking lately.When she doesn't show up at school I feel upset and lonely."I was jealous of Justin..and mad at you for wanted him and not me.I know that isn't a good excuse..I am really sorry for being such a jerk Hannah.." Her eyes widened and she said "you were jealous?" I nodded and I said with a slight pause."Hannah there is something I want to tell you.._" She nodded and looked into my eyes as she held my hand.I felt my heart beating out of my chest as I saw tears welled in the girl I have falling in love with eye's. I could see the pain running through her and I wanted to help put her back together again."I love you.." Her eyes widened a little bit and she stayed silent as she looked into my eyes."and I will never hurt you Hannah..I can promise you that. " "Clay.._" She said in a shaky tone of voice." I am going.not now.not ever.." I said as I looked right into her eyes tinted with a blue."i love you Hannah.." I said agian as I felt tears welled in my eyes."you..do..?" I nodded and I said "Yea.. I have for a long time..and I was so afraid to tell you.." She sat a little closer to me and said "why helmet.?" I sighed and I said "because I thought you would never like and be with a guy like me..I thought you were into guys like Justin..and I could never beat that." She cut me off and said "helmet..you don't have to compete with other guys.I was scared too...because I thought you would never like a girl like me."She paused and wiped tears quickly off her face and she said "I love you too helmet." I smiled a little bit and she said "I am so sorry for what happened at the party..you didn't do anything wrong..and I freaked out at you because of the past and took it out on you.." I nodded as I knew she was telling the truth. I could tell by the look in her eyes and the ressurance in her voice."It's okay..I just didn't understand..I thought-I thought I hurt you.." She shook her head and said "I promise you did it..you make me so happy helmet..and I imagined a future of us.." She said as she gestured between you and me.I smiled a little bit and said "yea me too.."we looked into each other's eyes for a moment and we both leaned in at the same time and she pressed her lips against mine.After a moment we both pulled away as she cupped my face."what are we going to do about Bryce?" I sighed and said "i don't know..but we will figure it out..together." She gently nodded and said "who will believe me helmet? people will think I am saying that just to make my reputation seem better to the school."She layed her head on my shoulder and I said "don't worry..I believe you and I know other's will too. I won't let him hurt you anymore.." She smiled a little bit and said "thanks..I needed that." I brought her into a warm gentle hug as she wrapped her arms around me. She sank her head into my chest and started to cry into my shoulder."it hurts so much helmet.." "I know han..I know." I said as I felt anger running through me.Who could just treat her like that and just think it is okay? Bryce Walker is going to pay for what he done to Hannah, and possibly to other girls.She pulled away gently and she said "we should get ready for the day Helmet.." I nodded and I said "maybe you shouldn't go to school today Han..you know? after what happened." She grinned a little bit and said "Clay Jensen wants to skip school?"I grinned and said "there is some things you don't know about me." She chuckled and showed a little bit of that smile I love so much. It brightens my days when they are gloomy.She then said "well I should probably give you this hoodie back." "no you can keep it.." I said with a slight smile."are you sure?" I nodded and said "yea if you ever need me and I am not there..just put that on and it will be like I am there with you." She walked over to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek."thanks." "well I am going to go home and get changed..I will be back." she says. I smiled and then she gave me a quick hug goodbye and headed downstairs and smiled a little bit back at me. She walked down the stairs and shut the door.
Hannah pov
I feel much better now that I told Clay what happened. He deserved to know and I knew I couldn't do this alone. I know this now and I knew I needed Clay by my side through it.I really love Clay and I could tell he loves me too. He isn't like every other guy.He is much different and I knew he cared for me like no other guy has or would.I walked downstairs and saw that Clay's parents weren't home. I sighed and I walked through the door and headed home to change.I walked myself down the sidewalk feeling the wind blow through my hair.As I continued to walk I froze when I saw Bryce's house. I felt chills go down my spine when I thought of Bryce's name.I shook my head as I continued to walk until I ended up at my house. I saw that my parents weren't home either and I felt hurt that my parents didn't bother to check on me after I went for that walk last night.I went upstairs and changed in my room to clean clothes for the day I placed Clay's hoodie in my closet and cracked a slight smile when I thought of Clay.I placed a new shirt on and could see the bruises left behind on my fragile skin from Bryce Walker.I shivered as I pictured back in my head what happened last night, it was now a brain tattoo forever planted in my brain.I shook my head as I changed my clothes and I looked in the mirror nervously.I can do this as long as I had Clay by my side.I plopped down on my bed and stared at the celing as I knew I had to tell someone else what happened. I had to go to my parents, the police..someone else I can trust. I trust Clay with my whole heart but I know that it will take more then just the both of us to take him down.As I looked back at myself in the mirror as I stood up slowly and saw myself.I finally understood how everything happened this past year and I wasn't going to let anyone else hurt me agian.
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