Hello all,

This will be a short story, and rather than being a story, it's just a way I am going to work on my thoughts. 

Trigger Warning:

- Suicide 

- Self-harm

- Self-hate

- Death

- Graphic thoughts about ways to die

Please please don't proceed with the story if these topics trigger you or it can take you to a mentally dark place.

I am writing this for myself, no one else. But I'd also like to publish it here. 

It's better to write down your thoughts rather than acting on them. 

Mental health is no joke, if you are facing anything, please contact a doctor or any form of help. You deserve to be loved and cared. You matter. 

If you need a listening ear, my message board is always open. 

Thank you, 

Nadia.